ONE SHOULD NEVER FORGET THE DREAMS.......

during one's life there can be many wants, many aspirations, many desires,many needs......some will slide into oblivion, others, just lie dormant, depending on the intention and the resolve.

there are some instances where one does or does not realise that one is in the icy grip of fear and immobilisation. it is not that one should bypass these feelings........lack of self esteem. lack of confidence, lack of wanting to succeed, not for anyone else, but for oneself, a lack of nurturing a lack of recognition, a certain comfortability in the zone where one finds oneself, a living out of conditioned values or sombody elses values, the denial of one's true feelings, the masking of one's true self in order to protect oneself due to others cruelty, the coping mechanisms brought to bear due to a chaotic life or after the pain of abuse becomes to great to handle, the overthinking of any situation which could leave one immobilised due to the impending prognosis of negative results which might never occur, the stance that one develops to handle life, the lack of guidance of those that are close,the lack of understanding that is perpetuated by those around us, the lack of any clear goal or passion, the lack of confidence to pursue a passion, the feelings of emptiness and extreme sadness which pervade one's life in the alone time,the lack of understanding of the dam walls of emotion which rise and spill over from time to time,the confusion of not knowing why these feelings are there,the subconscious consciousness of giving permission for the things that happen and not taking responsibility, the domino effect of an organism in crisis,the upended pain held in suspension in every cell of the body, the lack of resolve to deal with it, the patterns of experience that we paint and continue to live unresolved, the acceptance that what is has to be, the lack of vision , the lack of insight, the clutching onto a position even if the awareness levels indicate otherwise, the myopicness of crisis, the lack of recognition that one is a spiritual being, the acceptance of a point of view without questioning,the dilution and the dispossession of the source of light, the negation of the essence of universal truth the lack of humility, the lack of a sense of humour,thinking that who you are is somewhat superior to those around you,holding onto questionable viewpoints and disregarding all else, using anger as a pivot and a fulcrum, not having people around you who exhibit honesty and integrity in their observations and allowing it to enter your space,thinking sometimes that what you have mentally is somehow superior to all else, putting oneself into the public domain and losing the plot,afraid to put oneself out there for fear of being rejected, fearing success as much as one fears failure, trying to judge oneself against someone else's standards, living a lie and not thinking that it is so bad.


how does one put all those pieces of the puzzle together ?
one first has to recognise that there is a puzzle and all the pieces are there for a reason.
when one starts there is not the understanding of the how and the why.
every piece that we make a choice to choose alters the picture ever so slightly.
what is the picture that you would like to see ?
do you think that it is possible ?
if you think that you have a choice, you do.
have you been watching the movie of your life recently ?
there is the exploration of an alternative structure, resident in the dream world.
an alternative life living with all the choices in one instant.
do you believe ?
are you a believer ?
is there a sense of possibility in your life?


as the head becomes heavier and the eyelids droop, make an effort to preserve the space of emptiness.


.