Saturday, April 26, 2008

ASCENSION IN THE INHALATION & EXHALATION OF LIFE......


THE CRAMPS AND SPASMS SPREAD THROUGHOUT THE BODY, AS THE AWARENESS OF THE PHYSICAL ENTITY DIMINISHES, WHILE ALL SEEMS TO FADE INTO THE BACKGROUND AND THE LIGHTS, ESPECIALLY THE COLOUR, FADE TO A BLEACHED WHITE, LIKE AN AGE OLD CARCASS, TIMELESS IN IT'S STARKNESS, A CIRCLE OF LIFE COMPLETE, WHILE THE VULTURES STAND BLOATED AS GARGOYLE SENTINELS, WAITING PATIENTLY, AS THE IMAGES BECOME MORE PROFUSE, MORE INTENSE, MORE EXPLICIT, AS THE BODY LOSES IT'S SENSORY STIMULUS FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD COMPLETELY AND RETURNS TO THE INTERNAL WOMBLIKE MAGICK OF A PLACE, THAT IS AS FAMILIAR AS THE ILLUSION OF REALITY OF THE OUTER FACADE, WHILE THE HAWKS, THE FALCONS AND THE EAGLES SWOOP DOWN IN A FLYPAST OF GRACIOUSNESS AND REVERENCE, WHILE ALL THE TIME, THE IMAGES AND PERCEPTIONS OF WHO ONE ONCE WAS DIMINISH AND THE SOUND OF THE BEAT OF THE WINGS IS ACCENTUATED IN THE REALITY OF THE NOW, WHILE WITH EACH HEARTBEAT AND EACH FLAP OF THE WINGS, THE ENERGY OF SELF RISES FROM THE GROUND, BEING LIFTED IN THE UPDRAFT OF SPIRIT AND A THOUGHT, OF THE PLACE OF FEAR AND DARKNESS, WHICH WAS THE REALITY, IS NOW BUT A DISTANT MEMORY, WHICH FADES AWAY, AS IF IT HAD NEVER EXISTED AND THE BODY FEELS A CUSHION OF FEATHERS UNDERNEATH IT, WHILE FEATHERS OF A GOLDEN ENERGY CARESS THE BODY, HEALING IT AND EXTENDING THEIR ENERGY WITH A TINGLING SENSATION, WHICH IS THE FIRST PHYSICAL SENSATION FELT IN THE ASCENSION, WHILE THE SMOKE OF A DISTANT FIRE FUNNELS UP TO ENGULF THIS VISION AND IN THE LACK OF VISION, THE BIRDS ARE THERE AND CAN BE SENSED AND A WHITENESS ENVELOPS ALL, WITH A SMELL SUDDENLY REGISTERING OF FRAGRANT LEAVES AND HERBS AND ALL THE TIME THERE IS THE RHYTHMIC BEAT OF THE WINGS AND THE HEARTBEAT SYNCHRONISED INTO A UNITY, WHICH IS ACCEPTED AS WHAT WAS AND NOW IS, WHILE IT SEEMS LIKE THIS BEAT IS THE ONE THING WHICH IS ABLE TO CAUSE THE ASCENSION OF SELF AND THEN SOFTLY AT FIRST, THERE IS THE CHANTING AND AS THE GAP OPENS UP IN THE SMOKE, THERE BELOW STAND A MASS OF HUMANITY, RAISING THEIR HANDS UP AND DOWN IN TIME TO THE BEAT AND AS THE VISION UNFOLDS, THIS MASS OF INDIVIDUALS BECOMES ONE MASS AND TAKES THE SHAPE OF AN EAGLE AND SLOWLY AT FIRST, THE WINGS BEGIN TO FLAP AND THE MASS ARISES FROM THE GROUND AND WITH MINIMAL ENERGY AND EFFORT, RISES SLOWLY , THEN FASTER AND FASTER, WHILE I FEEL THAT I AM MOVING DOWNWARDS AND THE MASS MOVES UPWARDS, BLOCKING OUT THE SUN, AND AS I LOOK UPWARDS, THE MASS BECOMES ONE WITH THE SUN AND I COME TO REST ON THE GROUND, WITH AN AWARENESS RENEWED AND AS I OPEN MY EYES AND RETURN TO THE PHYSICALITY OF THE MOMENT, I OPEN MY CLENCHED FIST, TO FIND A GOLDEN FEATHER IN THE INSIDE OF MY PALM AND AS I LOOK IN AMAZEMENT, IT SLOWLY ASCENDS UPWARDS AND DISAPPEARS, WHILE MY EYES LOOK DOWNWARD AND IN THE INSIDE OF MY PALM IS THE IMPRINT OF THE FEATHER AND IN THIS MOMENT I REALISE THE TRUTH OF THE RELEVANCE OF ALL IRRELEVANCE AND THE POSSIBILITIES AND OPPORTUNITIES THAT EXIST, WHICH DEPEND ON THE PERCEPTIONS AND THE CHOICES EMBEDDED IN ALL WHO WALK THE PATH AND EXTEND THEMSELVES, FULFILLING THEIR OBLIGATIONS IN THE INHALATION AND EXHALATION OF LIFE.

THE FLAME HAND

 
RENEWAL AND EXTENSION
THROUGH
THE PURITY OF FIRE
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

A FULL MOON.......



I STAND AND GAZE
THROUGH THE PORTAL
OF THE TREES
FEELING THE ENERGY
COURSING
THROUGH MY BODY
PREPARING MYSELF
FOR THE LEAP OF FAITH
AND THE JUMP ACROSS THE ABYSS OF THE UNKNOWN.

I SMILE AND FEEL THE JOYOUSNESS OF THIS MOMENT.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

ASCENSION & DESCENSION-----THE SPIRALS OF LIFE


CLIMBING HIGHER AND HIGHER, AS THE BREEZE GOT STRONGER AND STRONGER, THE CITY SEEMED TO FADE AWAY TO A DULL HUM AS THE STRESSES AND STRAINS OF BEING IN THE CONCRETE JUNGLE MOVED DOWNWARD, UNTIL THEY WERE ALL CONCENTRATED IN HIS BARE FEET, WHILE THE WIND LICKED AT HIS HEELS, FORCING THE ENERGY TO DISSIPATE IN THE BREEZE, LIKE FEATHERS CAUGHT IN THE UPDRAFT AND WAFTING AWAY, UNTIL ALL THAT WAS LEFT, WAS THE ORIGINAL EMPTY VESSEL, WAITING FOR GODOT AND AS THE VISTA UNFOLDED BEFORE THE OCULAR INTENTION, THERE SEEMED TO BE SOMETHING ELSE, A DIFFERENT FEELING, THAT WAS PERVADING THE WHOLE BODY, INTENSIFYING, AS THE BODY REGAINED IT'S LOST FOOTHOLD,NOT ON THE EXTERNAL RAMIFICATIONS OF A LIFE OF MATERIALITY, BUT ON THE INTERNAL UNIVERSE OF SPIRIT, WHICH WAS AN AMNESIAC MEMORY, SLOWLY RETURNING IN THE MOMENT OF ACKNOWLEDGING WHAT EXACTLY THE TRUE PURPOSE OF THE BEING IS AND AS THE GAZE TOOK IN THE MASS OF THE WATER BODY TO HIS RIGHT, THE WATER SEEMED TO LOSE IT'S DARKNESS AND THE SHIMMERING CHOPPINESS OF THE LITTLE WAVES STARTED TO RESEMBLE THE WARM EMBRACE OF A PLACE FILLED WITH THE AMNIOTIC FLUID, OF WHICH THERE WAS NO CONSCIOUS MEMORY, BUT WHICH EXISTED IN THE FEELINGS OF BEING ONE AND SUDDENLY THERE FLOATED THROUGH THE CONSCIOUSNESS A TIME WHERE THE PURPOSE OF LIFE, THE INTENTION OF WHAT IS TO BE DONE, THE CHOICES, THE PARALLEL EXISTENCE WHICH WAS ON OFFER, THE SACRIFICES, THE QUALITIES THAT NEEDED TO BE WORKED ON, THE REASONS BEHIND THE CHOICE OF THE ORIGINAL VESSEL, THAT WAS TO CREATE THE OPPORTUNITIES TO FULFILL THE MISSION, THE EXPECTATION, THE OBLIGATION AND AS THE ENERGY REINSERTED ITSELF INTO THE CONSCIOUS MIND, THE AWARENESS OF THE LIFE THAT HAD EXISTED UNTIL THAT MOMENT IN TIME, WHICH SEEMED TO BE A DEFINING POINT ON WHICH A DECISION AND A CHOICE WOULD HAVE TO BE MADE, WHILE REALISING THAT THE DECISION HAD BEEN MADE ALREADY, AS THE VOICES AND THE IMAGES GREW STRONGER, WHILE THE CITY LIGHTS HAD LOST THEIR ILLUSIONARY FOCUS , TO REVEAL THE TRUE SPIRALS OF ENERGY, WHICH WEE FLOWING THROUGH THE LIGHTS, SERENADING THEMSELVES FROM A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE AND IN THE MYOPICNESS OF THE VISION, ANOTHER PERSPECTIVE WAS VISIBLE, ONE THAT HAD ALWAYS BEEN THERE, BUT HAD NEVER TRULY BEEN SEEN, FOR THE ART OF ILLUSION IS TO MAKE ONE BELIEVE, THAT THE ILLUSION IS THE REALITY AND THE REALITY IS THE ILLUSION AND IN THAT MOMENT OF THIS REALISATION, THE BODY EXUDED A HEAT AND A BRILLIANT LIGHT, WHICH STOOD AS A BEACON AND AS THE LIGHT GREW AND ENCOMPASSED MORE, THE CITY LIGHTS ARRANGED THEMSELVES INTO MAGICAL CIRCLES, WHICH PULSATED AND ISSUED FORTH THEIR OWN ULTRASOUND VIBRATION, WHICH IN TURN BROUGHT ALL THE LIGHTS INTO ONE GIANT CIRCLE, AND AS THE PHYSICALITY DIMINISHED, IT WAS CLEAR THAT THERE SEEMED TO BE AN EBB AND A FLOW TO THE CIRCLE, AN INVITATION TO JOIN AND THE BEACON STEPPED OFF THE BUILDING, KNOWING ON SOME LEVEL THAT THIS IS WHAT WAS MEANT TO BE AND IN THE SURRENDER, THERE WAS THE EMBRACE AND THE CONJUNCTION OF THE ENERGIES IN A FLASH AND THEN THERE WAS ONLY ONE ENERGY, ONE LIGHT AND THE WHOLENESS HAD BEEN RESTORED, WHILE THE WAVES OF THIS EVENT RIPPLED OUTWARDS, THROUGHOUT INFINITY.

IN THE ASCENSION AND THE DESCENSION, THE AUTHENTIC TRUTH HAD REASSERTED ITSELF AND THE NEXT SPIRAL OF EXISTENCE IS A POSSIBILITY.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

THE HANDS..................

 
 

AS THE ENERGIES LOOK FOR EACH OTHER
SO WILL THE HANDS FIND EACH OTHER
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Saturday, April 12, 2008

THE NEST OF FORGIVENESS..............

IN A TREE, WITH IT'S SUIT OF GREEN CLOTH ,CLOTHING IT'S EXTERIOR, SAT A NEST OF SMALL TWIGS, WHICH WAS THE NEST OF FORGIVENESS, WHILE THE LEAVES RUSTLED IN THE UNFORGIVING WIND, THE NEST BARED IT'S SECRET, A WEEK OLD CHICLET, WHO HELPLESS AT FIRST, WAS ON THE ROAD TO GREATNESS, AS THE VERMIN PROWLED DOWN BELOW AND THE CREATURES OF THE NIGHT SENSED THAT THERE WAS AN OPPORTUNITY HERE, UNTIL A SOUND AROSE ABOVE THE WIND AND FILLED THE DARKNESS WITH FEAR OF ITSELF, FOR IT HAD NOT BEEN ON THE RECEIVING END OF FEAR UNTIL THAT MOMENT, WHEN THE SEASONS HAD PASSED AND FROM THE NEST OF FORGIVENESS CAME FORGIVENESS ITSELF, SPRITE ON WING, FILLED TO CAPACITY WITH THE IMAGES OF IT'S OWN PROWESS, WHILE ALL THE TIME, COMPARING IT'S STRENGTH AND HUNTING ABILITIES, WHILE FORGETTING WHAT IT'S TRUE PURPOSE WAS AND IS, IN A NEW WORLD, OF WHICH ALL HAD CHANGED, WHEN THE DARKNESS HAD FEARED ITSELF AND NOW THE DARKNESS HAD REGAINED THE UPPER HAND, AND INSTILLED FEAR INTO ALL, WHILE FORGIVENESS FLEW TO EXPERIENCE THE THRILLS OF FLIGHT, AND THEN , ONE DAY, IT SAW A MISSHAPEN ANIMAL THAT HAD STRAYED AND KNEW INSTINCTIVELY THAT THIS WAS A MOMENTOUS OCCASION, WHILE ALL THE TIME CIRCLING IT SAW THE DARKNESS CREEPING UP ON THIS CREATURE AND IN A FLASH, FORGIVENESS SWOOPED DOWN ON THIS CREATURE,AS ITS WINGS FOLDED BACK AND IT PICKED UP SPEED, WITH THE INTENTION, NOT TO HUNT, AND TO IT'S OWN SURPRISE, TO HOLD THE CREATURE IN IT'S TALONS, WITHOUT CAUSING IT DAMAGE AND PERPETUALLY FRUSTRATING THE EFFORTS OF THE DARKNESS AND AS IT FLEW TO THE HIGHEST POINT AND RESTING THE CREATURE GENTLY DOWN , IT STARED INTO THE EYES OF THIS FORLORN ANIMAL AND IT SAW ITSELF AS A YOUNG ONE AND IN THE INSTANT OF RECOGNITION, THE CREATURE DISAPPEARED AND ALL THAT WAS LEFT, WAS A DISCOVERED PURPOSE AND THAT MOST IMPORTANTLY, FORGIVENESS HAD FORGIVEN ITSELF, AND IN THE PROCESS, HAD FREED ALL THE CREATURES FROM THE DARKNESS ONCE AGAIN.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

THE AVENUES ON THE JOURNEY............

ALL AVENUES OF THOUGHT HAVE THEIR PITFALLS.

EVEN IF ONE IS ENGAGED ON A JOURNEY WHERE THE EXTENSION OF THOUGHT IS HELD IN A PRECARIOUS BALANCE OF POSITIVITY AND OPTIMISM.

TO BE ABLE TO FOLLOW THE INNER CORE VOICES AND SURRENDER ONESELF TO SOMETHING, WHICH SEEMS BEYOND ONE'S REACH AT FIRST, AND THEN, THERE IS THE COMING TOGETHER WITH FOCUS AND DETERMINATION, LEADING ONE TO CONGRATULATE ONESELF ON THE PROGRESS, WHILE INSIDE, DEEP DOWN, THERE IS STILL THE YEARNING FOR THE INTANGIBLE.

WITH FOCUS AND INTENT, THE PREPARATION THAT IS RENDERED TO PURSUE THIS PATH, LEADS ONE TO HAVE A LASER LIKE VISION.

FACED WITH THE DICHOTOMY , OF ON ONE HAND PROGRESSING, WHILE ON THE OTHER, THERE ARE THINGS THAT ARE CONTINUALLY BEING DROPPED ON THE WAYSIDE.

TO COUNTERACT THE MOLE LIKE VISION, THERE HAS TO BE A PAUSE IN THE EXTENSION OF SELF, AND AN ANALYTICAL LOOK AT THE BROADER PERSPECTIVE.

IF THE SHORTEST AND THE QUICKEST PATH IS AS THE CROW FLIES, THIS DOES NOT NECESSARILY MEAN THAT IT IS THE MOST NURTURING OR REWARDING TO THE TRAVELER AND THE SEEKER.

AS MUCH AS ONE IS TRAVELING IN WHAT ONE THINKS OR ASSUMES IS A STRAIGHT LINE, LIKE A TIGHT ROPE WALKER, WHAT IS REQUIRED IS THE USE OF ALL THE SENSES.

THERE HAS TO BE EXTENDED AWARENESS AND CONSCIOUSNESS, WHICH IS EXPANDED WITH TIME.

HUMAN NATURE PURSUES IT'S DUE COURSE OF DILIGENCE AND HENCE THE DICHOTOMY OF THE FOCUSED PATH AND THE EXTENSION OF THE PERIPHERAL VISION, WHICH TENDS TO GET LOST.

DEPENDING ON ONE'S VIEWPOINT OF THE SPIRITUALITY OF SELF AND HOW FAR ONE IS PREPARED TO GO AND WHERE THE REALITY LIES, WILL BE WHAT SORT OF SACRIFICES, ONE IS PREPARED TO MAKE.

LOSING THE THREAD OF THINGS IS VERY EASY, NO MATTER HOW HARD ONE TRIES.

THE ONGOING BATTLE TO RETAIN THAT SENSE OF CLARITY AND UNDERSTANDING, WHEN THE MAJORITY AROUND ONE ARE NOT AWARE OF THE PRECISENESS OF THAT HOLISTIC GIFT.

USING AN EXPANSIVE VOCABULARY IS A NECESSITY, BUT SOMEHOW THE DIFFICULTIES IN DESCRIBING WHAT ONE IS SEEING OR FEELING , OR WHERE ONE IS AT , AT ANY GIVEN TIME, PRESENTS A PROBLEM, AS ONE IS NEVER FULLY AWARE OF ALL THE PERCEPTIONS.

DRIVING DOWN A TREE LINED ROAD AND TRAVELING AT SPEED PRESENTS ONLY GLIMPSES AT THE PANORAMIC VIEW, ON EITHER SIDE.
\THE DUALITY OF CHOICES PRESENTS ITSELF IN WHICH SIDE TO LOOK AT FIRST AND THEN THERE IS THE INDIVIDUAL UNDERSTANDING, WHICH EMANATES FROM THE REPOSITORY OF THE PROGRAMMED OUTLOOK AND IN LOOK OF THE INDIVIDUAL.

THERE IS THE DRIVING FORCE WHICH BOMBARDS ME WITH A CONSTANT STREAM OF INTANGIBLE TANGIBILITY'S.
THESE ARE SUFFUSED IN A DREAM LIKE REALITY OF IMAGES, VOICES AND FEELINGS, WHICH PLAY AROUND AT THE EDGES OF MY CONSCIOUSNESS, FOR THE MOMENT.

THE EXPLANATION OF ALL OF THIS IS FAR FROM CLEAR, AND YET THE URGENCY, THAT IT PRESENTS IS NOT IN DOUBT.

THERE IS A NEW KIND OF ENERGY THAT HAS SUPPLANTED THE LAST UPSWING, IN WHICH THE FEELINGS WERE THE SAME, BUT THE INTENSITY DIFFERS BY IT'S LACK OF FRENETICNESS.

THE CYCLES OF PRECIPITATION ARE FLOWING AND THE IMAGES OF FREE FLOWING WAVES COME TO MIND.

THE AWARENESS OF THIS CYCLE PRESENTS ITSELF IN THE AWARENESS AND THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF SOME KIND OF OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE, WHERE THE VIEW IS NOT OF THE PHYSICAL FORM TRAVELLING ON THIS WAVE, BUT MORE OF THE ESSENCE OF MY WHOLE BEING, BEING PART OF THE TOTAL FLOW.

LOSING ONE'S IDENTITY IN THE PHYSICAL REALITY AND MAKING A TRANSITION, WHICH JUST APPEARED IN THE MOMENT TO TRANSCEND ALL THAT HAS GONE BEFORE.

I REALISE THAT ALTHOUGH I HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING OF MY PURPOSE IN LIFE , IT IS STILL SIMPLISTIC.

TO OBTAIN THE CLARITY I NEED, IT HAS TO BE THAT WAY.
SIMPLICITY PROVIDES THE BUILDING BLOCKS, TO BE ABLE, FIRSTLY TO TRAVEL IN A CERTAIN ORBIT AND THEN TO BE ABLE TO USE THE MOMENTUM OF THAT ORBIT TO TAKE A GIANT LEAP AND CATAPULT ONESELF INTO THE NEXT SPHERE OF ONE'S DESTINY.

AT THIS MOMENT IN TIME I KNOW THAT I HAVE CHOSEN TO PLACE MYSELF IN THIS FIRST ORBIT AND EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE CHOSEN TO DO HAS PLACED ME IN A POSITION, WHERE THE NATURAL FORCES WILL PROPEL ME EVEN FURTHER.

THE DESTINATION OF WHERE I AM GOING TO IS UNIMPORTANT, ALTHOUGH I HAVE THAT DREAMLIKE AWARENESS OF WHERE I AM GOING.

THERE IS THAT SENSE OF EXCITEMENT IN THE KNOWINGNESS OF IT ALL.

TO BE ABLE TO TAKE ONE'S QUE FROM THE INVISIBLE FORCES, WHICH IS THE TANGIBILITY IN THE INTANGIBILITY.

TO THE DEGREE OF HOW EXPANSIVE THE MIND IS AND HOW INFINITE THE PATTERNS ARE, IT IS OF THE UTMOST IMPORTANCE THAT THE DUALITY WHICH IS NO LONGER A DUALITY, DOES NOT SPIRAL OUT AT A TANGENT, WITHOUT THE CLARITY OF THOUGHT AND THE POWER OF THE WILL TO KEEP IT GROUNDED.

LOSING THE GAINS I HAVE MADE IS A REALITY ALWAYS.
ARROGANCE IN THE PERCEPTION OF WHERE ONE HAS COME FROM AND WHERE ONE IS, LEADS TO THE ICARUS SYNDROME.

THIS IS NOT A FEAR THAT SHOULD PREVENT ONE FROM ATTAINING AND PURSUING ONE'S OWN SPIRITUALITY, AT ALL.

THIS IS THE REALITY OF AN AWARENESS AND CONSCIOUSNESS, WHICH HAS TO BE UTILISED WISELY IN THE FULFILLMENT OF ONE'S OWN DESTINY.




Thursday, April 3, 2008

THE MAGIC FOOT


AS THE NOISES LEFT THE SENSUROUND OF MY AUDITORY CANAL AND MY EYES STARTED TO DEFOCUS,
THE FOOT APPEARED TO GLIDE ALONG THE REFLECTIVE TILED SURFACE.
EVEN AS I TRIED TO OPEN MY EYES , THE FOOT KEPT ON GLIDING AND WHERE THE LEG SHOULD HAVE BEEN WAS A BLACK MASS WHICH DISINTEGRATED AND CAME TOGETHER.
WAS IT THE MESSAGE, AN OMEN----TO BE PERSISTANT IN THE FACE OF ADVERSITY---TO BE ABLE TO GLIDE THROUGH LIFE WITH EASE--TO FACE THINGS HEAD ON---TO HAVE TENACITY---TO BE PLAYFULL AND TO ENJOY THE WALKING WITH A PASSION IN THE MOMENT OF THE MOMENT!

AT THIS MOMENT THE FOOT WALKS THROUGH ALL OUR LIVES IF WE ACKNOWLEDGE IT FOR WHAT IT IS AND TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY WITHOUT FEAR AND GREAT COURAGE AND MAKE THAT LEAP INTO THE UNKNOWN.

YES---YES---YES---
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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

THE CIRCLE OF HANDS....


IT HAS TAKEN A LONG TIME IN PREPARATION AND THE MOMENT IS NOW!
STEPPING INTO THE RING OF THE CIRCLE OF HANDS.

THEY RISE OFF THE FLOOR
AND MOVE AROUND MY BODY
IN A SWIRL OF ENERGY
AND IT IS IN THAT MOMENT
THAT I FEEL THE PRESENCE
OF MY OWN ESSENCE
AND REALISE
THE TRUE GIFT OF LIFE!
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