THE AVENUES ON THE JOURNEY............

ALL AVENUES OF THOUGHT HAVE THEIR PITFALLS.

EVEN IF ONE IS ENGAGED ON A JOURNEY WHERE THE EXTENSION OF THOUGHT IS HELD IN A PRECARIOUS BALANCE OF POSITIVITY AND OPTIMISM.

TO BE ABLE TO FOLLOW THE INNER CORE VOICES AND SURRENDER ONESELF TO SOMETHING, WHICH SEEMS BEYOND ONE'S REACH AT FIRST, AND THEN, THERE IS THE COMING TOGETHER WITH FOCUS AND DETERMINATION, LEADING ONE TO CONGRATULATE ONESELF ON THE PROGRESS, WHILE INSIDE, DEEP DOWN, THERE IS STILL THE YEARNING FOR THE INTANGIBLE.

WITH FOCUS AND INTENT, THE PREPARATION THAT IS RENDERED TO PURSUE THIS PATH, LEADS ONE TO HAVE A LASER LIKE VISION.

FACED WITH THE DICHOTOMY , OF ON ONE HAND PROGRESSING, WHILE ON THE OTHER, THERE ARE THINGS THAT ARE CONTINUALLY BEING DROPPED ON THE WAYSIDE.

TO COUNTERACT THE MOLE LIKE VISION, THERE HAS TO BE A PAUSE IN THE EXTENSION OF SELF, AND AN ANALYTICAL LOOK AT THE BROADER PERSPECTIVE.

IF THE SHORTEST AND THE QUICKEST PATH IS AS THE CROW FLIES, THIS DOES NOT NECESSARILY MEAN THAT IT IS THE MOST NURTURING OR REWARDING TO THE TRAVELER AND THE SEEKER.

AS MUCH AS ONE IS TRAVELING IN WHAT ONE THINKS OR ASSUMES IS A STRAIGHT LINE, LIKE A TIGHT ROPE WALKER, WHAT IS REQUIRED IS THE USE OF ALL THE SENSES.

THERE HAS TO BE EXTENDED AWARENESS AND CONSCIOUSNESS, WHICH IS EXPANDED WITH TIME.

HUMAN NATURE PURSUES IT'S DUE COURSE OF DILIGENCE AND HENCE THE DICHOTOMY OF THE FOCUSED PATH AND THE EXTENSION OF THE PERIPHERAL VISION, WHICH TENDS TO GET LOST.

DEPENDING ON ONE'S VIEWPOINT OF THE SPIRITUALITY OF SELF AND HOW FAR ONE IS PREPARED TO GO AND WHERE THE REALITY LIES, WILL BE WHAT SORT OF SACRIFICES, ONE IS PREPARED TO MAKE.

LOSING THE THREAD OF THINGS IS VERY EASY, NO MATTER HOW HARD ONE TRIES.

THE ONGOING BATTLE TO RETAIN THAT SENSE OF CLARITY AND UNDERSTANDING, WHEN THE MAJORITY AROUND ONE ARE NOT AWARE OF THE PRECISENESS OF THAT HOLISTIC GIFT.

USING AN EXPANSIVE VOCABULARY IS A NECESSITY, BUT SOMEHOW THE DIFFICULTIES IN DESCRIBING WHAT ONE IS SEEING OR FEELING , OR WHERE ONE IS AT , AT ANY GIVEN TIME, PRESENTS A PROBLEM, AS ONE IS NEVER FULLY AWARE OF ALL THE PERCEPTIONS.

DRIVING DOWN A TREE LINED ROAD AND TRAVELING AT SPEED PRESENTS ONLY GLIMPSES AT THE PANORAMIC VIEW, ON EITHER SIDE.
\THE DUALITY OF CHOICES PRESENTS ITSELF IN WHICH SIDE TO LOOK AT FIRST AND THEN THERE IS THE INDIVIDUAL UNDERSTANDING, WHICH EMANATES FROM THE REPOSITORY OF THE PROGRAMMED OUTLOOK AND IN LOOK OF THE INDIVIDUAL.

THERE IS THE DRIVING FORCE WHICH BOMBARDS ME WITH A CONSTANT STREAM OF INTANGIBLE TANGIBILITY'S.
THESE ARE SUFFUSED IN A DREAM LIKE REALITY OF IMAGES, VOICES AND FEELINGS, WHICH PLAY AROUND AT THE EDGES OF MY CONSCIOUSNESS, FOR THE MOMENT.

THE EXPLANATION OF ALL OF THIS IS FAR FROM CLEAR, AND YET THE URGENCY, THAT IT PRESENTS IS NOT IN DOUBT.

THERE IS A NEW KIND OF ENERGY THAT HAS SUPPLANTED THE LAST UPSWING, IN WHICH THE FEELINGS WERE THE SAME, BUT THE INTENSITY DIFFERS BY IT'S LACK OF FRENETICNESS.

THE CYCLES OF PRECIPITATION ARE FLOWING AND THE IMAGES OF FREE FLOWING WAVES COME TO MIND.

THE AWARENESS OF THIS CYCLE PRESENTS ITSELF IN THE AWARENESS AND THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF SOME KIND OF OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE, WHERE THE VIEW IS NOT OF THE PHYSICAL FORM TRAVELLING ON THIS WAVE, BUT MORE OF THE ESSENCE OF MY WHOLE BEING, BEING PART OF THE TOTAL FLOW.

LOSING ONE'S IDENTITY IN THE PHYSICAL REALITY AND MAKING A TRANSITION, WHICH JUST APPEARED IN THE MOMENT TO TRANSCEND ALL THAT HAS GONE BEFORE.

I REALISE THAT ALTHOUGH I HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING OF MY PURPOSE IN LIFE , IT IS STILL SIMPLISTIC.

TO OBTAIN THE CLARITY I NEED, IT HAS TO BE THAT WAY.
SIMPLICITY PROVIDES THE BUILDING BLOCKS, TO BE ABLE, FIRSTLY TO TRAVEL IN A CERTAIN ORBIT AND THEN TO BE ABLE TO USE THE MOMENTUM OF THAT ORBIT TO TAKE A GIANT LEAP AND CATAPULT ONESELF INTO THE NEXT SPHERE OF ONE'S DESTINY.

AT THIS MOMENT IN TIME I KNOW THAT I HAVE CHOSEN TO PLACE MYSELF IN THIS FIRST ORBIT AND EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE CHOSEN TO DO HAS PLACED ME IN A POSITION, WHERE THE NATURAL FORCES WILL PROPEL ME EVEN FURTHER.

THE DESTINATION OF WHERE I AM GOING TO IS UNIMPORTANT, ALTHOUGH I HAVE THAT DREAMLIKE AWARENESS OF WHERE I AM GOING.

THERE IS THAT SENSE OF EXCITEMENT IN THE KNOWINGNESS OF IT ALL.

TO BE ABLE TO TAKE ONE'S QUE FROM THE INVISIBLE FORCES, WHICH IS THE TANGIBILITY IN THE INTANGIBILITY.

TO THE DEGREE OF HOW EXPANSIVE THE MIND IS AND HOW INFINITE THE PATTERNS ARE, IT IS OF THE UTMOST IMPORTANCE THAT THE DUALITY WHICH IS NO LONGER A DUALITY, DOES NOT SPIRAL OUT AT A TANGENT, WITHOUT THE CLARITY OF THOUGHT AND THE POWER OF THE WILL TO KEEP IT GROUNDED.

LOSING THE GAINS I HAVE MADE IS A REALITY ALWAYS.
ARROGANCE IN THE PERCEPTION OF WHERE ONE HAS COME FROM AND WHERE ONE IS, LEADS TO THE ICARUS SYNDROME.

THIS IS NOT A FEAR THAT SHOULD PREVENT ONE FROM ATTAINING AND PURSUING ONE'S OWN SPIRITUALITY, AT ALL.

THIS IS THE REALITY OF AN AWARENESS AND CONSCIOUSNESS, WHICH HAS TO BE UTILISED WISELY IN THE FULFILLMENT OF ONE'S OWN DESTINY.