ASCENSION IN THE INHALATION & EXHALATION OF LIFE......

THE CRAMPS AND SPASMS SPREAD THROUGHOUT THE BODY, AS THE AWARENESS OF THE PHYSICAL ENTITY DIMINISHES, WHILE ALL SEEMS TO FADE INTO THE BACKGROUND AND THE LIGHTS, ESPECIALLY THE COLOUR, FADE TO A BLEACHED WHITE, LIKE AN AGE OLD CARCASS, TIMELESS IN IT'S STARKNESS, A CIRCLE OF LIFE COMPLETE, WHILE THE VULTURES STAND BLOATED AS GARGOYLE SENTINELS, WAITING PATIENTLY, AS THE IMAGES BECOME MORE PROFUSE, MORE INTENSE, MORE EXPLICIT, AS THE BODY LOSES IT'S SENSORY STIMULUS FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD COMPLETELY AND RETURNS TO THE INTERNAL WOMBLIKE MAGICK OF A PLACE, THAT IS AS FAMILIAR AS THE ILLUSION OF REALITY OF THE OUTER FACADE, WHILE THE HAWKS, THE FALCONS AND THE EAGLES SWOOP DOWN IN A FLYPAST OF GRACIOUSNESS AND REVERENCE, WHILE ALL THE TIME, THE IMAGES AND PERCEPTIONS OF WHO ONE ONCE WAS DIMINISH AND THE SOUND OF THE BEAT OF THE WINGS IS ACCENTUATED IN THE REALITY OF THE NOW, WHILE WITH EACH HEARTBEAT AND EACH FLAP OF THE WINGS, THE ENERGY OF SELF RISES FROM THE GROUND, BEING LIFTED IN THE UPDRAFT OF SPIRIT AND A THOUGHT, OF THE PLACE OF FEAR AND DARKNESS, WHICH WAS THE REALITY, IS NOW BUT A DISTANT MEMORY, WHICH FADES AWAY, AS IF IT HAD NEVER EXISTED AND THE BODY FEELS A CUSHION OF FEATHERS UNDERNEATH IT, WHILE FEATHERS OF A GOLDEN ENERGY CARESS THE BODY, HEALING IT AND EXTENDING THEIR ENERGY WITH A TINGLING SENSATION, WHICH IS THE FIRST PHYSICAL SENSATION FELT IN THE ASCENSION, WHILE THE SMOKE OF A DISTANT FIRE FUNNELS UP TO ENGULF THIS VISION AND IN THE LACK OF VISION, THE BIRDS ARE THERE AND CAN BE SENSED AND A WHITENESS ENVELOPS ALL, WITH A SMELL SUDDENLY REGISTERING OF FRAGRANT LEAVES AND HERBS AND ALL THE TIME THERE IS THE RHYTHMIC BEAT OF THE WINGS AND THE HEARTBEAT SYNCHRONISED INTO A UNITY, WHICH IS ACCEPTED AS WHAT WAS AND NOW IS, WHILE IT SEEMS LIKE THIS BEAT IS THE ONE THING WHICH IS ABLE TO CAUSE THE ASCENSION OF SELF AND THEN SOFTLY AT FIRST, THERE IS THE CHANTING AND AS THE GAP OPENS UP IN THE SMOKE, THERE BELOW STAND A MASS OF HUMANITY, RAISING THEIR HANDS UP AND DOWN IN TIME TO THE BEAT AND AS THE VISION UNFOLDS, THIS MASS OF INDIVIDUALS BECOMES ONE MASS AND TAKES THE SHAPE OF AN EAGLE AND SLOWLY AT FIRST, THE WINGS BEGIN TO FLAP AND THE MASS ARISES FROM THE GROUND AND WITH MINIMAL ENERGY AND EFFORT, RISES SLOWLY , THEN FASTER AND FASTER, WHILE I FEEL THAT I AM MOVING DOWNWARDS AND THE MASS MOVES UPWARDS, BLOCKING OUT THE SUN, AND AS I LOOK UPWARDS, THE MASS BECOMES ONE WITH THE SUN AND I COME TO REST ON THE GROUND, WITH AN AWARENESS RENEWED AND AS I OPEN MY EYES AND RETURN TO THE PHYSICALITY OF THE MOMENT, I OPEN MY CLENCHED FIST, TO FIND A GOLDEN FEATHER IN THE INSIDE OF MY PALM AND AS I LOOK IN AMAZEMENT, IT SLOWLY ASCENDS UPWARDS AND DISAPPEARS, WHILE MY EYES LOOK DOWNWARD AND IN THE INSIDE OF MY PALM IS THE IMPRINT OF THE FEATHER AND IN THIS MOMENT I REALISE THE TRUTH OF THE RELEVANCE OF ALL IRRELEVANCE AND THE POSSIBILITIES AND OPPORTUNITIES THAT EXIST, WHICH DEPEND ON THE PERCEPTIONS AND THE CHOICES EMBEDDED IN ALL WHO WALK THE PATH AND EXTEND THEMSELVES, FULFILLING THEIR OBLIGATIONS IN THE INHALATION AND EXHALATION OF LIFE.

THE FLAME HAND

 
RENEWAL AND EXTENSION
THROUGH
THE PURITY OF FIRE

A FULL MOON.......

I STAND AND GAZE
THROUGH THE PORTAL
OF THE TREES
FEELING THE ENERGY
COURSING
THROUGH MY BODY
PREPARING MYSELF
FOR THE LEAP OF FAITH
AND THE JUMP ACROSS THE ABYSS OF THE UNKNOWN.

I SMILE AND FEEL THE JOYOUSNESS OF THIS MOMENT.

ASCENSION & DESCENSION-----THE SPIRALS OF LIFE

CLIMBING HIGHER AND HIGHER, AS THE BREEZE GOT STRONGER AND STRONGER, THE CITY SEEMED TO FADE AWAY TO A DULL HUM AS THE STRESSES AND STRAINS OF BEING IN THE CONCRETE JUNGLE MOVED DOWNWARD, UNTIL THEY WERE ALL CONCENTRATED IN HIS BARE FEET, WHILE THE WIND LICKED AT HIS HEELS, FORCING THE ENERGY TO DISSIPATE IN THE BREEZE, LIKE FEATHERS CAUGHT IN THE UPDRAFT AND WAFTING AWAY, UNTIL ALL THAT WAS LEFT, WAS THE ORIGINAL EMPTY VESSEL, WAITING FOR GODOT AND AS THE VISTA UNFOLDED BEFORE THE OCULAR INTENTION, THERE SEEMED TO BE SOMETHING ELSE, A DIFFERENT FEELING, THAT WAS PERVADING THE WHOLE BODY, INTENSIFYING, AS THE BODY REGAINED IT'S LOST FOOTHOLD,NOT ON THE EXTERNAL RAMIFICATIONS OF A LIFE OF MATERIALITY, BUT ON THE INTERNAL UNIVERSE OF SPIRIT, WHICH WAS AN AMNESIAC MEMORY, SLOWLY RETURNING IN THE MOMENT OF ACKNOWLEDGING WHAT EXACTLY THE TRUE PURPOSE OF THE BEING IS AND AS THE GAZE TOOK IN THE MASS OF THE WATER BODY TO HIS RIGHT, THE WATER SEEMED TO LOSE IT'S DARKNESS AND THE SHIMMERING CHOPPINESS OF THE LITTLE WAVES STARTED TO RESEMBLE THE WARM EMBRACE OF A PLACE FILLED WITH THE AMNIOTIC FLUID, OF WHICH THERE WAS NO CONSCIOUS MEMORY, BUT WHICH EXISTED IN THE FEELINGS OF BEING ONE AND SUDDENLY THERE FLOATED THROUGH THE CONSCIOUSNESS A TIME WHERE THE PURPOSE OF LIFE, THE INTENTION OF WHAT IS TO BE DONE, THE CHOICES, THE PARALLEL EXISTENCE WHICH WAS ON OFFER, THE SACRIFICES, THE QUALITIES THAT NEEDED TO BE WORKED ON, THE REASONS BEHIND THE CHOICE OF THE ORIGINAL VESSEL, THAT WAS TO CREATE THE OPPORTUNITIES TO FULFILL THE MISSION, THE EXPECTATION, THE OBLIGATION AND AS THE ENERGY REINSERTED ITSELF INTO THE CONSCIOUS MIND, THE AWARENESS OF THE LIFE THAT HAD EXISTED UNTIL THAT MOMENT IN TIME, WHICH SEEMED TO BE A DEFINING POINT ON WHICH A DECISION AND A CHOICE WOULD HAVE TO BE MADE, WHILE REALISING THAT THE DECISION HAD BEEN MADE ALREADY, AS THE VOICES AND THE IMAGES GREW STRONGER, WHILE THE CITY LIGHTS HAD LOST THEIR ILLUSIONARY FOCUS , TO REVEAL THE TRUE SPIRALS OF ENERGY, WHICH WEE FLOWING THROUGH THE LIGHTS, SERENADING THEMSELVES FROM A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE AND IN THE MYOPICNESS OF THE VISION, ANOTHER PERSPECTIVE WAS VISIBLE, ONE THAT HAD ALWAYS BEEN THERE, BUT HAD NEVER TRULY BEEN SEEN, FOR THE ART OF ILLUSION IS TO MAKE ONE BELIEVE, THAT THE ILLUSION IS THE REALITY AND THE REALITY IS THE ILLUSION AND IN THAT MOMENT OF THIS REALISATION, THE BODY EXUDED A HEAT AND A BRILLIANT LIGHT, WHICH STOOD AS A BEACON AND AS THE LIGHT GREW AND ENCOMPASSED MORE, THE CITY LIGHTS ARRANGED THEMSELVES INTO MAGICAL CIRCLES, WHICH PULSATED AND ISSUED FORTH THEIR OWN ULTRASOUND VIBRATION, WHICH IN TURN BROUGHT ALL THE LIGHTS INTO ONE GIANT CIRCLE, AND AS THE PHYSICALITY DIMINISHED, IT WAS CLEAR THAT THERE SEEMED TO BE AN EBB AND A FLOW TO THE CIRCLE, AN INVITATION TO JOIN AND THE BEACON STEPPED OFF THE BUILDING, KNOWING ON SOME LEVEL THAT THIS IS WHAT WAS MEANT TO BE AND IN THE SURRENDER, THERE WAS THE EMBRACE AND THE CONJUNCTION OF THE ENERGIES IN A FLASH AND THEN THERE WAS ONLY ONE ENERGY, ONE LIGHT AND THE WHOLENESS HAD BEEN RESTORED, WHILE THE WAVES OF THIS EVENT RIPPLED OUTWARDS, THROUGHOUT INFINITY.

IN THE ASCENSION AND THE DESCENSION, THE AUTHENTIC TRUTH HAD REASSERTED ITSELF AND THE NEXT SPIRAL OF EXISTENCE IS A POSSIBILITY.

THE HANDS..................

 
 

AS THE ENERGIES LOOK FOR EACH OTHER
SO WILL THE HANDS FIND EACH OTHER

THE MESSAGE HAND

***HEALING BEGINS WITH SELF!***

THE NEST OF FORGIVENESS..............

IN A TREE, WITH IT'S SUIT OF GREEN CLOTH ,CLOTHING IT'S EXTERIOR, SAT A NEST OF SMALL TWIGS, WHICH WAS THE NEST OF FORGIVENESS, WHILE THE LEAVES RUSTLED IN THE UNFORGIVING WIND, THE NEST BARED IT'S SECRET, A WEEK OLD CHICLET, WHO HELPLESS AT FIRST, WAS ON THE ROAD TO GREATNESS, AS THE VERMIN PROWLED DOWN BELOW AND THE CREATURES OF THE NIGHT SENSED THAT THERE WAS AN OPPORTUNITY HERE, UNTIL A SOUND AROSE ABOVE THE WIND AND FILLED THE DARKNESS WITH FEAR OF ITSELF, FOR IT HAD NOT BEEN ON THE RECEIVING END OF FEAR UNTIL THAT MOMENT, WHEN THE SEASONS HAD PASSED AND FROM THE NEST OF FORGIVENESS CAME FORGIVENESS ITSELF, SPRITE ON WING, FILLED TO CAPACITY WITH THE IMAGES OF IT'S OWN PROWESS, WHILE ALL THE TIME, COMPARING IT'S STRENGTH AND HUNTING ABILITIES, WHILE FORGETTING WHAT IT'S TRUE PURPOSE WAS AND IS, IN A NEW WORLD, OF WHICH ALL HAD CHANGED, WHEN THE DARKNESS HAD FEARED ITSELF AND NOW THE DARKNESS HAD REGAINED THE UPPER HAND, AND INSTILLED FEAR INTO ALL, WHILE FORGIVENESS FLEW TO EXPERIENCE THE THRILLS OF FLIGHT, AND THEN , ONE DAY, IT SAW A MISSHAPEN ANIMAL THAT HAD STRAYED AND KNEW INSTINCTIVELY THAT THIS WAS A MOMENTOUS OCCASION, WHILE ALL THE TIME CIRCLING IT SAW THE DARKNESS CREEPING UP ON THIS CREATURE AND IN A FLASH, FORGIVENESS SWOOPED DOWN ON THIS CREATURE,AS ITS WINGS FOLDED BACK AND IT PICKED UP SPEED, WITH THE INTENTION, NOT TO HUNT, AND TO IT'S OWN SURPRISE, TO HOLD THE CREATURE IN IT'S TALONS, WITHOUT CAUSING IT DAMAGE AND PERPETUALLY FRUSTRATING THE EFFORTS OF THE DARKNESS AND AS IT FLEW TO THE HIGHEST POINT AND RESTING THE CREATURE GENTLY DOWN , IT STARED INTO THE EYES OF THIS FORLORN ANIMAL AND IT SAW ITSELF AS A YOUNG ONE AND IN THE INSTANT OF RECOGNITION, THE CREATURE DISAPPEARED AND ALL THAT WAS LEFT, WAS A DISCOVERED PURPOSE AND THAT MOST IMPORTANTLY, FORGIVENESS HAD FORGIVEN ITSELF, AND IN THE PROCESS, HAD FREED ALL THE CREATURES FROM THE DARKNESS ONCE AGAIN.

THE AVENUES ON THE JOURNEY............

ALL AVENUES OF THOUGHT HAVE THEIR PITFALLS.

EVEN IF ONE IS ENGAGED ON A JOURNEY WHERE THE EXTENSION OF THOUGHT IS HELD IN A PRECARIOUS BALANCE OF POSITIVITY AND OPTIMISM.

TO BE ABLE TO FOLLOW THE INNER CORE VOICES AND SURRENDER ONESELF TO SOMETHING, WHICH SEEMS BEYOND ONE'S REACH AT FIRST, AND THEN, THERE IS THE COMING TOGETHER WITH FOCUS AND DETERMINATION, LEADING ONE TO CONGRATULATE ONESELF ON THE PROGRESS, WHILE INSIDE, DEEP DOWN, THERE IS STILL THE YEARNING FOR THE INTANGIBLE.

WITH FOCUS AND INTENT, THE PREPARATION THAT IS RENDERED TO PURSUE THIS PATH, LEADS ONE TO HAVE A LASER LIKE VISION.

FACED WITH THE DICHOTOMY , OF ON ONE HAND PROGRESSING, WHILE ON THE OTHER, THERE ARE THINGS THAT ARE CONTINUALLY BEING DROPPED ON THE WAYSIDE.

TO COUNTERACT THE MOLE LIKE VISION, THERE HAS TO BE A PAUSE IN THE EXTENSION OF SELF, AND AN ANALYTICAL LOOK AT THE BROADER PERSPECTIVE.

IF THE SHORTEST AND THE QUICKEST PATH IS AS THE CROW FLIES, THIS DOES NOT NECESSARILY MEAN THAT IT IS THE MOST NURTURING OR REWARDING TO THE TRAVELER AND THE SEEKER.

AS MUCH AS ONE IS TRAVELING IN WHAT ONE THINKS OR ASSUMES IS A STRAIGHT LINE, LIKE A TIGHT ROPE WALKER, WHAT IS REQUIRED IS THE USE OF ALL THE SENSES.

THERE HAS TO BE EXTENDED AWARENESS AND CONSCIOUSNESS, WHICH IS EXPANDED WITH TIME.

HUMAN NATURE PURSUES IT'S DUE COURSE OF DILIGENCE AND HENCE THE DICHOTOMY OF THE FOCUSED PATH AND THE EXTENSION OF THE PERIPHERAL VISION, WHICH TENDS TO GET LOST.

DEPENDING ON ONE'S VIEWPOINT OF THE SPIRITUALITY OF SELF AND HOW FAR ONE IS PREPARED TO GO AND WHERE THE REALITY LIES, WILL BE WHAT SORT OF SACRIFICES, ONE IS PREPARED TO MAKE.

LOSING THE THREAD OF THINGS IS VERY EASY, NO MATTER HOW HARD ONE TRIES.

THE ONGOING BATTLE TO RETAIN THAT SENSE OF CLARITY AND UNDERSTANDING, WHEN THE MAJORITY AROUND ONE ARE NOT AWARE OF THE PRECISENESS OF THAT HOLISTIC GIFT.

USING AN EXPANSIVE VOCABULARY IS A NECESSITY, BUT SOMEHOW THE DIFFICULTIES IN DESCRIBING WHAT ONE IS SEEING OR FEELING , OR WHERE ONE IS AT , AT ANY GIVEN TIME, PRESENTS A PROBLEM, AS ONE IS NEVER FULLY AWARE OF ALL THE PERCEPTIONS.

DRIVING DOWN A TREE LINED ROAD AND TRAVELING AT SPEED PRESENTS ONLY GLIMPSES AT THE PANORAMIC VIEW, ON EITHER SIDE.
\THE DUALITY OF CHOICES PRESENTS ITSELF IN WHICH SIDE TO LOOK AT FIRST AND THEN THERE IS THE INDIVIDUAL UNDERSTANDING, WHICH EMANATES FROM THE REPOSITORY OF THE PROGRAMMED OUTLOOK AND IN LOOK OF THE INDIVIDUAL.

THERE IS THE DRIVING FORCE WHICH BOMBARDS ME WITH A CONSTANT STREAM OF INTANGIBLE TANGIBILITY'S.
THESE ARE SUFFUSED IN A DREAM LIKE REALITY OF IMAGES, VOICES AND FEELINGS, WHICH PLAY AROUND AT THE EDGES OF MY CONSCIOUSNESS, FOR THE MOMENT.

THE EXPLANATION OF ALL OF THIS IS FAR FROM CLEAR, AND YET THE URGENCY, THAT IT PRESENTS IS NOT IN DOUBT.

THERE IS A NEW KIND OF ENERGY THAT HAS SUPPLANTED THE LAST UPSWING, IN WHICH THE FEELINGS WERE THE SAME, BUT THE INTENSITY DIFFERS BY IT'S LACK OF FRENETICNESS.

THE CYCLES OF PRECIPITATION ARE FLOWING AND THE IMAGES OF FREE FLOWING WAVES COME TO MIND.

THE AWARENESS OF THIS CYCLE PRESENTS ITSELF IN THE AWARENESS AND THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF SOME KIND OF OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE, WHERE THE VIEW IS NOT OF THE PHYSICAL FORM TRAVELLING ON THIS WAVE, BUT MORE OF THE ESSENCE OF MY WHOLE BEING, BEING PART OF THE TOTAL FLOW.

LOSING ONE'S IDENTITY IN THE PHYSICAL REALITY AND MAKING A TRANSITION, WHICH JUST APPEARED IN THE MOMENT TO TRANSCEND ALL THAT HAS GONE BEFORE.

I REALISE THAT ALTHOUGH I HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING OF MY PURPOSE IN LIFE , IT IS STILL SIMPLISTIC.

TO OBTAIN THE CLARITY I NEED, IT HAS TO BE THAT WAY.
SIMPLICITY PROVIDES THE BUILDING BLOCKS, TO BE ABLE, FIRSTLY TO TRAVEL IN A CERTAIN ORBIT AND THEN TO BE ABLE TO USE THE MOMENTUM OF THAT ORBIT TO TAKE A GIANT LEAP AND CATAPULT ONESELF INTO THE NEXT SPHERE OF ONE'S DESTINY.

AT THIS MOMENT IN TIME I KNOW THAT I HAVE CHOSEN TO PLACE MYSELF IN THIS FIRST ORBIT AND EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE CHOSEN TO DO HAS PLACED ME IN A POSITION, WHERE THE NATURAL FORCES WILL PROPEL ME EVEN FURTHER.

THE DESTINATION OF WHERE I AM GOING TO IS UNIMPORTANT, ALTHOUGH I HAVE THAT DREAMLIKE AWARENESS OF WHERE I AM GOING.

THERE IS THAT SENSE OF EXCITEMENT IN THE KNOWINGNESS OF IT ALL.

TO BE ABLE TO TAKE ONE'S QUE FROM THE INVISIBLE FORCES, WHICH IS THE TANGIBILITY IN THE INTANGIBILITY.

TO THE DEGREE OF HOW EXPANSIVE THE MIND IS AND HOW INFINITE THE PATTERNS ARE, IT IS OF THE UTMOST IMPORTANCE THAT THE DUALITY WHICH IS NO LONGER A DUALITY, DOES NOT SPIRAL OUT AT A TANGENT, WITHOUT THE CLARITY OF THOUGHT AND THE POWER OF THE WILL TO KEEP IT GROUNDED.

LOSING THE GAINS I HAVE MADE IS A REALITY ALWAYS.
ARROGANCE IN THE PERCEPTION OF WHERE ONE HAS COME FROM AND WHERE ONE IS, LEADS TO THE ICARUS SYNDROME.

THIS IS NOT A FEAR THAT SHOULD PREVENT ONE FROM ATTAINING AND PURSUING ONE'S OWN SPIRITUALITY, AT ALL.

THIS IS THE REALITY OF AN AWARENESS AND CONSCIOUSNESS, WHICH HAS TO BE UTILISED WISELY IN THE FULFILLMENT OF ONE'S OWN DESTINY.

THE MAGIC FOOT

AS THE NOISES LEFT THE SENSUROUND OF MY AUDITORY CANAL AND MY EYES STARTED TO DEFOCUS,
THE FOOT APPEARED TO GLIDE ALONG THE REFLECTIVE TILED SURFACE.
EVEN AS I TRIED TO OPEN MY EYES , THE FOOT KEPT ON GLIDING AND WHERE THE LEG SHOULD HAVE BEEN WAS A BLACK MASS WHICH DISINTEGRATED AND CAME TOGETHER.
WAS IT THE MESSAGE, AN OMEN----TO BE PERSISTANT IN THE FACE OF ADVERSITY---TO BE ABLE TO GLIDE THROUGH LIFE WITH EASE--TO FACE THINGS HEAD ON---TO HAVE TENACITY---TO BE PLAYFULL AND TO ENJOY THE WALKING WITH A PASSION IN THE MOMENT OF THE MOMENT!

AT THIS MOMENT THE FOOT WALKS THROUGH ALL OUR LIVES IF WE ACKNOWLEDGE IT FOR WHAT IT IS AND TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY WITHOUT FEAR AND GREAT COURAGE AND MAKE THAT LEAP INTO THE UNKNOWN.

YES---YES---YES---

THE CIRCLE OF HANDS....

IT HAS TAKEN A LONG TIME IN PREPARATION AND THE MOMENT IS NOW!
STEPPING INTO THE RING OF THE CIRCLE OF HANDS.

THEY RISE OFF THE FLOOR
AND MOVE AROUND MY BODY
IN A SWIRL OF ENERGY
AND IT IS IN THAT MOMENT
THAT I FEEL THE PRESENCE
OF MY OWN ESSENCE
AND REALISE
THE TRUE GIFT OF LIFE!

THE FEATHER

THE FEATHER THAT HAD LAIN SO LONG
PRESSED INTO THE PAGES
OF AN OLD MUSTY BOOK


I PLACED THE FEATHER IN MY HAND
AND STRANGE VIBRATIONS WERE FELT THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE BODY-
I WAS NOT QUITE SURE WHAT WAS HAPPENING.



THE ENERGY STARTED TO PULSE INTO MY FINGERTIPS AND MY HAND BECAME WARM AND THEN HOT.
AS I LOOKED AT MY HAND ,THE FINGERS STARTED TO CURL AROUND THE FEATHER AND THERE WAS A SENCE OF SERENITY AND PEACE WHICH FLOWED THROUGH AND OUT OF ME.
THE ILLUSION OF THE REALITY BECAME THE REALITY OF THE ILLUSION.

THE EMERGENCE & THE SPREAD........

FROM THE DARKEST CAVE EMERGES THE SEED OF AN IDEA, SHAKY AT FIRST, BLINDED BY THE OMNIPRESENT LIGHT, IT STARTS TO PREPARE ITSELF FOR THE ONSLAUGHT, THAT IT KNOWS WILL BE WAITING ON THE ON THE PERIMETERS, OF THE PARAMETERS, WHILE STANDING TALL, IT TAKES IN THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD, WITH COLOURS THAT HAD NEVER BEFORE BEEN ENVISAGED, SIGHTS NEVER BEFORE IMAGINED AND THE SMELLS, THE GLORIOUS AROMAS, THAT HAD BEEN KEPT FOR EONS IN THE MEMORY BANKS OF A LONG FORGOTTEN LIFE TIME, WHICH ALTERNATED WITH THE FACES OF GENERATIONS OF FAMILIES, WHO HAD NEVER WANTED TO MOVE FORWARD, AS THE THOUGHT PROCESS AND CONCEPT WAS FOREIGN, WHILE NEARBY THE WILDLIFE GATHERED IN EXPECTANT GLEE, AS THEY HAD NEVER BEEN WITNESS TO THE EMERGENCE OF A NEW ENTITY, WHO IN TURN WOULD HAVE TO GUIDE ALL THROUGH THE COMING TIMES OF CHALLENGE, WHICH WOULD UNDOUBTEDLY CHANGE THE COURSE OF MANY LIVES, BY THE MERE FACT, THAT AT EACH CROSSROADS REACHED, REQUIRED A DECISION, WHICH ENCOMPASSED A LOT MORE THAN ONESELF, AND IN THE MOMENT OF THE MOMENT, THERE APPEARED THIS ANDROGYNOUS ENTITY WALKING, SLOWLY AT FIRST, AND AS EACH STEP WAS MADE, THE SOUND THAT EMANATED FROM THE FOOTFALL WAS ONE OF SERENITY, PEACE AND NOTHINGNESS, AND THE PARADIGM SHIFT THAT PASSED OVER EVERY LIVING THING, WAS TANGIBLE, AS THE ENERGY FIELD STARTED TO BUILD, AND ALL THINGS ANIMATE AND INANIMATE, WERE MOLECULARLY AFFECTED IN A WAY WHICH NONE IMAGINED, WHILE THE SOUNDS OF THE ANIMALS AND THEN THE PEOPLE, WERE, ONE'S OF COMPLETE HARMONY, AND AS IT SPREAD OUT AND MOVED ON AND TOUCHED ALL THAT WAS IN IT'S PATH, SO TOO , DID THE THINGS THAT WERE TOUCHED, SET UP ANOTHER RESONANCE, TO EVENTUALLY COVER ALL

QUESTIONS............THOUGHTS...........

ON THE TREADMILL AND IN THE CONFINES OF MY OWN MIND THERE ARE ALWAYS THE QUESTIONS........THE THOUGHTS .........AND SOMETIMES THERE APPEARS AN ANSWER.........MAYBE !!


*HOW OFTEN DO YOU SURPRISE YOURSELF ?

*ARE YOU STUCK IN THE MEDIOCRITY OF AN ILLUSION OF YOUR OWN MAKING?

*YOUR WORLD IS AS SAFE AS THE CONFINES OF THE PARAMETERS OF YOUR OWN MIND!

*DO YOU ENJOY THE FRUITS OF YOUR LABOUR AS THE VINE WITHERS AND DIES !

*EATING THE SEED AND BREAKING THE CYCLE !

*RELOCATION TO PARADISE IS A MERE PERCEPTION !

* ARE THE DREAMS OF FEAR INDUCED PARANOIA STRONGER THAN THE DREAMS OF INTENTION, PURPOSE AND SELFLESS FULFILLMENT ?

*IS THE TRUTH DEPENDANT ON YOUR VIEWPOINT?

*IF YOUR VIEWPOINT IS SHARED BY OTHERS , DOES THAT MAKE IT TRUE ?

*IF YOUR TRUTH IS THE WHOLE, WHO IS DISCARDED AND LEFT OUT OF YOUR REALITY ?

*IF ATTACKED, WOULD YOU HAVE TO DEFEND YOUR REALITY, OR DOES IT STAND UP AND LET ITSELF BE KNOWN THROUGH ACTIONS, RATHER THAN WORDS.

*WHAT YOU BELIEVE TO BE TRUE------WHO DOES IT SERVE ?

* DO YOU INSPIRE OTHERS BY BEING SELFLESS OR SELFISH ?

* IS WHO YOU ARE, WHAT YOU DO!

ARE THE DEFINING MOMENTS IN ONE'S LIFE SEEN AS PROBLEMS OR CHALLENGES?

*HOW LONG DID IT TAKE YOU TO FORGET WHO YOU ARE ?

*IF THE EMPTINESS IS STILL THERE, TRY AND GAIN NEW PERSPECTIVE AND UNDERSTANDING !

* DO THE BOUNDARIES OF YOUR PERSPECTIVE LIMIT YOUR VIEWS ?

*DO YOU ENJOY A VEILED REALITY OF THE WORLD VIEW ?

*HOW FAR ARE YOU WITH YOUR MISSION ON EARTH ?

*ARE THE SIGNS ON THE PATH EASY TO DECIPHER ?

*IS THE PATH THAT YOU TRAVEL ABLE TO ENHANCE YOUR OWN AUTHENTICITY AND TRUTH ?

*ARE THE BOUNDARIES THAT YOU DO NOT WANT TO CROSS BASED ON MORALITY OR FEAR ?

* HOW FAR ARE YOU WILLING TO GO TO LOSE YOUR AMNESIAC STATE OF MIND ?

*TO WHAT DEPTHS ARE YOU WILLING TO TRAVEL, TO DISCOVER THE UNIVERSAL ESSENCE ?

*WHAT SACRIFICES ARE YOU WILLING TO MAKE TO LIVE IN THE LIGHT ?

*IF YOU ARE STUCK AND MIRED IN AN UNPRODUCTIVE LIFE, LACKING WHOLENESS------WHAT IS IT THAT SHOULD BE DRIVING YOU ?

*WHAT ARE THE ENERGIES THAT YOU HOLD ONTO ?

*ARE YOU ABLE TO INITIATE A HEALING PROCESS ?

*ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP ?

ARE YOU ABLE TO MAKE A DECISION OR IS THE DECISION BEING FORCED ON YOU BECAUSE OF THE WAY THAT YOU FEEL ?

IS THERE ROOM FOR BELIEF AND FAITH IN THIS TECHNOLOGICAL CHAOTIC WORLD?


TO HAVE FAITH AND BELIEF IS TO BE IN A POSITIVE CREATIVE FRAMEWORK.
IT IS NOT THE END GOAL, BUT A MEANS AND A PROCESS TO ALIGN ONESELF WITH THE ALL ENCOMPASSING GREATER ENERGY.
THE CHOICES THAT ARE FACED BY ONE ARE IMPORTANT AS THEY ALLOW THE INDIVIDUAL SPIRIT TO PICK OUT WHAT IS BEST.
TO MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICES IS TO BE IN TOUCH WITH ONESELF , BEING AUTHENTIC, ACTING WITH INTEGRITY, TO DISCOVER WHAT THE PURPOSE OF ONE'S LIFE IS.

THERE IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE THE DUALITY OF LIVING IN TWO WORLDS----THE PHYSICAL AND THE SPIRITUAL.
WHEN ONE IS ABLE TO EMBRACE THE PHYSICAL WORLD WITH A SPIRITUAL OVERVIEW, THERE IS THE REALISATION OF THE ILLUSION OF THE REALITY AND THEN THE DUALITY AND THE PUSH- ME- PULL- ME DISSIPATE.

THE OTHER DUALITY IS BETWEEN THE ESSENCE OF WHO ONE IS AND THE HOLISTIC PICTURE OF HOW ONE FITS IN WITH ALL ELSE, WHILE STILL IMPLEMENTING WHAT ONE LEARNS IN THE SPIRITUAL REALM, BACK INTO THE PHYSICAL.

IT IS NOT A QUESTION OF EITHER GIVING OR TAKING.

IT IS A TWO WAY OSMOTIC PROCESS WHICH RELIES ON THE FLOW OF ENERGIES IN BOTH DIRECTIONS AT THE SAME TIME.

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN THE ENERGIES THAT ONE IS PASSING ARE THE ONLY ONE'S.
ONE SHOULD BE IN THE POSITION OF BEING ABLE TO REPLENISH ONE'S OWN ENERGIES WITHOUT DRAINING ANOTHER OF THEIR ENERGY.

*ARE YOU THE BEACON AND THE STANDARD BEARER OR JUST THE PASSIVE PASSENGER IN YOUR OWN LIFE?

THE CHOICE ALWAYS RESIDES WITH THE INDIVIDUAL !

THE SEA OF LIFE...............

IN THE SEA OF LIFE
A MOMENT OF QUIETNESS AND SOLITUDE
A RECHARGING
A RE APPRAISAL
AN EPIPHANY
A SERENITY OF SPIRIT
A RE EMERGENCE
AN EVOLUTION

A PLACE IN THE SUN..........

SUBLIMATING ONESELF TO THE WONDROUS EFFERVESCENCE OF LIFE.TELLTALE ILLUSTRATIONS LINGER SOMEWHAT BELATEDLY, WAXING AND WANING.
CAUGHT IN THE TWILIGHT LIGHT,LECHEROUSLY AND LASCIVIOUSLY, CRAVING FOR IT TO STAY AND NEVER GO AWAY.

A THORN TREE FORLORNLY AT THE ROADSIDE, WANTONLY EXPOSING ITSELF TO A PASSING MOTORIST,ONCE A MONTH, IF IT IS LUCKY.

THE DICE ARE ROLLED AS THE CAT'S EYES SHINE ON A LONG ROAD TRIP, BEYOND THE GLITZ, BEYOND THE GLAMOUR,BEYOND THE IMAGINATION.

WILDLY GESTICULATING IN A SEA OF FRESH POPPIES, STAINED WITH A DELICATE RED LEAF AND LEFT TO GROW AMONGST THE WEEDS.

IN THE VAPID HEAT OF A MIDDAY SUN, HALLUCINATORY WAVES ASSAIL THE SENSES.
THE DRY HEAT ATTACKS THE NOSTRILS, DRYING ANY MEMORY OF THE MUCOUS, THAT ONCE INHABITED THOSE NOBLE ORIFICES.

THE VISION BECOMES GRITTY AS EACH BLINK CAUSES PAIN TO RADIATE ACROSS THE PEELING SKIN OF THE TEMPLES AND THE FOREHEAD.

AS THE MOUTH LOSES IT'S MOISTURE,THE TONGUE FEELS LIKE AN UNINVITED GUEST IN A AMOROUS LIAISON, WHILE THE THROAT SWELLS WITH AN AUDIENCE APPLAUSE FOR THE DRYNESS.

THE HAPPIEST OCCUPANTS ARE THE ONE'S THAT HAVE ADAPTED TO THE ELEMENTS.

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN EACH ONE OF US DOES NOT HAVE AN EON TO EVOLVE.

THE PRESSURE TO ADAPT AND BE FLEXIBLE IS ENORMOUS.
LIVING IN THE MOMENT IS A DEFINITE ADVANTAGE.

FACED WITH AN EXTREME, THE OF AN END IS NOT IN SIGHT.

AS THE SECONDS, THE MINUTES, THE HOURS ROLL BY---TIME IS THE ISSUE.

EMBRACING TIME FOR WHAT ONE THINKS THAT IT IS AND LETTING IT DICTATE THE RESULT DUE TO WHAT ONE THINKS ONE KNOWS, IS ALWAYS DEBATABLE.

TO FOCUS ONE'S ENERGY ON THE SITUATION AT HAND, WHERE FOR THOSE MOMENTS THERE IS NO TIME----ALL THAT IS RELEVANT IS NOT LINEAR, BUT LATERAL.

EXTENDING AND EXPANDING THE MIND, WITHOUT A DETRIMENTAL OUTCOME, ALLOWS ONE THE SPACE TO FOCUS AND MAINTAIN THE CLARITY OF WHAT EXISTS IN THE PRESENT.

AS THE SUN SLOWLY FALLS AND SINKS FROM THE SKY, THE GROUND AND IT'S OCCUPANTS ARE GRATEFUL FOR THE RESPITE FROM THE HEAT OF THE DAY.

THE LAST VESTIGES OF THE GOLDEN ORB DISAPPEAR BENEATH THE HORIZON AND THE TIME IS NEAR FOR THE INVISIBLE INHABITANTS TO COME OUT AND FORAGE.

THE DARKNESS BRINGS WITH IT, IT'S OWN FEARS.

IN THE TWILIGHT LIGHT, THE LIGHT PLAYS TRICKS ON THE EYES.

IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR US TO SEE WHAT IS NOT, OR IS IT.

THE SHADOWS START TO DETACH THEMSELVES FROM THEIR PREVIOUS HOSTS AND FOR THAT MOMENT AND THEN ANOTHER, THEY SEEM TO BE DANCING.

IS THIS JUST THE MIND THAT IS PLAYING TRICKS OR IS THERE THE POSSIBILITY OF THIS HAPPENING.

IT WOULD ALL DEPEND ON HOW ONE WAS TO SEE WHAT EXISTS AND HOW IT EXISTS.

IF ALL IS JUST AN OBJECT, THEN THIS WOULD NOT BE PLAUSIBLE.

IF EACH OBJECT HAS AN ENERGY, THEN EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

IN THE LIGHT OF THE MOONLIGHT THE TREES STRETCH AND EXPAND THEIR ENERGY COCOONS.

IS THE DARKNESS JUST THE ABSENCE OF LIGHT OR THE OPPOSITE OF LIGHT?

WE VIEW THE DARKNESS AS NIGHT TIME,YET CERTAIN ANIMALS ARE ABLE TO SEE IN THE SO CALLED DARKNESS.

ARE WE ABLE TO JUDGE PURELY BY THE LIMITATIONS OF OUR OWN SENSES AND MINDS.

IT WOULD BE ARROGANT TO BELIEVE, JUST BECAUSE WE ARE AT THE TOP OF THE FOOD CHAIN IN THE BRAIN DEVELOPMENT, THAT WE ARE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND ALL.

THE MISTAKE OF JUDGING OTHERS, THROUGH A LACK OF UNDERSTANDING, OF WHO THEY ARE AND BY THE LIMITED PARAMETERS OF OUR OWN KNOWLEDGE.

TO NOT BE ABLE TO SEE THE THREADS AND THE PATTERNS IN HUMANITY, IS A DISASTER IN THE MAKING.

TO BE UNWILLING TO SEE THE COMMONALITY OF ALL HUMAN BEINGS, IS TO BELIEVE THAT , THROUGH THE LASER LIKE PERCEPTION ALL THAT ONE ENCOUNTERS THAT IS DIFFERENT, IS A THREAT.

TO EMBRACE THE DIFFERENCES AND MOVE AWAY FROM INDIVIDUAL POINTS OF VIEW AND INCORPORATE A MORE HOMOGENEOUS STATE OF THINKING.

PLACING ALL BEINGS IN THE GREATER CONTEXT OF WHAT EACH ENTITY IS AND HOW IT INCORPORATES ITSELF IN THE WHOLE, DOES NOT TAKE AWAY THE INDIVIDUALITY OF THAT ENTITY.

JUDGING A PERSON WITH A LABEL, IN THE NARROW SENSE OF UNDERSTANDING, IS TO TAKE AWAY THAT INDIVIDUALITY.

PERCEPTIONS OF WHAT ONE IS, BEYOND THE OBVIOUS LABELS OF GENDER, COLOUR, RELIGION, POLITICS ARE THE MOST DEFINING.

ESTABLISHING ONE'S OWN SPIRITUALITY AND INDIVIDUAL PURPOSE GOES A LONG WAY IN EMPOWERING SELF AND IN BEING ABLE TO ACT AS A CATALYST IN EMPOWERING OTHERS.

IN THE COOLNESS OF THE NIGHT, THERE IS ALWAYS THE OPPORTUNITY TO FACE THE FEARS OF THE IMAGINATION.
HOW SUCCESSFUL ONE IS, IS DEPENDANT ON WHAT ONE BRINGS TO BEAR IN THE SITUATION, HOW COMMITTED ONE IS TO THE PROGRESS BEYOND ONE'S PRESENT PARAMETERS AND AWARENESS, AND THE ABILITY TO BE ABLE TO TACKLE THE EMOTIONALITY OF ONE'S OWN BEING AND HOW THAT AFFECTS LIVING IN THE MOMENT.

WILLINGNESS, CURIOSITY AND INTENTION ARE ABLE TO PROVIDE A FRAMEWORK TO WORK WITH, AND BEYOND WHAT ONE THOUGHT ONE IS AND IN THE PRESENT, TO BE ABLE TO SEE THE POTENTIAL OR KNOW THAT IT IS THERE, IF ONLY ONE WOULD GIVE IT A CHANCE.

AS THE COOLNESS OF THE ROCK UNDER MY NECK SOOTHES MY THROBBING HEAD, IT IS IN THE EXPANSIVENESS OF THE SKY THAT TAKES MY BREATH AWAY.
EYES SLOWLY START TO DE FOCUS AND AS I FALL ASLEEP, I ARISE FROM THE COOL EARTH TO SEE ALL THE DANCING LIGHTS AND ENERGY SPIRALS, WHICH ARE INVITING ME TO PARTAKE IN THEIR SACRED RITUAL DANCE OF THE NIGHT.

I JOIN AND MERGE WITH ALL THE ENERGIES PRESENT AND REALISE THAT AS MY BODY RESTS, I HAVE TRANSCENDED THE BARRIERS AND BOUNDARIES THAT EXIST BETWEEN MY REALITY AND ALL OTHERS.

THIS THEN IS THE DANCE TO STOP THE WORLD FOR AN INSTANT, WHICH COULD LAST AN TO INFINITY.

I RELISH THE THOUGHT AND THE KNOWINGNESS OF SEEING, NOT ONLY MYSELF AS THE INDIVIDUAL, BUT THE SPIRIT, AND IT'S PLACE IN THE UNIVERSE.

MOMENTS........ONE BY ONE.....

WHITE SHEETS
FLAPPING IN A UNDULATING BREEZE
BLUES AND PURPLES
SHIMMERING

A EUPHONY OF FOOTFALLS
A MOVEMENT
LIKE A WAVE ON COBBLESTONES

A TEAR
FALLS GENTLY
ECHOING
ON A DUST FILLED PANORAMA

A PREVAILING PEACE
ENSUES
CAUGHT
IN THE ENERGISED FIRMAMENT
OF LIFE

THE BLUE SKY HAND

 
IN THE REALMS OF INFINITY
EVERYTHING IS A POSSIBILITY
AS LONG AS THE SELF IMPOSED PARAMETERS
ARE LOST
ALL CAN BE FOUND

TRAVELLING................

 
THE ROAD ONE TRAVELS IS SOMETIMES NOT AS IT SEEMS TO BE...

TOUCH.................

 
IN THE EXPLORATION OF TOUCH
TO FEEL
TO SENSE
TO BE.....

IN THE ABSENSE OF LIGHT....................

IN THE ABSENSE OF LIGHT, THERE IS DARKNESS, A PERVASIVE OPPRESSION TO THE SENSES,WHEN THE FEAR FACTOR IS HIGH AND THE SELF ESTEEM LOW.

SUCCUMBING TO THE ABSENSE OF LIGHT, EXTERNALLY AND INTERNALLY, IS THE COPING MECHANISM OF THE SENTIENT BEING, TO DELAY THE ONCOMING FREIGHT TRAIN OF UPENDED PAIN, WHICH SEEMS TO COME FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE GUT AND PROPELS ITSELF, TO OVERWHELM ALL THE SENSES AND SENDS ONE INTO PAROXYSMS OF DOUBT AND NEGATIVITY, WHILE IN THE PROCESS THE IMMOBILISATION OF THE HUMAN BEING, SPREADS IT'S TENTACLES TO EVERY ASPECT OF ONE'S LIFE.

BEING PRESENT IN ONE'S LIFE AND NOT BEING A PASSENGER, LEADS ONE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE STIMULUS AND THE EMOTIONAL CONTENT OF ONE'S LIFE.

TO BE PRESENT ALLOWS ONE TO BE THE MATADOR IN THE BULL RING OF ONE'S LIFE.

FACE THE BULL OF DARKNESS IN ONE'S OWN LIFE OR TREMBLE WITH FEAR AND BRING THOSE FEARS TO THE SURFACE, BY MANIFESTING WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN.

THE FIGHT OR FLIGHT MECHANISM COMES TO THE FORE.
WHERE THE MIND IS CONCERNED THERE IS NO FLIGHT.
USING THE ADRENALIN BUILD UP TO TAKE THE OFFENSIVE POSITION, WHERE ONE DECIDES ONCE AND FOR ALL, WHO ONE IS, WHAT ONE IS AND WHERE ONE WOULD LIKE TO BE.

THE BATTLE THAT ONE IS ABOUT TO PURSUE IS A DICHOTOMY.
IT IS NOT A BATTLE OF VIOLENCE---IT IS A BATTLE OF PEACE, TO REGAIN THE WHOLENESS.
TO BE ABLE TO SOLIDIFY ONE'S INTENTIONS AND TAKE THE STEPS ONE BY ONE.

NOT ALL WILL WORK OUT THE WAY THAT YOU THOUGHT OR INTENDED.

BEING IN THE PRESENT IS AN AID TO BE ABLE TO ASSESS THE SITUATION AS IT UNFOLDS.
SOMETIMES A VERY SMALL STEP FORWARD, COULD BE THE TURNING POINT AND THE STEPPING STONE.
WITHOUT ATTEMPTING TO TAKE THAT STEP AND OVERTHINKING THE POSSIBLE RESULTS OF THE ACTION, WILL LET ONE SLIDE INTO A STATE OF OBLIVION.

FOR SOME IT IS THE COMFORTABILITY OF KNOWING THAT IT IS BETTER THE ONE THAT ONE KNOWS AND NOT ANYTHING ELSE.

ONE'S REACTION TO ONE'S LIFE, SHOULD NEVER BE TAKEN LIGHTLY.
THE RESPONSE SHOULD BE AS IF ONE WERE IN AN EARTHQUAKE OR IN A SPREADING FIRE.
THAT IS OF COURSE WITHOUT THE PANIC.

THE FLUTTERING THAT ONE FEELS IN A SITUATION IS THE DOUBT AND FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN CREEPING IN.

IF THERE IS FOCUS AND NO INTENTION, THEN THE FEELING WILL TAKE OVER.
THIS LEADS TO NOT BEING ABLE TO MAKE THE CORRECT CHOICE OR NOT MAKING ANY CHOICE AT ALL.

ACCEPTANCE OF THE FEELING, AN EMOTION AND AN ENERGY, IS HAVING CONVINCED ONESELF THAT THE 'REALITY' OF WHAT IS BEING EXPERIENCED IS THE ONLY TRUTH AND THAT THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.
THIS IS A CLASSIC STIMULUS AND RESPONSE.

THE QUESTION IS, HOW DOES ONE BREAK THE CYCLE AND WHERE DOES ONE GO FROM THERE.

WHERE THE EMOTIONS ARE CONCERNED NOTHING IS QUITE SO SIMPLE OR CLEAR CUT, UNLESS ONE ENDEAVOURS TO MAKE THE CHOICE OF WORKING TOWARDS SIMPLICITY.

THE HAMSTER WHEEL IS THE MOST INVITING CHOICE.
CARRY ON IF NOTHING HAS HAPPENED AND AS THE WHEEL TURNS, SO DO YOU, OR DO YOU?

THE TEST THAT YOU HAVE REALLY ACHIEVED SOMETHING WITH ONE'S EMOTIONS ARE:
HAS THE SITUATION CHANGED?
HAS THE STIMULUS BEEN RESOLVED ?
HOW DO YOU ACTUALLY FEEL ?
HAS MY PERSPECTIVE CHANGED ?
HAVE MY THOUGHTS CHANGED ?
HAS MY REALITY CHANGED ?
WHEN CONFRONTING A SITUATION, WHAT IS MY GUT REACTION ?
IS THERE STILL THE NERVOUSNESS ?
DID I MAKE ANY COMMITMENT ?
DID I FOLLOW THROUGH ?
DID I IMPLEMENT ANYTHING NEW ?
IS THERE A DIFFERENCE IN THE WAY I FELT AND LOOKED AT THINGS AND HOW I FEEEL NOW AND LOOK AT THINGS ?
DID I MOVE ANYWHERE OUTSIDE MY COMFORT ZONE ?
DO I STILL LABEL MYSELF AS.....?
DO OTHERS STILL LABEL ME AS......?
ARE YOUR OLDEST FRIENDS AND FAMILY STILL SEEING YOU AS THE SAME ?
HAS MY ATTITUDE CHANGED ANYTHING ANYTHING IN MY LIFE ?
DO I FEEL GUILT OR REMORSE ABOUT ANY PREVIOUS OR CURRENT ACTIONS ?HAVE I MADE AMENDS FOR ANYTHING THAT I HAVE FELT GUILTY OR REMORSEFUL ABOUT ?
DO I BELIEVE IN MYSELF ?
DO I LOVE MYSELF WITHOUT THE VANITY ?
HAVE I BEEN ABLE TO TOUCH SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME ? (FIGURATIVELY)
HAVE I RESOLVED THE CAUSAL ENERGY OF THE ISSUES ?


IF ONE IS WILLING TO START ON THIS AND HAS ACCOMPLISHED SOME OR MOST, THEN ONE IS WELL ON THE WAY TO REGAINING WHAT ONE ONCE HAD.

FROM THE DARKNESS TO THE LIGHT----ALWAYS!

words and their meanings.........a personal interpretation.........part 3

IMMOBILITY:
A PROLONGED MOMENT IN BETWEEN MANY BREATHS SUSTAINED BY FEAR.

BAD FEAR:
A MINDSET ,GENERATED BY THE INABILITY TO COME TO TERMS WITH WHO ONE IS AND THE PERCEPTION AND CONCENTRATION ON WHAT IS NOT AND NOT WHAT IS.

GOOD FEAR:
THE DRIVING FORCE BEHIND ONE'S SURVIVAL.

EXPANSION:
THE ABILITY TO GO BEYOND WHAT IS AND KEEP ON GOING.

SELF MOTIVATION:
THE ABILITY TO EXPAND BEYOND THE CONSCIOUS PARAMETERS, AT THAT MOMENT IN TIME.

PARADIGM SHIFT:
THE ABILITY TO MOVE BEYOND A SINGULAR MYOPIC POINT OF VIEW AND THE INCORPORATION AND THE ASSIMILATION OF A NUMBER OF OTHER FACETS.

SUSTAINABILITY:
THE HOW TO OF REMAINING AWARE TO EXPAND EVEN MORE.

REPROGRAMMING:
THE ABILITY TO BE ABLE TO TRANSCEND, WHO ONE IS AT ANY GIVEN TIME AND TO DISCOVER THE TRUE AUTHENTIC SELF.

COMMITMENT:
THE ENERGY AND THE INTENTION TO SUSTAIN THE JOURNEY.

OLD AGE:
THE ACCUMULATION OF KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE INTO WISDOM AND KNOWINGNESS.

DEATH:
THE TIME TO SAY...AU REVOIR AND RETURN TO THE UNIVERSAL ENERGY.

PAIN:
A REMINDER THAT YOU ARE STILL ALIVE.

JOYOUSNESS:
THE FEELING OF BEING CONNECTED TO THE WHOLE.

LAUGHTER:
THE RELEASE VALVE OF THE SENTIENT BEING.

MOCKERY:
THE ABILITY TO SHIFT ATTENTION FROM ONE'S OWN SHORTCOMINGS.

MANIPULATION:
THE ABILITY TO COERCE AND BEND FOR ONE'S OWN BENEFIT.

EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE:
THE ABILITY TO SEE BEYOND THE ILLUSIONS OF WHAT IS.

CAREER:
THE SLOTTING INTO SOMETHING WHICH IS SOMETIMES PERCEIVED AS A STRENGTH.

INTEREST/HOBBY:
THE EMBRACE OF SOMETHING WHICH IS CLOSE TO THE HEART.

FLEXIBILITY:
THE ABILITY TO MOVE ONESELF FROM ONE POINT TO ANOTHER, WITHOUT INCURRING EMOTIONAL BACKLASH.

STAGNATION:
THE PLACE ONE FINDS ONESELF IN WHEN THE FEAR RULES.

MEMORY:
THE RECEPTACLE OF EVENTS AND INFORMATION IN ONE'S LIFE.

SELECTIVE MEMORIES:
THE CHOICE ONE MAKES IN REMEMBERING.

TARPIT MEMORY:
THE IMAGES AND INFO FORCEFULLY RELEGATED TO THE DEPTHS OF THE PSYCHE.

OBLIVIOUS MEMORY:
AN EVENT.....AN IMAGE....A PIECE OF INFORMATION THAT PASSES THROUGH WITHOUT MAKING THE SLIGHTEST IMPRESSION.

DEGENERATIVE MEMORY:
LOST THROUGH THE RAVAGES OF TIME AND DISEASE.

ILLUMINATED MEMORY:
THOSE FORMING THE ESSENCE OF THE INNER CORE OF ONE'S BEING.


PROBABILITIES:
OPPORTUNITIES ENGAGED, WHERE THE LIKELIHOOD OF A SUCCESSFUL OUTCOME ARE HIGH.

VICTIM:
THE ACCEPTANCE OF ONLY ONE OUTCOME.

CIRCUMSTANCE:
THE PLAYING OUT OF EVENTS.

STRATEGY:
THE ABILITY TO MOLD AND PREDICT EVENTS.

IMPLEMENTATION:
THE UTILISATION OF THE CORRECT FOCUS, INTENTION AND ENERGY.

RETENTION:
THE ACCUMULATION OF NEGATIVE EMOTIONAL CHOICES AND OUTCOMES.

INNOCENCE:
THE QUALITY WHICH IS EITHER LOST ,
STOLEN OR RIPPED AWAY.

MATURITY:
THE ABILITY TO FIT IN AND SETTLE INTO THE "NORM" OF SOCIETY.
BROKEN WING SYNDROME:
THE ASSUMPTION THAT IF SOMETHING IS BROKEN, IT HAS TO BE FIXED IN A CERTAIN WAY.

DAMAGED GOODS:
THE LABLE APPLIED TO PEOPLE, WHO IN THEIR OPINIONS, HAVE NEVER RECOVERED FROM EMOTIONAL HURT.

SCARRING:
THE LAYERS OF EMOTIONS THAT WERE NEVER DEALT WITH.

IMPASSE:
THE INCONCLUSIVE RESULT OCCURRING DURING A CONTEST OF WILLS.

CRITICAL MASS:
THE POINT AT WHICH ALL THE PIECES IN ONE'S LIFE JOIN TOGETHER AS ONE.

PERSONALITY GORMANDISER:
A PERSON THAT RELISHES THE DESTRUCTION OF OTHERS WEAKER, IN THEIR OPINION, THAN THEMSELVES.

WILD WEST SYNDROME:
DOING WHAT ONE WISHES WITHOUT CONSEQUENCE.

GUNSLINGER SYNDROME:
COVERING UP THE INSECURITIES, BY TRYING TO BE THE BEST AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS.

ZEITGEIST INNOVATOR:
A MAKER OF NEW TRENDS!

ZEITGEIST EMULATOR:
A FOLLOWER OF NEW TRENDS.

EXPANSION:
THE ABILITY TO PUSH BEYOND THE LIMITS OF WHAT ONE THOUGHT ONE WAS CAPABLE OF.

ESSENCE:
THE AUTHENTIC YOU.

PERSONAL MOTIVATION:
THE WILLINGNESS TO PUSH THE ENVELOPE AND EXPAND

PURPOSE:
THE REALISATION BEYOND THE ILLUSION OF WHERE ONE IS MOVING AND WHY.

THE GOAT............

 

THE LAST RAYS....................

AS THE LAST RAYS OF A PERFECT SUNSHINE SINK BENEATH THE HORIZON, THE ENVELOPING DARKNESS STARTS TO REGURGITATE THE EMOTIONS HELD AT BAY, AND NOW RESURFACING, TO PLAY ULTIMATE HAVOC IN A NEVER ENDING CYCLE, OF HIDE AND SEEK, WHERE THE REWARDS OF OBLIVIOUSNESS, ARE CONTENTMENT AND THE PUNISHMENT VENTED BY THE DARKNESS, IS PURE FEAR, WHICH HAS NO RATIONALITY, AS MUCH AS THE MIND DENIES IT'S EXISTENCE IN THE DAYLIGHT WAKING HOURS,SO DOES THE DARKNESS, DEMAND WIDE EYES AND WHITENED KNUCKLES, WAITING FOR THE EVENTUALITY OF GODOT, WITH GROUNDHOG DAY RUNNING A PERPETUAL CLOSE SECOND, NEVER EVER SEEING THE TRUE LIGHT, BUT ALWAYS EXPERIENCING THE LENGTH OF HORRIFIC DARKNESS, UNTIL, THERE IS A PARADIGM SHIFT AND THE NIGHTMARE CAN END, TO REVEAL, THAT IT EXISTED IN THE PERCEPTION OF THE BRAIN FUELED BY THE FIRES OF PROGRAMMING, WHICH ACCEPTED ALL IN IT'S PATH, AS THE TRUTH, WITHOUT VERIFYING, WHAT THE TRUTH MEANT TO SELF.

words and their meanings.........a personal interpretation..part 2

INTENTION:
THE FRAMEWORK FOR WHAT YOU WANT TO ACHIEVE.

PAYBACK:
ACTIONS THAT ARE PROMULGATED IN A SELFISH MANNER, RATHER THAN A SELFLESS MANNER, WHICH BENEFIT YOU AND YOU ALONE.

GENEROSITY:
THE ABILITY TO GIVE, FOREMOSTLY OF ONESELF, IN ALL ASPECTS OF ONE'S LIFE.

COMMUNICATION:
THE ABILITY TO TALK TO ALL WITHOUT BEING AFRAID.

DUALITY:
THE ABILITY TO WALK TWO PATHS AT THE SAME TIME UNTIL THE PATHS MERGE INTO ONE.

QUICKENING:
THE STATE OF BEING, WHERE WHAT ONE HAS SOWED, ONE STARTS TO REAP AND THE UNIVERSAL TRUTH STARTS TO BECOME EVIDENT IN ONE'S LIFE.

GENTLENESS:
LEARNING HOW TO BE GENTLE WITH OTHERS, BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY LEARNING HOW TO INCALCATE IT INTO ONE'S OWN PERSONA.

EMOTIONAL REACTIVENESS:
LEARNING HOW NOT TO REACT ONLY ON THIS LEVEL, BUT TO RAISE THE GAME AND SEE ALL PERSPECTIVES.

EMOTIONAL RETENTIVENESS:
HOLDING ONTO ALL ONE'S EMOTIONALITY AND NOT DEALING WITH THE ISSUES.

QUANTUM LEAP:
JUMPING TO THE NEXT LEVEL OF EXPANSION, EFFORTLESSLY.

QUANTUM VISCOSITY:
TRYING TO MAKE THE LEAP WITHOUT , WITHOUT GOING THROUGH THE PROCESS, GETTING BOGGED DOWN AND GIVING UP.

OBLIVIOUSNESS:
CHOOSING A VERY NARROW PATH OF UNDERSTANDING.

INTEGRITY:
THE PROJECTION OF THE INNER CORE TRUTH ONTO THE OUTER CORE AND BEYOND.

INNER CORE:
THE ESSENCE OF WHO ONE TRULY IS.

OUTER CORE:
THE MANIFESTATION OF WHO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE, CONSCIOUSLY, SUBCONSCIOUSLY AND UNCONSCIOUSLY.

ASSIMILATION:
THE ART OF COLLECTION AND INTEGRATION OF THAT WHICH WAS NOT PREVIOUSLY THERE, UNTIL THE MOMENT OF CLARITY.

MOMENT OF CLARITY:
A STATE OF HAVING AN EXPANSIVE EPIPHANY OF THE MIND, LOSING THE DUALITY AND DISCOVERING THAT EVERYTHING THAT ONE WAS SEEKING, WAS ALREADY PRESENT.

INHALATION & EXHALATION :
THE MOST FUNDAMENTAL DISREGARDED PROCESS OF EXISTENCE.

JOURNEY:
THE AMASSING OF ALL THE PARTS TO ENHANCE THE WHOLE.

BLOCKAGE:
THE INABILITY TO DEFUSE THE EMOTIONAL CONTENTS OF AN EVENT.

AN EVENT:
A HAPPENING ,AN INCIDENT, AN OCCURENCE WHICH RELIES ON THE PERCEPTION AND LAYERING OF EMOTIONAL ENERGY OF AN INDIVIDUAL/ INDIVIDUALS.

LAYERING:
THE ACCUMULATION OF THE EMOTIONAL CONTENTS OF THE EVENTS IN ONE'S LIFE WITHOUT RESOLUTION.

RESOLUTION:
THE ABILITY TO COME TO TERMS WITH THE EMOTIONAL CONTENT OF AN EVENT.

EMOTIONAL COURAGE:
THE ABILITY TO GO PAST THE ILLUSION OF WHAT IS AND DISCOVER THE TRUTH.

ANDROGENY: THE ABILITY TO COME TO TERMS WITH ALL ASPECTS OF ONE'S BEING.

REGRETS:
NONE

THE HOUNDSTOOTH HANDS...TRIPTYCH

 
 
 

words and their meanings--a personal interpretation.....

PATIENCE:
THE ABILITY TO WAIT OUT THINGS UNTIL THE WHEEL TURNS FULL CIRCLE.
WHAT YOU SOW, YOU REAP.

VOCABULARY:
THE WORDS THAT FLOAT THROUGH ONE'S HEAD AND THE THOUGHTS THEY LEAD TO.
IF YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT, THEN MORE SO, YOU ARE WHAT YOU THINK.

ENERGY:
THE KIND OF ENERGY THAT YOU WANT TO PUT OUT IS THE ONE THAT IS HELD TOGETHER WITH A POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE FRAMEWORK OF WORDS.

PERCEPTION:
IT IS NOT ONLY WHAT YOU THINK THAT YOU SEE---THE MORE YOU OPEN UP, THE MORE FACETS OF PERCEPTION, YOU ALLOW YOURSELF THE CHOICE OF SEEING.

SURRENDERING:
IN THE OPENING UP THEIR IS THE TEARING DOWN OF THE BARRIERS---SELF ERECTED IN THE MIND.

EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE:
LOSING THE RETENTIVE ENERGY THAT YOU HAVE BEEN HOARDING AROUND WITH YOU LEADS TO BETTER CHOICES.

CHOICES:
ONE IS NEVER SHORT OF CHOICES--IT IS IN THE PERCEPTION.
ONE CANNOT CHANGE AN EVENT, BUT YOU CAN CHOSE HOW TO SEE IT.

WILLINGNESS:
WITH A CLARITY OF PERCEPTION AND CHOICE, THERE HAS TO BE A WILLINGNESS FOR CHANGE.

COURAGE:
THE ABILITY TO DROP THE FACADES THAT HAVE BEEN SELF IMPOSED SINCE VERY YOUNG AND MAKE THE DECISION WHO YOU WANT TO BE.

ATTACHMENTS:
THESE ARE ONLY THE ONE'S THAT YOU CHOSE FIGURATIVELY AND LITERALLY.

EMPOWERMENT:
THIS IS NOT A DISPOSABLE COMMODITY IN A CONSUMER SOCIETY--IT IS THE GUTS TO FIND OUT, THAT ALL IS WITHIN YOU AND DOES NOT RESIDE EXTERNALLY.

RESPONSIBILITY:
TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR CHOICES, WITHOUT GUILT AND REMORSE.

GUILT:
A WASTED ENERGY---FRUITLESS AND FUTILE.

EGO:
AN ILLUSION OF ONE'S OWN MAKING, WHICH TRIES TO PROTECT, BUT ENDS UP FOCUSSING ON VERY LITTLE BUT SELF.

ILLUSION:
WHAT ONE BELIEVES TO BE TRUE.

SELFLESSNESS:
THE ABILITY TO PUT OTHERS BEFORE ONESELF.

WHOLENESS:
REGAINING ONE'S RIGHTFUL PLACE AS A HUMAN BEING.

ONENESS:
THE ABILTY TO LEAVE THE MAN MADE BARRIERS BEHIND AND SEE THE CONNECTIONS.

KNOWINGNESS:
THE ABILITY TO TRANSCEND A BELIEF INTO A UNIVERSAL TRUTH.
TRUTH:
THAT WHICH HAS NO PARAMETERS, NO NARROW DEFINITIONS.
IT IS BECAUSE IT IS.


OBLIGATIONS:
WHAT IS PRESENT TO BE ABLE TO FULFILL ONE'S LIFE/ DESTINY

DESTINY:
TO BE EVERYTHING THAT ONE IS ABLE TO BE WITH FREE CHOICE.

FREE CHOICE:
THE ABILITY TO CHOOSE THE DIRECTION AT ANY CROSSROADS IN ONE'S LIFE WORKING WITH THE FLOW OF UNIVERSAL ENERGY.

ANGER:
THE FRUSTRATION AT NOT KNOWING SELF.

HONESTY:
THE ABILITY OF THE REALISATION THAT IT BEGINS WITH SELF.


REALISATION:
THE MOMENT OF SELF ACTUALISATION.


HUMOUR:
THE ABILITY TO BE ABLE TO LAUGH AT ONE SELF FIRST AND EVERYTHING ELSE LATER.

TO BE CONTINUED......

sunrise--looking out

 
A NEW DAY DAWNS
FILLED WITH PROMISE

IN THE SHADOWS OF DARKNESS.....

 

IN THE SHADOWS OF DARKNESS
THROUGH THE PAIN
THROUGH THE FEAR
WITH BOLDNESS
WITH INTEGRITY
WITH TENACITY
WITH COURAGE
WITH HONOUR
LIES THE REFLECTION OF LIGHT
AND
THE WHOLENESS THAT YOU SEEK

TAKE THE FIRST STEP
RECLAIM YOUR HERITAGE
YOUR BIRTHRIGHT

ASPECTS OF THE JOURNEY...........

THERE ARE THE ASPECTS OF GOOD GOVERNANCE IN COUNTRIES AND IN BUSINESS.
WHAT ABOUT THESE ASPECTS IN ONE’S PERSONAL LIFE.?
WHERE IS THE EMPHASIS PLACED IN GROWING UP AND HOW TO SURVIVE EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY?
DOES IT BECOME A SITUATION WHERE ONE HAS SOME KIND OF POT LUCK IN MAKING IT THROUGH THE TEENS AND THEN THE TWENTIES AND THIRTIES.
HOW FIXED ON A POINT ARE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU?
ARE YOU ABLE TO MOVE THE POINT OF ASSEMBLAGE? ---ARRIVING AT A POINT IN ONE’S LIFE, WHERE THE THOUGHT ARE:-----" THIS IS IT ."
DOES ONE ACCEPT IT.
THERE ARE MANY WHO WOULD.
IT WOULD BE LIKE A WHOLE VILLAGE OR CITY WHERE THE IDEAL IS TO BE PRESENT EVERY SINGLE MORNING AND EVENING IN THE MOST AMAZING, INSPIRING BUILDING IN THE CENTRE OF THIS COMMUNITY.
EVERYONE WOULD DREAM AND WORK TOWARDS IT.
FOR SOME IT WOULD BE EASY---THEY WOULD GET IN WITHOUT DOING MUCH OF ANYTHING.
OTHERS WOULD TAKE YEARS OF HARD WORK AND PERSEVERANCE AND THEN OTHERS STILL, WOULD NOT MAKE IT.
THERE WOULD BE SOME WHO WOULD NOT EVEN TRY AND THEY WOULD WALK ON BY AND LIVE THEIR LIVES BY ANOTHER MEASURE.
WHO ARE THE LUCKY ONES?
IT WOULD DEPEND ON THE PERCEPTION AND HOW FAR AND MUCH, ONE HAD DEVELOPED ONE’S INDIVIDUAL THOUGHT PROCESSES.
THE ONE’S THAT ATTAINED ACCESS TO THIS BUILDING AND WERE RELIGIOUSLY THERE, EVERY MORNING AND EVENING---DID THEY MAKE IT? ----ARE THEY BETTER OFF AND LUCKIER THAN ALL THE OTHERS?
AGAIN IT DEPENDS ON PERCEPTIONS AND WHAT ONE IS PREPARED TO ACCEPT FOR ONESELF.
WHAT IS THE TRUTH?
IS IT THE INDIVIDUAL’S TRUTH?
IS IT THE COMMUNITY’S TRUTH?
IS IT A TRUTH THAT WAS THERE, SO IT MUST BE THE TRUTH?
IS IT A UNIVERSAL TRUTH?
A TRUTH THAT THAT DOES NOT PRESENT ANY POINT OF VIEW, BIAS OR FAVOUR ANY PARTICULAR GROUP OR INDIVIDUAL ACTION.
IT IS, BECAUSE IT IS.
WHERE DOES YOUR OWN INDIVIDUAL TRUTH LIE?
HOW FAR ARE YOU WILLING TO PUSH THE ENVELOPE AND DISTURB YOUR PRESENT PEALITY AND TRUTH TO DISCOVER AN AUTHENTIC AND UNIVERSAL TRUTH?
IS THERE A WILLINGNESS TO FIND OUT THAT YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN WRONG OR MAYBE A FEW DEGREES OFF.
IS THERE THE CURIOSITY TO DISCOVER SOMETHING NEW, OTHER THAN THAT WHICH HAS BEEN PROGRAMMED INTO YOU SINCE BIRTH.
IS THERE THE COURAGE TO PROCEED WITH A PROCESS, ONE OF MANY, THAT WOULD ULTIMATELY CHANGE YOUR LIFE?
HOW FAR ARE YOU WILLING TO FALL ON THE SWORD OF YOUR OWN MAKING AND PERHAPS TAKE ULTIMATE RESPONSIBILITY?
IF YOU PERHAPS THINK THAT YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN IN YOUR PRESENT STATE OF MIND, THEN WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE.
HOW MUCH OF THE EMOTIONAL ENERGY OF THE PAST ARE YOU HOLDING ONTO?
WHAT IS YOUR PAYBACK FOR NOT LETTING GO?
WHAT KEEPS YOU IMMOBOLISED AND ON A SELF PERPETUATING TRACK?
IS THERE ANY OF THE CHILDLIKE ENTHUSIASM THAT YOU ONCE HAD?
WHAT STEPS ARE YOU PREPARED TO TAKE TO CHANGE THE STATUS QUO /
ARE YOU WILLING TO ADMIT THE TRUTH OF THE SITUATION TO YOURSELF?
WHEN YOU ARE FACED WITH THE CROSSROADS, ARE YOU ABLE TO DISCERN THAT YOU HAVE ALL THE CHOICES IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND.
THE CHOICE IS NOT TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE THE STIMULUS/ EVENT, BUT IT IS HOW ONE PERCEIVES THE EVENT AND WHAT SORT OF EMOTIONAL ENERGY ARE YOU WILLING TO INVEST IN THIS EVENT AND FOR HOW LONG.
THERE IS MUCH MORE THAT IS UNSEEN THAN IS SEEN.
IT IS AN OBLIGATION TO MOVE THAT LINE AND EXTENDS ONESELF, TO BE ABLE TO DISCOVER THE POTENTIAL AND THE GIFTS THAT LIE JUST BENEATH THE SURFACE.
BUT FIRST ONE HAS TO BE ABLE TO REPROGRAM ONESELF AND NOT RESPOND TO THE CONDITIONING OF THE PAST.
WE ALL HAVE THE WHERE WITHALL TO BE ABLE TO EXTEND OURSELVES.
IN WHAT DIRECTION IS A CHOICE AND A MATTER OF FREE WILL?
WHAT MAKES EXERCISING OF ONE’S FREE WILL AND CHOICE, SUCH A DIFFICULT ENDEAVOUR?
BACK TO THE CONDITIONING AND BEING TOLD WHAT IS IMPORTANT IN ONE’S LIFE WHEN ONE WAS YOUNGER.
COMMERCIAL INTERESTS OUTWEIGH THE DEVELOPMENT AT CERTAIN LEVELS.
WE ARE TOLD HOW SOCIETY WANTS US TO CONFORM AND TO FIT INTO THE NORMS AND EVEN IF ONE REBELS, THEY ARE STILL FOLLOWERS OF COMMERCIALISM.
THIS IS OF COURSE IN THE WEST.
IN THE EAST THE APPROACH IS TO ACCEPT ONE’S FATE FOR WHAT IT IS OR FOLLOW AN IDEOLOGY BLINDLY.
TO BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH IS GOOD.
TO FOLLOW ANYTHING IN THE NARROW PARAMETERS OF SOMEONE ELSES PERCEPTIONS WITHOUT SEEING THE WHOLE IS JUST AS DAMAGING.
HOW DOES ONE WALK A MIDDLE ROAD WITHOUT INFLATING ONE’S OWN BELIEFS AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS?
IT IS A QUESTION OF HOW DOES ONE BE AN INDIVIDUAL AND AT THE SAME TIME, BE IN HARMONY WITH OTHERS, NO MATTER ON THEIR GROUPINGS OR AFFILIATIONS.
WHEN ONE CAN STEP UP TO THE PLATE OF SEEING AND INCORPORATE THE UNIVERSAL VALUES AND BEING IN A STATE OF KNOWINGNESS, THEN ONE HAS TRULY WALKED A LONG AND ARDUOUS PATH TO FIND THE ULTIMATE REWARDS DWELLING IN A SPIRITUAL SPHERE OF EVOLVEMENT.
TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN TWO WORLD OF REALITY, UNTIL ONE IS ABLE TO ASSIMILATE ALL INTO ONE’S BEING, DISCOVERING THE ESSENCE OF SELF AND TRANSCENDING THE PERCEIVED REALITY.
IN THE PROCESS, THE MISTS OF MISCONCEPTION DISSIPATE, AS THE VEILS OF A LAYERED PERCEPTION ARE RAISED IN THE DISCOVERY OF SELF AND ALL AROUND ONE.
THIS IS WHERE THE HOPE AND THE FAITH LIES.
IN THE ESSENCE OF MANKIND LIES THE ANSWERS TO ALL.
THIS PROCESS DOES NOT COME FROM GOVERNMENTS, LEADERS, POLITICAL, RELIGIOUS OR OTHERWISE----IT IS AN ORGANIC INDIVIDUAL PROCESS, WHICH WHEN WORKED ON BY THE MANY, WOULD HAVE A PROFOUND EFFECT ON LIFE AS WE KNOW IT.
EACH INDIVIDUAL HAS THE POWER TO MOVE THE PROCESS FOR THEM AND FOR THE REST OF HUMANITY.
UNTIL WE REACH A BIFURCATION POINT, WHEN ALL IS POSSIBLE AND WILL CHANGE, WE MUST ENDEAVOUR TO KEEP ON TREADING OUR OWN PATHS OF SELF DISCOVERY AND ENLIGHTENMENT, TO EMPOWER OURSELVES AND THEN THE REST WILL FOLLOW.

SET THE INTENTION, SHIFT THE MIND AND THE RESULTS WILL FOLLOW.

THE HAND OF THE FOOTFALL.......

 

IF YOU WERE TO EXAMINE YOUR PATH:
ARE THE FOOTFALLS WELL WORN ?
ARE YOU ATTEMPTING
TO BREAK NEW GROUND
AND
FIND VIRGIN TERRITORY?

THE HAND OF THE HAND...........

 

THE PERSISTANCE IN THE MEMORY........

WHAT IS IT THAT PERSISTS IN THE MEMORIES?
THE WANTED.....
THE UNWANTED....
WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO FORGET? DO AWAY WITH!....MAKE IT DISAPPEAR!....
BURNED INTO THE MEMORY CELLS !....

REMEMBERING THE EVENT AND THEN THE EMOTIONAL ENERGY COMES FLOODING THROUGH.

THERE ARE ALWAYS THE LOOKS----THE GAZES---THE STARES--WHERE THE OTHER PARTY JUMPS TO A CONCLUSION ABOUT WHAT IT ALL MEANS.

CONSIDERING THE LAW OF AVERAGES, THERE ARE NOT MANY AROUND WHO HAVE EXPANDED ON THEIR TELEPATHIC AND CRYSTAL BALL AND MIND READING ABILITIES.
THE STATEMENT THAT THEY OFFER ABOUT A LOOK HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH IT, BUT PRESENTS AN OPPORTUNITY TO SEE INSIDE THE PSYCHE OF THE PERSON THAT IS PROFFERING THE COMMENT.

OFFERING REACTIVE COMMENT OVER THE VERACITY OF THE STATEMENT IS TREATING IT AT FACE VALUE, UNLESS OF COUSE THERE IS SOME HUMOUR ATTACHED.

TO BE ABLE TO LISTEN UNREACTIVELY OPENS THE PATHWAYS TO WISDOM.

EVEN THE MOST CLOSED INDIVIDUAL OFFERS CLUES TO THE INNER WORKINGS OF THEIR PSYCHE AND THE TURMOIL, INSECURITY AND FEARS THAT MIGHT BE UNDER THE SURFACE---ALBEIT UNCONSCIOUSLY.

DISCOVERING THE ESSENCE OF SELF LEADS TO THE DISCOVERY OF THE HIDDEN ESSENCE OF OTHERS.

WHAT ARE ALL THE STICKING POINTS, THE GATES THAT WITHHOLD THE TRUE AUTHENTIC SELF?

CATCHING A FISH FOR SPORT AND RETURNING IT BACK TO THE SEA, IS EASY FOR THE PERSON THAT HAS DEVELOPED A PASSION FOR THIS AND THE ACTION OF REMOVING THE HOOK IS DONE IN A FLUID, WELL REHEARSED MOVEMENT.

EMOTIONAL BARBS ARE AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT EVENT.
WE HAVE MADE THE CHOICE, CONSCIOUSLY OR MOSTLY UNCONSCIOUSLY ABOUT HOW LARGE THE BARB IS TO BE!
WE HAVE NO PRACTICE AT REMOVING THE BARB.
IT SEEMS TO US, TO BE THIS EXTERNAL EVENT, THAT IS FORCED UPON US, TO CREATE SOME KIND OF MISERY OR ELSE WE JUST ACCEPT IT AS A PART OF LIFE AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT.

TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS---THAT IS MAYBE, IF ONE CHOOSES TO LET IT.
IT IS A CONSCIOUS DECISION, NOT ON THE OCCURENCE OR THE EVENT AND WHY IT HAPPENED, BUT HOW MUCH EMOTIONAL ENERGY ARE WE GOING TO INVEST IN THIS EVENT AND FOR HOW LONG.

IT IS NOT THAT YOU CAN OVERCOME THE EVENT OR CHANGE IT.
IT HAS HAPPENED FOR A REASON.
WHEN THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ESSENCE OF SELF IS SUPREME, ONE CAN WORK THROUGH THE EMOTIONAL ENERGY AND THEN DISCARD IT.

TO BE HUMAN, IS TO BE ABLE TO FEEL THE PAIN.
TO BE ABLE TO ASSIMILATE THE LESSONS THAT IT OFFERS, TAKES COURAGE PERSISTANCE AND PASSION.

A FISHERMAN IS NOT BORN EXCELLENT----IT IS A PROCESS.

LIFE HAS TO BE LIKE THE FISHERMAN.
THE MORE ONE PRACTICES ON HOW TO UNRAVEL THE EMOTIONAL MYSTERIES, THE FASTER AND BETTER ONE BECOMES AT DOING IT.

A CONSCIOUS DECISION AND INTENTION IS REQUIRED TO PUSH THE BOUNDARIES OF A KNOWN REALITY, TO THE OUTER LIMITS AND BEYOND OF THE MAGNIFICENCE, WHICH EXISTS, WHEN ONE SURRENDERS AND IS TAKEN UP IN THE UNIVERSAL FLOW AND ENERGY OF LIFE.

FROM THE DARKNESS OF THE FOETAL DEPTHS OF THE WOMB, TO OSTENSIBLY, THE LIGHT WHICH IS ILLUSORY IN IT'S FLICKERING.

IN THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE ILLUSION OF LIGHT REALITY COMES THE BATHING IN AND PEACE OF THE UNIVERSAL LIGHT.

FROM A POINT OF DEPARTURE TO A POINT OF ARRIVAL AND BACK AGAIN!

THE IMPRINT OF NATURE HAND

 
IN THE DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT
IN THE LIGHTNESS OF MY DREAMS
I SHED THE SKINS OF WHO I WAS
I EMBRACE THE SKIN OF WHO I AM

GRATITUDE AND BEING ONE.......

THERE ARE ALWAYS THE MANY THINGS TO BE GRATEFUL FOR IN ONE'S LIFE.
TO SHOW GRATITUDE IS TO BE GRACED WITH THE MOMENTUM OF UNIVERSAL ENERGY.
WHEN YOUR EYE'S ARE TRULY OPEN, THE STIMULUS IS ASSIMILATED INTO THE BALANCED OPPORTUNITIES , THAT ARE AVAILABLE.

THERE ARE MANY CLUBS AND ORGANISATIONS AND SUCH LIKE, BUT BEING A CONSCIOUS PART OF THE GRID AND THE NETWORK, ALLOWS ONE TO TAP INTO THE SOURCE.

WHAT IS THE SOURCE?
WHAT DOES ONE HAVE TO DO OR BE TO JOIN ?

THERE ARE NO FEES.
THE ONLY PREREQUISITE IS THAT ONE MOVE FROM UNCONSCIOUSNESS INTO CONSCIOUSNESS.
ONE HAS TO BE PREPARED, BE INTUITIVE, HAVE COURAGE AND RELEARN HOW TO BE YOUR TRUE AUTHENTIC SELF.
TO HAVE A STRONG INTENTION AND A WILLINGNESS TO BE ENTHUSIASTIC AND ALMOST CHILDLIKE.

WHAT IS BEING SOUGHT IS HOW TO FILL THE EMPTINESS THAT RESIDES IN EACH INDIVIDUAL, WHETHER IT IS REALISED OR NOT.
SOME ARE NOT ABLE TO RECOGNISE WHAT IT IS AND CHOOSE TO LIVE SOLEY ,BY THE PLEASURES OF THE FLESH.
SOME HAVE NO INCLINATION TO PUSH THE BOUNDARIES OF THEIR OWN SPIRITUALITY AND JUSTIFY THEIR OWN METHODS OF EXTRACTING PLEASURE THROUGH THE HOLLOW PLATITUDES OF THE DOUBLE SPEAK.

WHEN ONE IS ABLE TO TAP INTO THE UNIVERSAL POWER GRID, IT DENIES ALL POINTS OF VIEW AND ARGUMENT.
IT STANDS ALL POWERFUL BEYOND THE REALMS OF BELIEF.
THERE IS NO NEED TO DEFEND WHAT IS.

WHEN ONE FINDS THAT SPACE OF KNOWINGNESS, THEN THE DETRACTORS DROP LIKE FLIES.
THE ENERGY OF LIKE ATTRACTS LIKE.

THERE ARE ALWAYS THE TIMES WHEN THE SENSES OF SELF GET LOST IN THE ABYSS OF DARKNESS.

IT MAY BE THAT THE DARKNESS RELIES ON THE PERCEPTION OF REALITY.
IF ONE BELIEVES IN SOMETHING SO STRONGLY, THEN IT SURELY WILL MANIFEST ITSELF AS ONE SEES IT.

WE ARE GIVEN AN ARTISTS BRUSH AND A PALETTE OF COLOURS AND WE ARE LET OUT ON THIS UNSUSPECTING WORLD, TO PAINT OUR OWN LIFE PICTURE.

WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AND PROGRAMMED, IS WHAT WE AS INDIVIDUALS WILL FOLLOW THROUGH WITH.

THE ABILITY TO WORK THROUGH ONE'S OWN PROGRAMMING, WITHOUT JUDGEMENT, WHICH IS DIFFICULT AT THE BEST OF TIMES AND LISTEN TO THE VOICES OF THE INNER SELF.

TO BE ABLE TO BALANCE THE OUTER MENTAL THOUGHT PROCESSES AND THE INNER MACHINATIONS OF THE PARALLEL WORLD.
SOMETIMES THERE ARE SOME, WHERE THE GAP BETWEEN THE INNER AND THE OUTER IS NOT A GAPING CHASM.THESE ARE THE LUCKY ONE'S.
TO BE ABLE TO HARNESS WHAT IS THERE AND NOT WHAT IS ABSENT.
WE SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON THE ILLUSIONS OF REALITY AND NOT ENOUGH ON THE GRASPING OF THE ESSENCE OF WHAT IS.

THERE IS HOWEVER A QUESTION:
WHO AM I TO THINK THAT I AM ABLE TO SAY THESE THINGS WITH SUCH OR ANY CONVICTION?

THROUGH THE DARKNESS LIES THE LIGHT AT FIRST.
SOMETIMES IT IS ALL DARKNESS.
THERE ARE THE DICHOTOMIES AND OPPOSITES.
THERE ARE THE CHOICES.
THERE IS THE REALISATION.

WHEN ONE TRAINS ONESELF AS A SPIRITUAL ATHLETE, THE LIGHT IN TUNNEL ,IS WHAT WE OURSELVES TAKE WITH US.
IN THE PERCEPTION LIES THE TRUTH.
IN THE TRUTH LIES THE ABSOLUTE OF WHAT IS.
IN THE KNOWING OF THIS ABSOLUTE THE OPPOSITES AND THE DICHOTOMIES FALL AWAY.

THIS IS THE STAGE OF ABSOLUTE GRACE.
WHEN ONE HAS EXPERIENCED IT, IT IS NOT THE CASE OF NOW I HAVE ARRIVED.
THE ONLY THING THAT ONE HAS ACCOMPLISHED IS TO RENDER THE VEILS OF THE MIND OBSOLETE.
ONE CAN STILL BE REACTIVE, BUT THEN ONE IS CONSCIOUS.
THE RECOVERY TIME IS QUICKER.
IN THE PRACTICE AND LEARNING HOW TO THINK, ONE ACCOMPLISHES THE BREAKTHROUGH.

TO REACH INFINITY IS THE GOAL.
TO LIVE IN THE MOMENT OF ONE'S OWN CREATION, EVERY SINGLE MOMENT AND NOT SLIDE INTO OBLIVIOUSNESS.
TO KNOW THAT YOUR FEARS ARE THE TEACHING BLOCKS TO THE DISCOVERY OF WHAT YOU COULD BE AND ALWAYS WERE.
TO LET GO AND SURRENDER.
TO REJOICE IN THE OPPORTUNITIES AND YOUR OWN ALIVENESS.
TO BE ONE WITH YOURSELF AND ALL AROUND.

NOW COMES THE HARD PART...........!!!!

THE SHADOW PLAY................

 
A TRIBUTE