FROM OBLIVIOUS CATERPILLAR
TO SPIRITUAL BUTTERFLY
Friday, September 21, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
SYNCHRONICITY.........
SYNCHRONICITY IS NOT ABOUT SOME EARTH SHATTERING EVENTS, IT IS IN THE COURSE OF ONE'S LIFE, THE EVERYDAY EVENTS, LISTENING TO THE INNER VOICES, PAYING ATTENTION TO ONE'S INSTINCTS AND SIXTH SENSE.
IT IS ABOUT BEING IN TUNE WITH THE ENERGY FLOW, ENSURING THAT ONE'S VIBRATION IS HARMONIOUS WITH THE NATURAL VIBRATIONS-----HARMONY LEADS TO SYNCHRONICITY.
IT IS YOUR DUTY TO TRY AND EXTRACT THE AUTHENTICITY AND TRUTH OUT OF YOUR LIFE.
IT IS NOT ABOUT MATERIALISM AND PERSONAL POWER OVER OTHERS---------IT IS ABOUT BEING POWERFUL IN THE JOYOUSNESS AND DISCOVERY OF YOUR OWN LIFE.
IT IS ABOUT BEING IN TUNE WITH THE ENERGY FLOW, ENSURING THAT ONE'S VIBRATION IS HARMONIOUS WITH THE NATURAL VIBRATIONS-----HARMONY LEADS TO SYNCHRONICITY.
IT IS YOUR DUTY TO TRY AND EXTRACT THE AUTHENTICITY AND TRUTH OUT OF YOUR LIFE.
IT IS NOT ABOUT MATERIALISM AND PERSONAL POWER OVER OTHERS---------IT IS ABOUT BEING POWERFUL IN THE JOYOUSNESS AND DISCOVERY OF YOUR OWN LIFE.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
ONE SHOULD NEVER FORGET THE DREAMS.......
during one's life there can be many wants, many aspirations, many desires,many needs......some will slide into oblivion, others, just lie dormant, depending on the intention and the resolve.
there are some instances where one does or does not realise that one is in the icy grip of fear and immobilisation. it is not that one should bypass these feelings........lack of self esteem. lack of confidence, lack of wanting to succeed, not for anyone else, but for oneself, a lack of nurturing a lack of recognition, a certain comfortability in the zone where one finds oneself, a living out of conditioned values or sombody elses values, the denial of one's true feelings, the masking of one's true self in order to protect oneself due to others cruelty, the coping mechanisms brought to bear due to a chaotic life or after the pain of abuse becomes to great to handle, the overthinking of any situation which could leave one immobilised due to the impending prognosis of negative results which might never occur, the stance that one develops to handle life, the lack of guidance of those that are close,the lack of understanding that is perpetuated by those around us, the lack of any clear goal or passion, the lack of confidence to pursue a passion, the feelings of emptiness and extreme sadness which pervade one's life in the alone time,the lack of understanding of the dam walls of emotion which rise and spill over from time to time,the confusion of not knowing why these feelings are there,the subconscious consciousness of giving permission for the things that happen and not taking responsibility, the domino effect of an organism in crisis,the upended pain held in suspension in every cell of the body, the lack of resolve to deal with it, the patterns of experience that we paint and continue to live unresolved, the acceptance that what is has to be, the lack of vision , the lack of insight, the clutching onto a position even if the awareness levels indicate otherwise, the myopicness of crisis, the lack of recognition that one is a spiritual being, the acceptance of a point of view without questioning,the dilution and the dispossession of the source of light, the negation of the essence of universal truth the lack of humility, the lack of a sense of humour,thinking that who you are is somewhat superior to those around you,holding onto questionable viewpoints and disregarding all else, using anger as a pivot and a fulcrum, not having people around you who exhibit honesty and integrity in their observations and allowing it to enter your space,thinking sometimes that what you have mentally is somehow superior to all else, putting oneself into the public domain and losing the plot,afraid to put oneself out there for fear of being rejected, fearing success as much as one fears failure, trying to judge oneself against someone else's standards, living a lie and not thinking that it is so bad.
how does one put all those pieces of the puzzle together ?
one first has to recognise that there is a puzzle and all the pieces are there for a reason.
when one starts there is not the understanding of the how and the why.
every piece that we make a choice to choose alters the picture ever so slightly.
what is the picture that you would like to see ?
do you think that it is possible ?
if you think that you have a choice, you do.
have you been watching the movie of your life recently ?
there is the exploration of an alternative structure, resident in the dream world.
an alternative life living with all the choices in one instant.
do you believe ?
are you a believer ?
is there a sense of possibility in your life?
as the head becomes heavier and the eyelids droop, make an effort to preserve the space of emptiness.
.
there are some instances where one does or does not realise that one is in the icy grip of fear and immobilisation. it is not that one should bypass these feelings........lack of self esteem. lack of confidence, lack of wanting to succeed, not for anyone else, but for oneself, a lack of nurturing a lack of recognition, a certain comfortability in the zone where one finds oneself, a living out of conditioned values or sombody elses values, the denial of one's true feelings, the masking of one's true self in order to protect oneself due to others cruelty, the coping mechanisms brought to bear due to a chaotic life or after the pain of abuse becomes to great to handle, the overthinking of any situation which could leave one immobilised due to the impending prognosis of negative results which might never occur, the stance that one develops to handle life, the lack of guidance of those that are close,the lack of understanding that is perpetuated by those around us, the lack of any clear goal or passion, the lack of confidence to pursue a passion, the feelings of emptiness and extreme sadness which pervade one's life in the alone time,the lack of understanding of the dam walls of emotion which rise and spill over from time to time,the confusion of not knowing why these feelings are there,the subconscious consciousness of giving permission for the things that happen and not taking responsibility, the domino effect of an organism in crisis,the upended pain held in suspension in every cell of the body, the lack of resolve to deal with it, the patterns of experience that we paint and continue to live unresolved, the acceptance that what is has to be, the lack of vision , the lack of insight, the clutching onto a position even if the awareness levels indicate otherwise, the myopicness of crisis, the lack of recognition that one is a spiritual being, the acceptance of a point of view without questioning,the dilution and the dispossession of the source of light, the negation of the essence of universal truth the lack of humility, the lack of a sense of humour,thinking that who you are is somewhat superior to those around you,holding onto questionable viewpoints and disregarding all else, using anger as a pivot and a fulcrum, not having people around you who exhibit honesty and integrity in their observations and allowing it to enter your space,thinking sometimes that what you have mentally is somehow superior to all else, putting oneself into the public domain and losing the plot,afraid to put oneself out there for fear of being rejected, fearing success as much as one fears failure, trying to judge oneself against someone else's standards, living a lie and not thinking that it is so bad.
how does one put all those pieces of the puzzle together ?
one first has to recognise that there is a puzzle and all the pieces are there for a reason.
when one starts there is not the understanding of the how and the why.
every piece that we make a choice to choose alters the picture ever so slightly.
what is the picture that you would like to see ?
do you think that it is possible ?
if you think that you have a choice, you do.
have you been watching the movie of your life recently ?
there is the exploration of an alternative structure, resident in the dream world.
an alternative life living with all the choices in one instant.
do you believe ?
are you a believer ?
is there a sense of possibility in your life?
as the head becomes heavier and the eyelids droop, make an effort to preserve the space of emptiness.
.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
THE ROCK
WAITING IN ANTICIPATION THE GLOWING BOULDER GUIDED ME TO A PLACE DEEP IN THE FOREST AND.......
THOUGHTS......
how many people are able, willing and have an intention to step into a place that has the essence of rarefied air ?
how many people want to expand themselves into the free flow of the energy vortex, while not being constrained by one particular ideology ?
the freelance seeker carries a larger burden and in turn reaps a larger reward,
when one is not bound by the constraints and parameters, one has to have a solid base, an unbendable resolve and a nagging persistence to push forward.
most times the journey will be a lonely one, but loneliness can either be a boon to the journey or a weight depending on the attitude,
how does one make the decision ?
it is not one decision, but rather a sense of knowingness that one wants to forge ahead, even if there is no realisation of where the direction is.
one has to get to know oneself. on the outside and the inside.
you have to be curious, without accepting the sacred cows in life.
being unreasonable is part of the landscape as breathing , and learning how to use it it is part of that learning curve.
knowing that there is intrinsically a better way of life than the present one is the inspiration,
trying to change around you is close to impossible, that is, if you at first do not accept it and secondly, if you cannot change yourself.
the actioning of what you believe has a rub off and a knock on effect.
the trick is not to get lost in the hype, bur always to stay real and the how to, of all of this is, just to be.
how many people want to expand themselves into the free flow of the energy vortex, while not being constrained by one particular ideology ?
the freelance seeker carries a larger burden and in turn reaps a larger reward,
when one is not bound by the constraints and parameters, one has to have a solid base, an unbendable resolve and a nagging persistence to push forward.
most times the journey will be a lonely one, but loneliness can either be a boon to the journey or a weight depending on the attitude,
how does one make the decision ?
it is not one decision, but rather a sense of knowingness that one wants to forge ahead, even if there is no realisation of where the direction is.
one has to get to know oneself. on the outside and the inside.
you have to be curious, without accepting the sacred cows in life.
being unreasonable is part of the landscape as breathing , and learning how to use it it is part of that learning curve.
knowing that there is intrinsically a better way of life than the present one is the inspiration,
trying to change around you is close to impossible, that is, if you at first do not accept it and secondly, if you cannot change yourself.
the actioning of what you believe has a rub off and a knock on effect.
the trick is not to get lost in the hype, bur always to stay real and the how to, of all of this is, just to be.
choosing a point............
choosing a point, moving with the nebular flow, saving the interference for last, letting the corpuscular masses dictate their willowy revenge,in a prudish and prudent decadence of spirit and extreme wanderlust, not knowing if your teeth were grinding in the night or is it the neighbours playing with their bulldozers, or is it some natural occurrence, a phenomena has occurred and half of the country was swallowed up, while the other half played banjo and danced over a empty hole, that had already been filled, saving their efforts for the celebration of the dead, while drinking tequila and eating worms, while time marched on and left them all to their own devices, as this and that was all part of the master plan of destiny.
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INEVITABLY......
the sky darkens
laden with optimism
when the rivers of family blood
dry to a bleached white
tear drops held suspended
in a nest of dust
in idealism
in hope
a new heart emerges
swathed in the bandages of a forgotten past
a reticence overcome
a returning to
a longing for
o! soil of my past
ashes of my future
liquid of my present
illuminate my being
intrinsic to the inner core
bemuse me
with your exculpation's
cause me the wonderment
in the firmament of languidness
trust the extrapolation of free will
know this joyousness
as the anguished cacophony ceases
desist the shutdown
the blinkering of a vision
feel the quickening a fountainhead at it's zenith
believe
know
soothe the aching heart
as the river runs
it's inevitable course
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laden with optimism
when the rivers of family blood
dry to a bleached white
tear drops held suspended
in a nest of dust
in idealism
in hope
a new heart emerges
swathed in the bandages of a forgotten past
a reticence overcome
a returning to
a longing for
o! soil of my past
ashes of my future
liquid of my present
illuminate my being
intrinsic to the inner core
bemuse me
with your exculpation's
cause me the wonderment
in the firmament of languidness
trust the extrapolation of free will
know this joyousness
as the anguished cacophony ceases
desist the shutdown
the blinkering of a vision
feel the quickening a fountainhead at it's zenith
believe
know
soothe the aching heart
as the river runs
it's inevitable course
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THE SWEETNESS
THE SWEETNESS OF CYCLAMEN FILLS MY HEART
IMAGES FLASH
MY EYES FILL WITH JOY
AND JUBILATION
UN SHADOWED
UNENCUMBERED
FREE REIGN
TRULY REJOICING
IN MY OWN SADNESS
AS IT IS SWEPT FROM THE SHADOWS
DEW DROPS
VAPORISING IN THE SUN
EVAPORATING
LEAVING A CALMNESS
A SERENITY OF BEING
A REFLECTION OF SELF
BECOMES
ONE WITH SELF
IMAGES FLASH
MY EYES FILL WITH JOY
AND JUBILATION
UN SHADOWED
UNENCUMBERED
FREE REIGN
TRULY REJOICING
IN MY OWN SADNESS
AS IT IS SWEPT FROM THE SHADOWS
DEW DROPS
VAPORISING IN THE SUN
EVAPORATING
LEAVING A CALMNESS
A SERENITY OF BEING
A REFLECTION OF SELF
BECOMES
ONE WITH SELF
Friday, September 14, 2007
ABUNDANCE
THE GREATEST THING IN LIFE IS REALISING THAT IT IS NOT SO MUCH WHAT ONE DOES NOT HAVE, AS WHAT ONE DOES HAVE.
TO BE ABLE TO SEE THE ABUNDANCE THAT IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES IS TRULY AMAZING.
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TO BE ABLE TO SEE THE ABUNDANCE THAT IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES IS TRULY AMAZING.
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
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