IN THE ABSENSE OF LIGHT....................

IN THE ABSENSE OF LIGHT, THERE IS DARKNESS, A PERVASIVE OPPRESSION TO THE SENSES,WHEN THE FEAR FACTOR IS HIGH AND THE SELF ESTEEM LOW.

SUCCUMBING TO THE ABSENSE OF LIGHT, EXTERNALLY AND INTERNALLY, IS THE COPING MECHANISM OF THE SENTIENT BEING, TO DELAY THE ONCOMING FREIGHT TRAIN OF UPENDED PAIN, WHICH SEEMS TO COME FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE GUT AND PROPELS ITSELF, TO OVERWHELM ALL THE SENSES AND SENDS ONE INTO PAROXYSMS OF DOUBT AND NEGATIVITY, WHILE IN THE PROCESS THE IMMOBILISATION OF THE HUMAN BEING, SPREADS IT'S TENTACLES TO EVERY ASPECT OF ONE'S LIFE.

BEING PRESENT IN ONE'S LIFE AND NOT BEING A PASSENGER, LEADS ONE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE STIMULUS AND THE EMOTIONAL CONTENT OF ONE'S LIFE.

TO BE PRESENT ALLOWS ONE TO BE THE MATADOR IN THE BULL RING OF ONE'S LIFE.

FACE THE BULL OF DARKNESS IN ONE'S OWN LIFE OR TREMBLE WITH FEAR AND BRING THOSE FEARS TO THE SURFACE, BY MANIFESTING WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN.

THE FIGHT OR FLIGHT MECHANISM COMES TO THE FORE.
WHERE THE MIND IS CONCERNED THERE IS NO FLIGHT.
USING THE ADRENALIN BUILD UP TO TAKE THE OFFENSIVE POSITION, WHERE ONE DECIDES ONCE AND FOR ALL, WHO ONE IS, WHAT ONE IS AND WHERE ONE WOULD LIKE TO BE.

THE BATTLE THAT ONE IS ABOUT TO PURSUE IS A DICHOTOMY.
IT IS NOT A BATTLE OF VIOLENCE---IT IS A BATTLE OF PEACE, TO REGAIN THE WHOLENESS.
TO BE ABLE TO SOLIDIFY ONE'S INTENTIONS AND TAKE THE STEPS ONE BY ONE.

NOT ALL WILL WORK OUT THE WAY THAT YOU THOUGHT OR INTENDED.

BEING IN THE PRESENT IS AN AID TO BE ABLE TO ASSESS THE SITUATION AS IT UNFOLDS.
SOMETIMES A VERY SMALL STEP FORWARD, COULD BE THE TURNING POINT AND THE STEPPING STONE.
WITHOUT ATTEMPTING TO TAKE THAT STEP AND OVERTHINKING THE POSSIBLE RESULTS OF THE ACTION, WILL LET ONE SLIDE INTO A STATE OF OBLIVION.

FOR SOME IT IS THE COMFORTABILITY OF KNOWING THAT IT IS BETTER THE ONE THAT ONE KNOWS AND NOT ANYTHING ELSE.

ONE'S REACTION TO ONE'S LIFE, SHOULD NEVER BE TAKEN LIGHTLY.
THE RESPONSE SHOULD BE AS IF ONE WERE IN AN EARTHQUAKE OR IN A SPREADING FIRE.
THAT IS OF COURSE WITHOUT THE PANIC.

THE FLUTTERING THAT ONE FEELS IN A SITUATION IS THE DOUBT AND FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN CREEPING IN.

IF THERE IS FOCUS AND NO INTENTION, THEN THE FEELING WILL TAKE OVER.
THIS LEADS TO NOT BEING ABLE TO MAKE THE CORRECT CHOICE OR NOT MAKING ANY CHOICE AT ALL.

ACCEPTANCE OF THE FEELING, AN EMOTION AND AN ENERGY, IS HAVING CONVINCED ONESELF THAT THE 'REALITY' OF WHAT IS BEING EXPERIENCED IS THE ONLY TRUTH AND THAT THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.
THIS IS A CLASSIC STIMULUS AND RESPONSE.

THE QUESTION IS, HOW DOES ONE BREAK THE CYCLE AND WHERE DOES ONE GO FROM THERE.

WHERE THE EMOTIONS ARE CONCERNED NOTHING IS QUITE SO SIMPLE OR CLEAR CUT, UNLESS ONE ENDEAVOURS TO MAKE THE CHOICE OF WORKING TOWARDS SIMPLICITY.

THE HAMSTER WHEEL IS THE MOST INVITING CHOICE.
CARRY ON IF NOTHING HAS HAPPENED AND AS THE WHEEL TURNS, SO DO YOU, OR DO YOU?

THE TEST THAT YOU HAVE REALLY ACHIEVED SOMETHING WITH ONE'S EMOTIONS ARE:
HAS THE SITUATION CHANGED?
HAS THE STIMULUS BEEN RESOLVED ?
HOW DO YOU ACTUALLY FEEL ?
HAS MY PERSPECTIVE CHANGED ?
HAVE MY THOUGHTS CHANGED ?
HAS MY REALITY CHANGED ?
WHEN CONFRONTING A SITUATION, WHAT IS MY GUT REACTION ?
IS THERE STILL THE NERVOUSNESS ?
DID I MAKE ANY COMMITMENT ?
DID I FOLLOW THROUGH ?
DID I IMPLEMENT ANYTHING NEW ?
IS THERE A DIFFERENCE IN THE WAY I FELT AND LOOKED AT THINGS AND HOW I FEEEL NOW AND LOOK AT THINGS ?
DID I MOVE ANYWHERE OUTSIDE MY COMFORT ZONE ?
DO I STILL LABEL MYSELF AS.....?
DO OTHERS STILL LABEL ME AS......?
ARE YOUR OLDEST FRIENDS AND FAMILY STILL SEEING YOU AS THE SAME ?
HAS MY ATTITUDE CHANGED ANYTHING ANYTHING IN MY LIFE ?
DO I FEEL GUILT OR REMORSE ABOUT ANY PREVIOUS OR CURRENT ACTIONS ?HAVE I MADE AMENDS FOR ANYTHING THAT I HAVE FELT GUILTY OR REMORSEFUL ABOUT ?
DO I BELIEVE IN MYSELF ?
DO I LOVE MYSELF WITHOUT THE VANITY ?
HAVE I BEEN ABLE TO TOUCH SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME ? (FIGURATIVELY)
HAVE I RESOLVED THE CAUSAL ENERGY OF THE ISSUES ?


IF ONE IS WILLING TO START ON THIS AND HAS ACCOMPLISHED SOME OR MOST, THEN ONE IS WELL ON THE WAY TO REGAINING WHAT ONE ONCE HAD.

FROM THE DARKNESS TO THE LIGHT----ALWAYS!

words and their meanings.........a personal interpretation.........part 3

IMMOBILITY:
A PROLONGED MOMENT IN BETWEEN MANY BREATHS SUSTAINED BY FEAR.

BAD FEAR:
A MINDSET ,GENERATED BY THE INABILITY TO COME TO TERMS WITH WHO ONE IS AND THE PERCEPTION AND CONCENTRATION ON WHAT IS NOT AND NOT WHAT IS.

GOOD FEAR:
THE DRIVING FORCE BEHIND ONE'S SURVIVAL.

EXPANSION:
THE ABILITY TO GO BEYOND WHAT IS AND KEEP ON GOING.

SELF MOTIVATION:
THE ABILITY TO EXPAND BEYOND THE CONSCIOUS PARAMETERS, AT THAT MOMENT IN TIME.

PARADIGM SHIFT:
THE ABILITY TO MOVE BEYOND A SINGULAR MYOPIC POINT OF VIEW AND THE INCORPORATION AND THE ASSIMILATION OF A NUMBER OF OTHER FACETS.

SUSTAINABILITY:
THE HOW TO OF REMAINING AWARE TO EXPAND EVEN MORE.

REPROGRAMMING:
THE ABILITY TO BE ABLE TO TRANSCEND, WHO ONE IS AT ANY GIVEN TIME AND TO DISCOVER THE TRUE AUTHENTIC SELF.

COMMITMENT:
THE ENERGY AND THE INTENTION TO SUSTAIN THE JOURNEY.

OLD AGE:
THE ACCUMULATION OF KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE INTO WISDOM AND KNOWINGNESS.

DEATH:
THE TIME TO SAY...AU REVOIR AND RETURN TO THE UNIVERSAL ENERGY.

PAIN:
A REMINDER THAT YOU ARE STILL ALIVE.

JOYOUSNESS:
THE FEELING OF BEING CONNECTED TO THE WHOLE.

LAUGHTER:
THE RELEASE VALVE OF THE SENTIENT BEING.

MOCKERY:
THE ABILITY TO SHIFT ATTENTION FROM ONE'S OWN SHORTCOMINGS.

MANIPULATION:
THE ABILITY TO COERCE AND BEND FOR ONE'S OWN BENEFIT.

EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE:
THE ABILITY TO SEE BEYOND THE ILLUSIONS OF WHAT IS.

CAREER:
THE SLOTTING INTO SOMETHING WHICH IS SOMETIMES PERCEIVED AS A STRENGTH.

INTEREST/HOBBY:
THE EMBRACE OF SOMETHING WHICH IS CLOSE TO THE HEART.

FLEXIBILITY:
THE ABILITY TO MOVE ONESELF FROM ONE POINT TO ANOTHER, WITHOUT INCURRING EMOTIONAL BACKLASH.

STAGNATION:
THE PLACE ONE FINDS ONESELF IN WHEN THE FEAR RULES.

MEMORY:
THE RECEPTACLE OF EVENTS AND INFORMATION IN ONE'S LIFE.

SELECTIVE MEMORIES:
THE CHOICE ONE MAKES IN REMEMBERING.

TARPIT MEMORY:
THE IMAGES AND INFO FORCEFULLY RELEGATED TO THE DEPTHS OF THE PSYCHE.

OBLIVIOUS MEMORY:
AN EVENT.....AN IMAGE....A PIECE OF INFORMATION THAT PASSES THROUGH WITHOUT MAKING THE SLIGHTEST IMPRESSION.

DEGENERATIVE MEMORY:
LOST THROUGH THE RAVAGES OF TIME AND DISEASE.

ILLUMINATED MEMORY:
THOSE FORMING THE ESSENCE OF THE INNER CORE OF ONE'S BEING.


PROBABILITIES:
OPPORTUNITIES ENGAGED, WHERE THE LIKELIHOOD OF A SUCCESSFUL OUTCOME ARE HIGH.

VICTIM:
THE ACCEPTANCE OF ONLY ONE OUTCOME.

CIRCUMSTANCE:
THE PLAYING OUT OF EVENTS.

STRATEGY:
THE ABILITY TO MOLD AND PREDICT EVENTS.

IMPLEMENTATION:
THE UTILISATION OF THE CORRECT FOCUS, INTENTION AND ENERGY.

RETENTION:
THE ACCUMULATION OF NEGATIVE EMOTIONAL CHOICES AND OUTCOMES.

INNOCENCE:
THE QUALITY WHICH IS EITHER LOST ,
STOLEN OR RIPPED AWAY.

MATURITY:
THE ABILITY TO FIT IN AND SETTLE INTO THE "NORM" OF SOCIETY.
BROKEN WING SYNDROME:
THE ASSUMPTION THAT IF SOMETHING IS BROKEN, IT HAS TO BE FIXED IN A CERTAIN WAY.

DAMAGED GOODS:
THE LABLE APPLIED TO PEOPLE, WHO IN THEIR OPINIONS, HAVE NEVER RECOVERED FROM EMOTIONAL HURT.

SCARRING:
THE LAYERS OF EMOTIONS THAT WERE NEVER DEALT WITH.

IMPASSE:
THE INCONCLUSIVE RESULT OCCURRING DURING A CONTEST OF WILLS.

CRITICAL MASS:
THE POINT AT WHICH ALL THE PIECES IN ONE'S LIFE JOIN TOGETHER AS ONE.

PERSONALITY GORMANDISER:
A PERSON THAT RELISHES THE DESTRUCTION OF OTHERS WEAKER, IN THEIR OPINION, THAN THEMSELVES.

WILD WEST SYNDROME:
DOING WHAT ONE WISHES WITHOUT CONSEQUENCE.

GUNSLINGER SYNDROME:
COVERING UP THE INSECURITIES, BY TRYING TO BE THE BEST AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS.

ZEITGEIST INNOVATOR:
A MAKER OF NEW TRENDS!

ZEITGEIST EMULATOR:
A FOLLOWER OF NEW TRENDS.

EXPANSION:
THE ABILITY TO PUSH BEYOND THE LIMITS OF WHAT ONE THOUGHT ONE WAS CAPABLE OF.

ESSENCE:
THE AUTHENTIC YOU.

PERSONAL MOTIVATION:
THE WILLINGNESS TO PUSH THE ENVELOPE AND EXPAND

PURPOSE:
THE REALISATION BEYOND THE ILLUSION OF WHERE ONE IS MOVING AND WHY.

THE GOAT............

 

THE LAST RAYS....................

AS THE LAST RAYS OF A PERFECT SUNSHINE SINK BENEATH THE HORIZON, THE ENVELOPING DARKNESS STARTS TO REGURGITATE THE EMOTIONS HELD AT BAY, AND NOW RESURFACING, TO PLAY ULTIMATE HAVOC IN A NEVER ENDING CYCLE, OF HIDE AND SEEK, WHERE THE REWARDS OF OBLIVIOUSNESS, ARE CONTENTMENT AND THE PUNISHMENT VENTED BY THE DARKNESS, IS PURE FEAR, WHICH HAS NO RATIONALITY, AS MUCH AS THE MIND DENIES IT'S EXISTENCE IN THE DAYLIGHT WAKING HOURS,SO DOES THE DARKNESS, DEMAND WIDE EYES AND WHITENED KNUCKLES, WAITING FOR THE EVENTUALITY OF GODOT, WITH GROUNDHOG DAY RUNNING A PERPETUAL CLOSE SECOND, NEVER EVER SEEING THE TRUE LIGHT, BUT ALWAYS EXPERIENCING THE LENGTH OF HORRIFIC DARKNESS, UNTIL, THERE IS A PARADIGM SHIFT AND THE NIGHTMARE CAN END, TO REVEAL, THAT IT EXISTED IN THE PERCEPTION OF THE BRAIN FUELED BY THE FIRES OF PROGRAMMING, WHICH ACCEPTED ALL IN IT'S PATH, AS THE TRUTH, WITHOUT VERIFYING, WHAT THE TRUTH MEANT TO SELF.

words and their meanings.........a personal interpretation..part 2

INTENTION:
THE FRAMEWORK FOR WHAT YOU WANT TO ACHIEVE.

PAYBACK:
ACTIONS THAT ARE PROMULGATED IN A SELFISH MANNER, RATHER THAN A SELFLESS MANNER, WHICH BENEFIT YOU AND YOU ALONE.

GENEROSITY:
THE ABILITY TO GIVE, FOREMOSTLY OF ONESELF, IN ALL ASPECTS OF ONE'S LIFE.

COMMUNICATION:
THE ABILITY TO TALK TO ALL WITHOUT BEING AFRAID.

DUALITY:
THE ABILITY TO WALK TWO PATHS AT THE SAME TIME UNTIL THE PATHS MERGE INTO ONE.

QUICKENING:
THE STATE OF BEING, WHERE WHAT ONE HAS SOWED, ONE STARTS TO REAP AND THE UNIVERSAL TRUTH STARTS TO BECOME EVIDENT IN ONE'S LIFE.

GENTLENESS:
LEARNING HOW TO BE GENTLE WITH OTHERS, BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY LEARNING HOW TO INCALCATE IT INTO ONE'S OWN PERSONA.

EMOTIONAL REACTIVENESS:
LEARNING HOW NOT TO REACT ONLY ON THIS LEVEL, BUT TO RAISE THE GAME AND SEE ALL PERSPECTIVES.

EMOTIONAL RETENTIVENESS:
HOLDING ONTO ALL ONE'S EMOTIONALITY AND NOT DEALING WITH THE ISSUES.

QUANTUM LEAP:
JUMPING TO THE NEXT LEVEL OF EXPANSION, EFFORTLESSLY.

QUANTUM VISCOSITY:
TRYING TO MAKE THE LEAP WITHOUT , WITHOUT GOING THROUGH THE PROCESS, GETTING BOGGED DOWN AND GIVING UP.

OBLIVIOUSNESS:
CHOOSING A VERY NARROW PATH OF UNDERSTANDING.

INTEGRITY:
THE PROJECTION OF THE INNER CORE TRUTH ONTO THE OUTER CORE AND BEYOND.

INNER CORE:
THE ESSENCE OF WHO ONE TRULY IS.

OUTER CORE:
THE MANIFESTATION OF WHO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE, CONSCIOUSLY, SUBCONSCIOUSLY AND UNCONSCIOUSLY.

ASSIMILATION:
THE ART OF COLLECTION AND INTEGRATION OF THAT WHICH WAS NOT PREVIOUSLY THERE, UNTIL THE MOMENT OF CLARITY.

MOMENT OF CLARITY:
A STATE OF HAVING AN EXPANSIVE EPIPHANY OF THE MIND, LOSING THE DUALITY AND DISCOVERING THAT EVERYTHING THAT ONE WAS SEEKING, WAS ALREADY PRESENT.

INHALATION & EXHALATION :
THE MOST FUNDAMENTAL DISREGARDED PROCESS OF EXISTENCE.

JOURNEY:
THE AMASSING OF ALL THE PARTS TO ENHANCE THE WHOLE.

BLOCKAGE:
THE INABILITY TO DEFUSE THE EMOTIONAL CONTENTS OF AN EVENT.

AN EVENT:
A HAPPENING ,AN INCIDENT, AN OCCURENCE WHICH RELIES ON THE PERCEPTION AND LAYERING OF EMOTIONAL ENERGY OF AN INDIVIDUAL/ INDIVIDUALS.

LAYERING:
THE ACCUMULATION OF THE EMOTIONAL CONTENTS OF THE EVENTS IN ONE'S LIFE WITHOUT RESOLUTION.

RESOLUTION:
THE ABILITY TO COME TO TERMS WITH THE EMOTIONAL CONTENT OF AN EVENT.

EMOTIONAL COURAGE:
THE ABILITY TO GO PAST THE ILLUSION OF WHAT IS AND DISCOVER THE TRUTH.

ANDROGENY: THE ABILITY TO COME TO TERMS WITH ALL ASPECTS OF ONE'S BEING.

REGRETS:
NONE

THE HOUNDSTOOTH HANDS...TRIPTYCH

 
 
 

words and their meanings--a personal interpretation.....

PATIENCE:
THE ABILITY TO WAIT OUT THINGS UNTIL THE WHEEL TURNS FULL CIRCLE.
WHAT YOU SOW, YOU REAP.

VOCABULARY:
THE WORDS THAT FLOAT THROUGH ONE'S HEAD AND THE THOUGHTS THEY LEAD TO.
IF YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT, THEN MORE SO, YOU ARE WHAT YOU THINK.

ENERGY:
THE KIND OF ENERGY THAT YOU WANT TO PUT OUT IS THE ONE THAT IS HELD TOGETHER WITH A POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE FRAMEWORK OF WORDS.

PERCEPTION:
IT IS NOT ONLY WHAT YOU THINK THAT YOU SEE---THE MORE YOU OPEN UP, THE MORE FACETS OF PERCEPTION, YOU ALLOW YOURSELF THE CHOICE OF SEEING.

SURRENDERING:
IN THE OPENING UP THEIR IS THE TEARING DOWN OF THE BARRIERS---SELF ERECTED IN THE MIND.

EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE:
LOSING THE RETENTIVE ENERGY THAT YOU HAVE BEEN HOARDING AROUND WITH YOU LEADS TO BETTER CHOICES.

CHOICES:
ONE IS NEVER SHORT OF CHOICES--IT IS IN THE PERCEPTION.
ONE CANNOT CHANGE AN EVENT, BUT YOU CAN CHOSE HOW TO SEE IT.

WILLINGNESS:
WITH A CLARITY OF PERCEPTION AND CHOICE, THERE HAS TO BE A WILLINGNESS FOR CHANGE.

COURAGE:
THE ABILITY TO DROP THE FACADES THAT HAVE BEEN SELF IMPOSED SINCE VERY YOUNG AND MAKE THE DECISION WHO YOU WANT TO BE.

ATTACHMENTS:
THESE ARE ONLY THE ONE'S THAT YOU CHOSE FIGURATIVELY AND LITERALLY.

EMPOWERMENT:
THIS IS NOT A DISPOSABLE COMMODITY IN A CONSUMER SOCIETY--IT IS THE GUTS TO FIND OUT, THAT ALL IS WITHIN YOU AND DOES NOT RESIDE EXTERNALLY.

RESPONSIBILITY:
TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR CHOICES, WITHOUT GUILT AND REMORSE.

GUILT:
A WASTED ENERGY---FRUITLESS AND FUTILE.

EGO:
AN ILLUSION OF ONE'S OWN MAKING, WHICH TRIES TO PROTECT, BUT ENDS UP FOCUSSING ON VERY LITTLE BUT SELF.

ILLUSION:
WHAT ONE BELIEVES TO BE TRUE.

SELFLESSNESS:
THE ABILITY TO PUT OTHERS BEFORE ONESELF.

WHOLENESS:
REGAINING ONE'S RIGHTFUL PLACE AS A HUMAN BEING.

ONENESS:
THE ABILTY TO LEAVE THE MAN MADE BARRIERS BEHIND AND SEE THE CONNECTIONS.

KNOWINGNESS:
THE ABILITY TO TRANSCEND A BELIEF INTO A UNIVERSAL TRUTH.
TRUTH:
THAT WHICH HAS NO PARAMETERS, NO NARROW DEFINITIONS.
IT IS BECAUSE IT IS.


OBLIGATIONS:
WHAT IS PRESENT TO BE ABLE TO FULFILL ONE'S LIFE/ DESTINY

DESTINY:
TO BE EVERYTHING THAT ONE IS ABLE TO BE WITH FREE CHOICE.

FREE CHOICE:
THE ABILITY TO CHOOSE THE DIRECTION AT ANY CROSSROADS IN ONE'S LIFE WORKING WITH THE FLOW OF UNIVERSAL ENERGY.

ANGER:
THE FRUSTRATION AT NOT KNOWING SELF.

HONESTY:
THE ABILITY OF THE REALISATION THAT IT BEGINS WITH SELF.


REALISATION:
THE MOMENT OF SELF ACTUALISATION.


HUMOUR:
THE ABILITY TO BE ABLE TO LAUGH AT ONE SELF FIRST AND EVERYTHING ELSE LATER.

TO BE CONTINUED......

sunrise--looking out

 
A NEW DAY DAWNS
FILLED WITH PROMISE

IN THE SHADOWS OF DARKNESS.....

 

IN THE SHADOWS OF DARKNESS
THROUGH THE PAIN
THROUGH THE FEAR
WITH BOLDNESS
WITH INTEGRITY
WITH TENACITY
WITH COURAGE
WITH HONOUR
LIES THE REFLECTION OF LIGHT
AND
THE WHOLENESS THAT YOU SEEK

TAKE THE FIRST STEP
RECLAIM YOUR HERITAGE
YOUR BIRTHRIGHT

ASPECTS OF THE JOURNEY...........

THERE ARE THE ASPECTS OF GOOD GOVERNANCE IN COUNTRIES AND IN BUSINESS.
WHAT ABOUT THESE ASPECTS IN ONE’S PERSONAL LIFE.?
WHERE IS THE EMPHASIS PLACED IN GROWING UP AND HOW TO SURVIVE EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY?
DOES IT BECOME A SITUATION WHERE ONE HAS SOME KIND OF POT LUCK IN MAKING IT THROUGH THE TEENS AND THEN THE TWENTIES AND THIRTIES.
HOW FIXED ON A POINT ARE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU?
ARE YOU ABLE TO MOVE THE POINT OF ASSEMBLAGE? ---ARRIVING AT A POINT IN ONE’S LIFE, WHERE THE THOUGHT ARE:-----" THIS IS IT ."
DOES ONE ACCEPT IT.
THERE ARE MANY WHO WOULD.
IT WOULD BE LIKE A WHOLE VILLAGE OR CITY WHERE THE IDEAL IS TO BE PRESENT EVERY SINGLE MORNING AND EVENING IN THE MOST AMAZING, INSPIRING BUILDING IN THE CENTRE OF THIS COMMUNITY.
EVERYONE WOULD DREAM AND WORK TOWARDS IT.
FOR SOME IT WOULD BE EASY---THEY WOULD GET IN WITHOUT DOING MUCH OF ANYTHING.
OTHERS WOULD TAKE YEARS OF HARD WORK AND PERSEVERANCE AND THEN OTHERS STILL, WOULD NOT MAKE IT.
THERE WOULD BE SOME WHO WOULD NOT EVEN TRY AND THEY WOULD WALK ON BY AND LIVE THEIR LIVES BY ANOTHER MEASURE.
WHO ARE THE LUCKY ONES?
IT WOULD DEPEND ON THE PERCEPTION AND HOW FAR AND MUCH, ONE HAD DEVELOPED ONE’S INDIVIDUAL THOUGHT PROCESSES.
THE ONE’S THAT ATTAINED ACCESS TO THIS BUILDING AND WERE RELIGIOUSLY THERE, EVERY MORNING AND EVENING---DID THEY MAKE IT? ----ARE THEY BETTER OFF AND LUCKIER THAN ALL THE OTHERS?
AGAIN IT DEPENDS ON PERCEPTIONS AND WHAT ONE IS PREPARED TO ACCEPT FOR ONESELF.
WHAT IS THE TRUTH?
IS IT THE INDIVIDUAL’S TRUTH?
IS IT THE COMMUNITY’S TRUTH?
IS IT A TRUTH THAT WAS THERE, SO IT MUST BE THE TRUTH?
IS IT A UNIVERSAL TRUTH?
A TRUTH THAT THAT DOES NOT PRESENT ANY POINT OF VIEW, BIAS OR FAVOUR ANY PARTICULAR GROUP OR INDIVIDUAL ACTION.
IT IS, BECAUSE IT IS.
WHERE DOES YOUR OWN INDIVIDUAL TRUTH LIE?
HOW FAR ARE YOU WILLING TO PUSH THE ENVELOPE AND DISTURB YOUR PRESENT PEALITY AND TRUTH TO DISCOVER AN AUTHENTIC AND UNIVERSAL TRUTH?
IS THERE A WILLINGNESS TO FIND OUT THAT YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN WRONG OR MAYBE A FEW DEGREES OFF.
IS THERE THE CURIOSITY TO DISCOVER SOMETHING NEW, OTHER THAN THAT WHICH HAS BEEN PROGRAMMED INTO YOU SINCE BIRTH.
IS THERE THE COURAGE TO PROCEED WITH A PROCESS, ONE OF MANY, THAT WOULD ULTIMATELY CHANGE YOUR LIFE?
HOW FAR ARE YOU WILLING TO FALL ON THE SWORD OF YOUR OWN MAKING AND PERHAPS TAKE ULTIMATE RESPONSIBILITY?
IF YOU PERHAPS THINK THAT YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN IN YOUR PRESENT STATE OF MIND, THEN WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE.
HOW MUCH OF THE EMOTIONAL ENERGY OF THE PAST ARE YOU HOLDING ONTO?
WHAT IS YOUR PAYBACK FOR NOT LETTING GO?
WHAT KEEPS YOU IMMOBOLISED AND ON A SELF PERPETUATING TRACK?
IS THERE ANY OF THE CHILDLIKE ENTHUSIASM THAT YOU ONCE HAD?
WHAT STEPS ARE YOU PREPARED TO TAKE TO CHANGE THE STATUS QUO /
ARE YOU WILLING TO ADMIT THE TRUTH OF THE SITUATION TO YOURSELF?
WHEN YOU ARE FACED WITH THE CROSSROADS, ARE YOU ABLE TO DISCERN THAT YOU HAVE ALL THE CHOICES IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND.
THE CHOICE IS NOT TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE THE STIMULUS/ EVENT, BUT IT IS HOW ONE PERCEIVES THE EVENT AND WHAT SORT OF EMOTIONAL ENERGY ARE YOU WILLING TO INVEST IN THIS EVENT AND FOR HOW LONG.
THERE IS MUCH MORE THAT IS UNSEEN THAN IS SEEN.
IT IS AN OBLIGATION TO MOVE THAT LINE AND EXTENDS ONESELF, TO BE ABLE TO DISCOVER THE POTENTIAL AND THE GIFTS THAT LIE JUST BENEATH THE SURFACE.
BUT FIRST ONE HAS TO BE ABLE TO REPROGRAM ONESELF AND NOT RESPOND TO THE CONDITIONING OF THE PAST.
WE ALL HAVE THE WHERE WITHALL TO BE ABLE TO EXTEND OURSELVES.
IN WHAT DIRECTION IS A CHOICE AND A MATTER OF FREE WILL?
WHAT MAKES EXERCISING OF ONE’S FREE WILL AND CHOICE, SUCH A DIFFICULT ENDEAVOUR?
BACK TO THE CONDITIONING AND BEING TOLD WHAT IS IMPORTANT IN ONE’S LIFE WHEN ONE WAS YOUNGER.
COMMERCIAL INTERESTS OUTWEIGH THE DEVELOPMENT AT CERTAIN LEVELS.
WE ARE TOLD HOW SOCIETY WANTS US TO CONFORM AND TO FIT INTO THE NORMS AND EVEN IF ONE REBELS, THEY ARE STILL FOLLOWERS OF COMMERCIALISM.
THIS IS OF COURSE IN THE WEST.
IN THE EAST THE APPROACH IS TO ACCEPT ONE’S FATE FOR WHAT IT IS OR FOLLOW AN IDEOLOGY BLINDLY.
TO BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH IS GOOD.
TO FOLLOW ANYTHING IN THE NARROW PARAMETERS OF SOMEONE ELSES PERCEPTIONS WITHOUT SEEING THE WHOLE IS JUST AS DAMAGING.
HOW DOES ONE WALK A MIDDLE ROAD WITHOUT INFLATING ONE’S OWN BELIEFS AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS?
IT IS A QUESTION OF HOW DOES ONE BE AN INDIVIDUAL AND AT THE SAME TIME, BE IN HARMONY WITH OTHERS, NO MATTER ON THEIR GROUPINGS OR AFFILIATIONS.
WHEN ONE CAN STEP UP TO THE PLATE OF SEEING AND INCORPORATE THE UNIVERSAL VALUES AND BEING IN A STATE OF KNOWINGNESS, THEN ONE HAS TRULY WALKED A LONG AND ARDUOUS PATH TO FIND THE ULTIMATE REWARDS DWELLING IN A SPIRITUAL SPHERE OF EVOLVEMENT.
TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN TWO WORLD OF REALITY, UNTIL ONE IS ABLE TO ASSIMILATE ALL INTO ONE’S BEING, DISCOVERING THE ESSENCE OF SELF AND TRANSCENDING THE PERCEIVED REALITY.
IN THE PROCESS, THE MISTS OF MISCONCEPTION DISSIPATE, AS THE VEILS OF A LAYERED PERCEPTION ARE RAISED IN THE DISCOVERY OF SELF AND ALL AROUND ONE.
THIS IS WHERE THE HOPE AND THE FAITH LIES.
IN THE ESSENCE OF MANKIND LIES THE ANSWERS TO ALL.
THIS PROCESS DOES NOT COME FROM GOVERNMENTS, LEADERS, POLITICAL, RELIGIOUS OR OTHERWISE----IT IS AN ORGANIC INDIVIDUAL PROCESS, WHICH WHEN WORKED ON BY THE MANY, WOULD HAVE A PROFOUND EFFECT ON LIFE AS WE KNOW IT.
EACH INDIVIDUAL HAS THE POWER TO MOVE THE PROCESS FOR THEM AND FOR THE REST OF HUMANITY.
UNTIL WE REACH A BIFURCATION POINT, WHEN ALL IS POSSIBLE AND WILL CHANGE, WE MUST ENDEAVOUR TO KEEP ON TREADING OUR OWN PATHS OF SELF DISCOVERY AND ENLIGHTENMENT, TO EMPOWER OURSELVES AND THEN THE REST WILL FOLLOW.

SET THE INTENTION, SHIFT THE MIND AND THE RESULTS WILL FOLLOW.

THE HAND OF THE FOOTFALL.......

 

IF YOU WERE TO EXAMINE YOUR PATH:
ARE THE FOOTFALLS WELL WORN ?
ARE YOU ATTEMPTING
TO BREAK NEW GROUND
AND
FIND VIRGIN TERRITORY?

THE HAND OF THE HAND...........

 

THE PERSISTANCE IN THE MEMORY........

WHAT IS IT THAT PERSISTS IN THE MEMORIES?
THE WANTED.....
THE UNWANTED....
WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO FORGET? DO AWAY WITH!....MAKE IT DISAPPEAR!....
BURNED INTO THE MEMORY CELLS !....

REMEMBERING THE EVENT AND THEN THE EMOTIONAL ENERGY COMES FLOODING THROUGH.

THERE ARE ALWAYS THE LOOKS----THE GAZES---THE STARES--WHERE THE OTHER PARTY JUMPS TO A CONCLUSION ABOUT WHAT IT ALL MEANS.

CONSIDERING THE LAW OF AVERAGES, THERE ARE NOT MANY AROUND WHO HAVE EXPANDED ON THEIR TELEPATHIC AND CRYSTAL BALL AND MIND READING ABILITIES.
THE STATEMENT THAT THEY OFFER ABOUT A LOOK HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH IT, BUT PRESENTS AN OPPORTUNITY TO SEE INSIDE THE PSYCHE OF THE PERSON THAT IS PROFFERING THE COMMENT.

OFFERING REACTIVE COMMENT OVER THE VERACITY OF THE STATEMENT IS TREATING IT AT FACE VALUE, UNLESS OF COUSE THERE IS SOME HUMOUR ATTACHED.

TO BE ABLE TO LISTEN UNREACTIVELY OPENS THE PATHWAYS TO WISDOM.

EVEN THE MOST CLOSED INDIVIDUAL OFFERS CLUES TO THE INNER WORKINGS OF THEIR PSYCHE AND THE TURMOIL, INSECURITY AND FEARS THAT MIGHT BE UNDER THE SURFACE---ALBEIT UNCONSCIOUSLY.

DISCOVERING THE ESSENCE OF SELF LEADS TO THE DISCOVERY OF THE HIDDEN ESSENCE OF OTHERS.

WHAT ARE ALL THE STICKING POINTS, THE GATES THAT WITHHOLD THE TRUE AUTHENTIC SELF?

CATCHING A FISH FOR SPORT AND RETURNING IT BACK TO THE SEA, IS EASY FOR THE PERSON THAT HAS DEVELOPED A PASSION FOR THIS AND THE ACTION OF REMOVING THE HOOK IS DONE IN A FLUID, WELL REHEARSED MOVEMENT.

EMOTIONAL BARBS ARE AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT EVENT.
WE HAVE MADE THE CHOICE, CONSCIOUSLY OR MOSTLY UNCONSCIOUSLY ABOUT HOW LARGE THE BARB IS TO BE!
WE HAVE NO PRACTICE AT REMOVING THE BARB.
IT SEEMS TO US, TO BE THIS EXTERNAL EVENT, THAT IS FORCED UPON US, TO CREATE SOME KIND OF MISERY OR ELSE WE JUST ACCEPT IT AS A PART OF LIFE AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT.

TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS---THAT IS MAYBE, IF ONE CHOOSES TO LET IT.
IT IS A CONSCIOUS DECISION, NOT ON THE OCCURENCE OR THE EVENT AND WHY IT HAPPENED, BUT HOW MUCH EMOTIONAL ENERGY ARE WE GOING TO INVEST IN THIS EVENT AND FOR HOW LONG.

IT IS NOT THAT YOU CAN OVERCOME THE EVENT OR CHANGE IT.
IT HAS HAPPENED FOR A REASON.
WHEN THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ESSENCE OF SELF IS SUPREME, ONE CAN WORK THROUGH THE EMOTIONAL ENERGY AND THEN DISCARD IT.

TO BE HUMAN, IS TO BE ABLE TO FEEL THE PAIN.
TO BE ABLE TO ASSIMILATE THE LESSONS THAT IT OFFERS, TAKES COURAGE PERSISTANCE AND PASSION.

A FISHERMAN IS NOT BORN EXCELLENT----IT IS A PROCESS.

LIFE HAS TO BE LIKE THE FISHERMAN.
THE MORE ONE PRACTICES ON HOW TO UNRAVEL THE EMOTIONAL MYSTERIES, THE FASTER AND BETTER ONE BECOMES AT DOING IT.

A CONSCIOUS DECISION AND INTENTION IS REQUIRED TO PUSH THE BOUNDARIES OF A KNOWN REALITY, TO THE OUTER LIMITS AND BEYOND OF THE MAGNIFICENCE, WHICH EXISTS, WHEN ONE SURRENDERS AND IS TAKEN UP IN THE UNIVERSAL FLOW AND ENERGY OF LIFE.

FROM THE DARKNESS OF THE FOETAL DEPTHS OF THE WOMB, TO OSTENSIBLY, THE LIGHT WHICH IS ILLUSORY IN IT'S FLICKERING.

IN THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE ILLUSION OF LIGHT REALITY COMES THE BATHING IN AND PEACE OF THE UNIVERSAL LIGHT.

FROM A POINT OF DEPARTURE TO A POINT OF ARRIVAL AND BACK AGAIN!

THE IMPRINT OF NATURE HAND

 
IN THE DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT
IN THE LIGHTNESS OF MY DREAMS
I SHED THE SKINS OF WHO I WAS
I EMBRACE THE SKIN OF WHO I AM

GRATITUDE AND BEING ONE.......

THERE ARE ALWAYS THE MANY THINGS TO BE GRATEFUL FOR IN ONE'S LIFE.
TO SHOW GRATITUDE IS TO BE GRACED WITH THE MOMENTUM OF UNIVERSAL ENERGY.
WHEN YOUR EYE'S ARE TRULY OPEN, THE STIMULUS IS ASSIMILATED INTO THE BALANCED OPPORTUNITIES , THAT ARE AVAILABLE.

THERE ARE MANY CLUBS AND ORGANISATIONS AND SUCH LIKE, BUT BEING A CONSCIOUS PART OF THE GRID AND THE NETWORK, ALLOWS ONE TO TAP INTO THE SOURCE.

WHAT IS THE SOURCE?
WHAT DOES ONE HAVE TO DO OR BE TO JOIN ?

THERE ARE NO FEES.
THE ONLY PREREQUISITE IS THAT ONE MOVE FROM UNCONSCIOUSNESS INTO CONSCIOUSNESS.
ONE HAS TO BE PREPARED, BE INTUITIVE, HAVE COURAGE AND RELEARN HOW TO BE YOUR TRUE AUTHENTIC SELF.
TO HAVE A STRONG INTENTION AND A WILLINGNESS TO BE ENTHUSIASTIC AND ALMOST CHILDLIKE.

WHAT IS BEING SOUGHT IS HOW TO FILL THE EMPTINESS THAT RESIDES IN EACH INDIVIDUAL, WHETHER IT IS REALISED OR NOT.
SOME ARE NOT ABLE TO RECOGNISE WHAT IT IS AND CHOOSE TO LIVE SOLEY ,BY THE PLEASURES OF THE FLESH.
SOME HAVE NO INCLINATION TO PUSH THE BOUNDARIES OF THEIR OWN SPIRITUALITY AND JUSTIFY THEIR OWN METHODS OF EXTRACTING PLEASURE THROUGH THE HOLLOW PLATITUDES OF THE DOUBLE SPEAK.

WHEN ONE IS ABLE TO TAP INTO THE UNIVERSAL POWER GRID, IT DENIES ALL POINTS OF VIEW AND ARGUMENT.
IT STANDS ALL POWERFUL BEYOND THE REALMS OF BELIEF.
THERE IS NO NEED TO DEFEND WHAT IS.

WHEN ONE FINDS THAT SPACE OF KNOWINGNESS, THEN THE DETRACTORS DROP LIKE FLIES.
THE ENERGY OF LIKE ATTRACTS LIKE.

THERE ARE ALWAYS THE TIMES WHEN THE SENSES OF SELF GET LOST IN THE ABYSS OF DARKNESS.

IT MAY BE THAT THE DARKNESS RELIES ON THE PERCEPTION OF REALITY.
IF ONE BELIEVES IN SOMETHING SO STRONGLY, THEN IT SURELY WILL MANIFEST ITSELF AS ONE SEES IT.

WE ARE GIVEN AN ARTISTS BRUSH AND A PALETTE OF COLOURS AND WE ARE LET OUT ON THIS UNSUSPECTING WORLD, TO PAINT OUR OWN LIFE PICTURE.

WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AND PROGRAMMED, IS WHAT WE AS INDIVIDUALS WILL FOLLOW THROUGH WITH.

THE ABILITY TO WORK THROUGH ONE'S OWN PROGRAMMING, WITHOUT JUDGEMENT, WHICH IS DIFFICULT AT THE BEST OF TIMES AND LISTEN TO THE VOICES OF THE INNER SELF.

TO BE ABLE TO BALANCE THE OUTER MENTAL THOUGHT PROCESSES AND THE INNER MACHINATIONS OF THE PARALLEL WORLD.
SOMETIMES THERE ARE SOME, WHERE THE GAP BETWEEN THE INNER AND THE OUTER IS NOT A GAPING CHASM.THESE ARE THE LUCKY ONE'S.
TO BE ABLE TO HARNESS WHAT IS THERE AND NOT WHAT IS ABSENT.
WE SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON THE ILLUSIONS OF REALITY AND NOT ENOUGH ON THE GRASPING OF THE ESSENCE OF WHAT IS.

THERE IS HOWEVER A QUESTION:
WHO AM I TO THINK THAT I AM ABLE TO SAY THESE THINGS WITH SUCH OR ANY CONVICTION?

THROUGH THE DARKNESS LIES THE LIGHT AT FIRST.
SOMETIMES IT IS ALL DARKNESS.
THERE ARE THE DICHOTOMIES AND OPPOSITES.
THERE ARE THE CHOICES.
THERE IS THE REALISATION.

WHEN ONE TRAINS ONESELF AS A SPIRITUAL ATHLETE, THE LIGHT IN TUNNEL ,IS WHAT WE OURSELVES TAKE WITH US.
IN THE PERCEPTION LIES THE TRUTH.
IN THE TRUTH LIES THE ABSOLUTE OF WHAT IS.
IN THE KNOWING OF THIS ABSOLUTE THE OPPOSITES AND THE DICHOTOMIES FALL AWAY.

THIS IS THE STAGE OF ABSOLUTE GRACE.
WHEN ONE HAS EXPERIENCED IT, IT IS NOT THE CASE OF NOW I HAVE ARRIVED.
THE ONLY THING THAT ONE HAS ACCOMPLISHED IS TO RENDER THE VEILS OF THE MIND OBSOLETE.
ONE CAN STILL BE REACTIVE, BUT THEN ONE IS CONSCIOUS.
THE RECOVERY TIME IS QUICKER.
IN THE PRACTICE AND LEARNING HOW TO THINK, ONE ACCOMPLISHES THE BREAKTHROUGH.

TO REACH INFINITY IS THE GOAL.
TO LIVE IN THE MOMENT OF ONE'S OWN CREATION, EVERY SINGLE MOMENT AND NOT SLIDE INTO OBLIVIOUSNESS.
TO KNOW THAT YOUR FEARS ARE THE TEACHING BLOCKS TO THE DISCOVERY OF WHAT YOU COULD BE AND ALWAYS WERE.
TO LET GO AND SURRENDER.
TO REJOICE IN THE OPPORTUNITIES AND YOUR OWN ALIVENESS.
TO BE ONE WITH YOURSELF AND ALL AROUND.

NOW COMES THE HARD PART...........!!!!

THE SHADOW PLAY................

 
A TRIBUTE

THE WHISPERING WILLOWS FROM THE NORTH EAST

WHEN THE WILLOWS WHISPER FROM THE NORTH EAST BREEZE AND THE MEMORIES START TO RESUSCITATE THEMSELVES.

THE EFFORT OF EXTENSION IS PARLAYED, NOT ONLY BY THE PHYSICAL EXERTION, BUT IS REVERBERATED THROUGH THE ACUITY AND THE DEXTERITY OF THE SENSES.

THE PREPARATION AND THE CONTROL ,IS NEVER THE AMOUNT THAT IS NEEDED, BUT IN ESSENCE, IN THE SURRENDER, ALL IS AVAILABLE.

THE DEXTEROUS ACUITY OF THE SENSES, POSES A CHALLENGE AND AN OPPORTUNITY.
IF THE PERCEPTION, IS IN SYNC ,AND THE FLOW IS ONE OF AUTHENTICITY AND TRUTH, THEN THE REALITY WOULD BE AN OPENING UP AND AN ASCENSION INTO THE REALMS OF A NEW DIMENSION.

IF ONE HAS BEEN CREATIVE IN A NEGATIVE DEVOLUTIONARY WAY, THEN WHAT ONE FACES ARE THE EMOTIONAL ANCHORS AND STICKING BLOCKS OF A MANUFACTURED REALITY

IT IS A MATTER OF CHOICE;OR DOES ONE HAVE TO HAVE SOME SORT OF HIDDEN QUALITIES?

IN SPEECH ,THE ANSWERS ARE NEVER THAT SIMPLE, AND EVEN LESS SO ,IN THE FINAL IMPLEMENTATION.

WHAT ARE THE CHANCES OF THE MASSES RISING UP FROM THE SYRUPY MASS OF THE PRESENT MANUFACTURED EXISTANCE?

THERE ARE THOSE AMONGST US ALL, WHO ARE THE TORCHBEARERS, THE LEADERS, WHO THROUGH THEIR OWN SELFLESS WORK ON THEMSELVES AND OTHERS ARE ABLE TO BEAR WITNESS AND LIGHT THE PATH FOR OTHERS TO FOLLOW.

THE ONE PREREQUISITE FOR THE FOLLOWERS IS THAT THEY ARE PREPARED TO LET GO OF THE MANUFACTURED REALITY, THE ILLUSION AND WALK, AND WORK ,STEADFASTLY TO A SPACE, WHERE THE REALISATION IS NOT OF FEAR, BUT IS OF THE WHOLE.

IN ESSENCE, EACH HAS TO WORK ON THEIR OWN REALITY, AND IN THE PROCESS OF LOSING THEIR FEAR, SELFISHNESS, ANGER, AND ALL OF THE OTHER NEGATIVELY CHARGED EMOTIONAL ANCHORS, THEY WILL BE IN A POSITION TO FREE THEMSELVES.

IN THE PROCESS OF LEARNING AND GIVING, THEY ARE ABLE TO ACT AS A CATALYST TO THOSE AROUND THEM AND AS THE MOVEMENT GROWS AND THE ENERGY OF EACH INDIVIDUAL BECOMES EXCITED, IT RAISES THE VIBRATION OF THE WHOLE.

WHEN ONE JOINS THE WHOLE, UNDERSTANDS THE WHOLE AND LOSES THE JUDGEMENTAL ATTITUDES--- THE SANDBAGS, TO EXPERIENCE THE TRUE FREEDOM, FALL AWAY .

THIS IS THE FREEDOM OF THE MIND AND THE SPIRIT.
THE ABILITY TO FIRST USE THE SENSES AND THEN TO GO BEYOND THE SENSES.

THIS IN ITSELF IS A CONTRADICTION IN TERMS.


TO AWAKE, ONE NEEDS TO HAVE ALL THE SENSES OPENED AND ON THE ALERT.
THIS IS THE ONLY WAY ONE CAN PASS THE OBLIVIOUSNESS AND LET DOWN THE BARRIERS.

AFTER THAT, THE SENSES ARE THERE AS A PROMPT-- A REMEMBERANCE -----A GROUNDING FORCE.

IN THE SPACE OF NOTHINGNESS, THERE IS EVERYTHING.

IN THE EMPTINESS, RESIDES THE FULLNESS OF LIFE.

O ! WISE ONE

 
WAITING IN LINE !!!!

PATIO IMPRESSIONS

 
IN THE PERCEPTION OF THE IMAGE YOU SEE WHAT YOU SEE!
WHAT EXACTLY DO YOU SEE??

A SPINNING WORLD

 
 
WHEN THE WORLD STARTS TO SPIN ------GO WITH THE FLOW AND SPIN WITH IT!

THE PASSING THOUGHTS & MANIFESTATIONS.......

TO BE BLESSED WITH THE WISHBONE......A SYMBOL OF TWO PATHS, A DUALITY HELD IN SUSPENSION AND THE JUNCTION AND CONJOINING OF ONENESS, ONTO A PATH, WHICH IS BLESSED, IN THE INFINITE; FINITE IN THE ASPIRATIONAL DETERMINATION AND PURPOSE AFFORDED TO THE INTENTION OF THE WILLFULNESS AND DIVINITY OF THE ESSENCE.

AS THE PORCUPINE QUILL OF STRATEGIC DEFENCE RAISES ITSELF WITH THE INTENTION OF PROTECTION AND THEN DISCARDS ITSELF; WHETHER IN THE FLESHY PARTS OF A RELUCTANT ENEMY, LACKING THE COURAGE AND FEELING THE PAIN AND EVENTUALLY DISCARDING IT ONCE AGAIN.

A LESSON HELD IN THE FOCUS OF DISCOMFORT AND PAIN AND ALSO A LEARNING CURVE IN THE ACT OF SURVIVAL.

A LONE WANDERER, WALKS IN THE WILD AND IN AN EVENT NOT BLESSED BY THE GODS OF RANDOMNESS, STUMBLES ACROSS THE QUILL AND STARES IN AMAZEMENT AT THE SYMMETRICAL BEAUTY AND SEES IT IN THE USE OF AN INSTRUMENT OF THE WORD.

AS THE VERDANT GREEN MAIZE TOWERS OVER YONDER HORIZON AND THE HEADS OF THE ONLOOKERS, SO DOES THE SOUND AND MOVEMENT WEAVE ITSELF INTO A SAVANT WITH A FERTILE IMAGINATION.

THE ROAR OF THE VOCIFEROUS FLAMES DRAW CLOSER AS ALL THE ANIMALS, FRIEND OR FOE, RACE IN A COLLECTIVE PACK, AS THE PANGS OF HUNGER AND THE SURVIVAL RESPONSE OVERCOMES ALL IN IT'S WAY, TO COLLECTIVELY ENSURE THE SURVIVAL OF THE BREED AND THE SPECIES.

THE CHALKINESS OF THE ROCK UNDERFOOT, LULLS ME INTO A SERENDIPITOUS REVERIE, UNLIKE ANY THAT HAS SEEMED TO POSE AND PASS MY WAY IN THE PAST AND ULTIMATELY ENCOMPASSES ALL TIME.

TAKE THE FEATHERED CAP, WEAR IT WITH PRIDE AND EMBRACE THE MANIFESTATION AND THE VISAGE OF YOUR OWN MAGNIFICENCE.

ASSISTED IN THE TASK AND THE EXTRAPOLATION OF THE TRUE PREDILECTION OF THE MIND, THE MANIFESTATION OF THE ANIMUS IN THE UNIVERSE AND THE REALITY OF THE WHOLE.

CAUGHT IN THE WONDERMENT AND AMAZEMENT, AS THE BREEZE OF THE ANGEL WINGS GENTLY CARESSES THE ENERGY CASING, IMPARTING A SENSE OF SOULFULNESS, ALL BUT NEARLY FORGOTTEN IN THE RACE TO PROVE THE SUPERIORITY OF SELF AS A HUMAN BEING.

THERE ARE THE SWIRLS OF ENERGY THAT ENCAPSULATE THE SEEKER, AS THEY FEED OFF THAT WHICH IS INFINITE IN THE BENEVOLENCE OF THE WHOLENESS.

WATCHING FROM THE SHALLOWS AS THE CURRENT GENTLY NIPS AT THE ANKLES, OBLIVIOUS OF THE SENSATION, FOREVER ENRAPTURED BY THE VISUAL SIREN DANCING ON A BEACH OF PURENESS AND LIGHTLY DUSTING THE SAND, WITH THE SWIRLS OF THE STATIONARY FEET , DEFTLY MOVING WITH THE DERVISHES, AS THE SWATHES OF COLOURED CLOTH, ENCAPSULATING HER BODY SWIRL AND SWELL THE IMAGINATION, HELD IN IT'S OWN MOVEMENT OF VIVID INTROSPECTION AND POSSIBLE OPPORTUNITY.

LOCKED IN A PERPETUAL MOTION, UNDECIDED BY THE CHOICES, FORCED INTO THE ACTION OF IN ACTIVENESS, DUE TO THE UNDERLYING FEAR OF THAT REALITY, WHICH EXISTETH IN THE IMAGINATION ONLY.

IS THIS A BEMUSEMENT I NOTE IN THE FIBRILLATION OF THE ORGANISM.

IN THE UNCHARTED REACHES OF THE MIND, ALL IS NEVER LOST.
IN THE UN FOUND REACHES AND THE ESSENCE OF THE SELF AND THE ANIMUS, ALL EXISTS IN THE FIRMAMENT OF THE RIGHTEOUSNESS OF A BIRTHRIGHT, WAITING EXPECTANTLY FOR THE TRAVELLER TO RETURN AND RECLAIM WHAT RIGHTFULLY WAS ALWAYS THERE, BUT HAD TO UNDERGO THE INITIATION, FOR IT TO COMPLETE THE CYCLE.

FEEL THE LIQUIDITY OF THE WATER, AS IT RUSHES INEXORABLY TO IT'S OWN DESTINY, WHILE YOU STAND IMMOBILISED IN THE MOMENT OF COMPLETE KNOWINGNESS AND JUBILATION IN THE EXPECTANT HARVEST OF A JOYOUS BONANZA.

RISK ALL IN THE PURSUANCE OF THE ESSENCE, AS THE WARRIOR, LONG FORGOTTEN, RAISES ITSELF OUT OF THE DARKNESS OF FEAR AND RESURRECTS THE INTENTION AND THE PURPOSE OF BEING.

BE NOT AFRAID TO VENTURE FORTH ON THIS JOURNEY OF UNEXPECTED TURNS AND DARKNESS.

RESIDENT IN THE DARKNESS ,IS THE NOTHINGNESS WHICH YOU SEEK, TO HELP YOU IGNITE YOUR OWN LIGHT, TO GUIDE YOU IN THE FURTHERANCE OF YOUR MISSION, TO EXPAND ON YOUR PURPOSE, WHICH WILL UNFOLD IN IT'S TRUE SIMPLICITY, TO EXPEL THE DUALITY AND LEAVE ONE WITH THE CALMNESS TO EXPEDITE THE FURTHER MANIFESTATION OF A MISSION OBJECTIFIED IN THE FRIVOLITY OF ONE'S OWN OBLIVION.

A VIOLIN SLICES THE NIGHT WITH THE CONCURRING HARMONY, RESIDENT IN IT.
ADJUST YOURSELF TO THE VIBRATIONAL EQUITY, WHICH IF ALLOWED AND CHOSEN, IS ABLE TO BRING MORE THAN THE EXPECTATION OF AN IMAGINATIVE SEEKER, WHO THOUGHT THAT THE BRINK OF PROGRESS AND NIRVANA WAS JUST A FEW STEPS AWAY.

A CANARY SINGS THE EULOGY, EVASIVE AND PARTICIPATORY, IN THE DUST SWIRLS AND THE SETTING SUN, REFLECTING OFF THE PINK GRANITE, WHILE COWS WANDER THEIR WAY THROUGH THE THRONGS OF THE MASSES, ALL ENTRANCED AT THE MOMENT OF DARKNESS.

AN OLD LADY SITS BY THE DOOR OF HER HOUSE, DRESSED IN BLACK, WITH A VEIL COVERING HER FACE, STARING FIXEDLY AHEAD AND NOT REGISTERING THE PASSING CROWDS, WHO LOOK IN HER DIRECTION AND OVERT THEIR HEADS, AS A RESPONSE IS NOT FORTHCOMING.

LISTENING TO THE WORDS, IS LIKE WATCHING A FIREWORKS DISPLAY, THAT IS PLAGUED WITH THE DUDS AND THE FIZZLES.
THEY ARE LIT, THEY FLY,, BUT AFTER THAT, IS JUST THE FAINTEST SMOKE TRAIL.

HACKING THROUGH A JUNGLE; EXPOSED TO THE HUMIDITY AND THE ACHE OF BEING BITTEN ALL OVER ONE'S BODY, TO COME TO A CLEARING AND DISCOVER A STONE TEMPLE, WHICH HAS STOOD FOR EONS.


THE TURBANED MAN SITS PENSIVELY ON A ROCK FACE, CASTING HIS GLANCE DOWNWARDS AND OUTWARDS------WAITING.

WHAT DOES ANY AND ALL WAIT FOR???

EXPEDITE THE SEDITION OF SELF TO OVERCOME THE RAMPANT FEAR.

A SOMETIME WALK...........

CASCADING GLANCES
ERUBESCENT IN THEIR LUMINOSITY

EMOTIONAL WITHHOLD
PLAYING OUT THE DAILY DRAMA

AN ORIGAMI POINT OF VIEW
HELD IN THE DARKNESS OF IT'S OWN SECRETS

FRATERNITY AND SORORITY OF A SPECIES
ACTED OUT ALONE
IN THE CULT OF IMAGINATION

A BREATH OF WARM AIR
RISING ABOVE THE DREGS

A SHAFT OF LIGHT
PIERCING THE INNERCORE OF BEING

A TIME SPACE CONTINUUM
HELD UP FOR SCRUTINY

A LARGESSE OF SELFLESSNESS
PERPETUATED

A HOLLOWNESS FILLED
AN INATE DESIRE MADE POSSIBLE

A CHOICE
A GRACIOUSNESS EXTRAPOLATED

AN IMBEDDED KNOWINGNESS
CAUGHT IN THE CROSSHAIRS
TANTALISINGLY CLOSE
DREAMING THE DREAM
FORTUITOUSLY OVERWHELMED

A MAINSTREAM SURRENDER
A REALITY OF UNIVERSALITY
FOREVER
IN THE REALMS
OF YOU

TAKING UP THE CHALLENGE................

TAKING UP THE CHALLENGE!
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?

THE HARDEST PART IN TAKING UP THE CHALLENGE, IS REALISING THAT THERE IS A CHALLENGE TO BEGIN WITH.
THE NEXT PART IS TO TRY AND FIND ONE'S INDIVIDUAL FOOTPRINT----THE AUTHENTICITY AND TRUTH OF SELF.
ONCE ONE HAS LOST THE PROGRAMMED EMOTIONAL IMPRINT OF THE PAST AND THE REACTIVE IMPRINT OF THE THE FUTURE. ONE IS ABLE TO DEAL IN THE MOMENT OF THE PRESENT,

TO BE ABLE TO REACH FOR THE STARS, ONE MUST KNOW WHAT A STAR IS.
SO FAR, SO GOOD.

IF ONE HAS BEEN ABLE TO HONE IN ON THE FINITE INFINITE, IT IS TIME TO PROGRESS A STEP FURTHER.

WAIT ---IT IS NOT AT ALL THAT EASY.
THE INFLUENCES AROUND ONE, ARE AT ANY TIME ABLE TO CROSS ONE'S PATH AND CAUSE HAVOC.

CROSSING THE GALAXY OF THE MIND,REACHING A QUITE SPOT AND THEN COMES THE METEOR SHOWER.
AWARENESS IS THE KEY.
MISS A BEAT AND YOU WILL NOT GET IT.

HOW DOES ONE PROTECT ONESELF FROM THE NEGATIVITY AND THE LACK OF UNDERSTANDING, WHICH IS PRESENT AROUND ONE?
MISS A BEAT AND ONE IS DRAGGED AND SUCKED INTO AN EMOTIONAL DRAMA OF SOMEONE ELSE'S MAKING.

AN INTENTION IS PARAMOUNT.
ONE SHOULD NEVER BE OVERCOME WITH THE GOOD INTENTIONS OF NO ACTION!
TRAVEL FROM THE TROUGH TO THE CREST OF THE WAVE....

THE JOURNEY IS SUCH THAT IT WILL NEVER SUPPORT ONE ON THE CREST IN PERPETUITY.
IT IS IN THE PERCEPTION THAT THE JOURNEY WILL TAKE ON THE SEAMLESS QUALITY.ONE WOULD BE ABLE TO PASS FROM CREST TO TROUGH TO CREST AND BACK AGAIN AND HAVE THE MOST AMAZING LEARNING CURVE.

TO BE ABLE TO NOT GET STUCK AT ANY POINT IN ONE'S LIFE, MEANS THAT THE JUDGEMENT,
THE QUALIFYING OF EXPERIENCES AND THE TIME CONTINUUM MERGE INTO A UNIQUE EXPERIENCE OF SPONTANEITY AND JOYOUSNESS OF THE MOMENT.

THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I THOUGHT THAT SOME OF THE THOUGHTS THAT WERE PASSING THROUGH MY MIND AND THE IMAGES THAT WERE CONTINUALLY FLASHING THROUGH ME, WERE PUSHING ME TO THE BRINK, DOUBTING MYSELF AND WONDERING WHAT IT WAS AND WHY I FELT SO ALONE.

IT IS INEVITABLY A CHOICE!

THERE IS ALSO THE FACT THAT EACH PIECE OF THE PUZZLE EXISTED BEFORE THE WHOLE PICTURE BECAME CLEAR.

THE MORE ONE ENDEAVOURS TO SEEK THE LIGHT, OSTENSIBLY OUT THERE, THE MORE ONE REALISES THAT THE LIGHT IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE CARRIED WITHIN.

THIS IS THE DICHOTOMY AND DUALITY WHICH BECOMES THE REALISATION OF THE INDIVIDUAL TRUTH AND THEN THE UNIVERSAL TRUTH AND THEN THE DUALITY SEEMS NEVER TO EVEN HAVE EXISTED.

HELD IN THE ABSINTHE OF EMOTION..........

HELD IN THE ABSINTHE OF EMOTION, HOW DOES THE QUEST FARE ?

THE TIMES ARE MANY WHEN THE SEEKER OF ANSWERS LEADS THEMSELVES TO THE CONCLUSION THAT MAY BE MORE PALPABLE AND PALATIBLE FOR THEIR OWN MINDSETS ONLY

THE BIAS AND BALANCE OF THE SCALES RESTS WITH THE PERCEPTION OF THE SEEKER.
WHEN WHAT ONE SEEKS IS NOT KNOWN, HOW CAN ONE SUCCESSFULLY PRONOUNCE ON THE WHOLE OF IT, WHEN PERHAPS, ALL THAT IS SEEN IS A MERE SHARD.

ALL ONE NEEDS IS THE SINGLE SHARD, TO ACT AS THE BEACON, GUIDING US THROUGH ALL, TO DISCOVER THAT WHICH IS INFINITELY GREATER THAN SELF.

SEIZE THE MOMENT BROTHERS AND SISTERS, TO GRASP THE OPPORTUNITY THAT RESIDES WITHIN YOUR OWN ORBIT.
EACH HAS THE POWER WITHIN TO CREATE OR DESTROY .

HOW THIS ALL WORKS OUT IS UP TO YOU .
STEP OUT AND SEIZE THE FOOTFALLS OF YOUR OWN DESTINY.

THE BEATING HEART..............................

I HOLD THE BEATING HEART, IN MY HAND, AS I FEEL THE WARM JUICES OF COMPASSION AND EMPATHY EMANATE FROM THE PHYSICALITY OF THIS PULSATING MUSCLE TRAVELLING THROUGH MY FINGERTIPS, ALONG MY ARMS AND ENTERING INTO A HOLY SACRAMENT WITH MY MAKER, IN THE UNDERSTANDING, THAT BY BEING GIVEN THIS OPPORTUNITY, I HAVE TO BE ABLE TO FEEL THAT BEAT, INCREASING MY AWARENESS AND EVALUATION IN THE KNOWINGNESS OF ALL AND NOTHING, AND REALISING, THE INHERENT OPPORTUNITIES AND OBLIGATIONS, THAT HAVE PARADED, SERENADED AND CASCADED PAST MY BEING, WITHOUT HAVING BEEN ACKNOWLEDGED IN THE TRUE LIGHT OF WHAT IT MEANS, AND BEING ABLE TO RELENT ON THE ILLUSIONARY MANIFESTATIONS, WHICH ARE ABLE AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT, TO SUCK ME INTO THEIR WARM EMBRACE, SLOWLY STIFLING, THE INNER VOICES AND THE SPIRIT OF HUMANITY, IF THAT IS THE CHOICE THAT I MAKE,WHEN SOMEHOW ALL EVOLVES INTO THE ONENESS, AND AS THE OBLIVION RELEASES ITSELF, AND I RELEASE IT FROM MY MYOPIC BONDAGE, THE HEART IN MY HAND, BECOMES THE MOMENT THAT I LIVE IN THE MOMENT, AND THE FEELINGS OF JOYOUSNESS, OVERWHELM ME, AS I AWAKE TO FIND THAT MY EYES ARE AS MOIST AS MY HANDS AND THE BEAT IN MY CHEST, IS AS STRONG AS THE GRAVITATIONAL PULL ON A ROARING SEA, MOVING TOWARDS A BEACH OF DREAMS AND MANIFESTATIONS, WHICH EXISTED AND DISAPPEARED IN THE BEAT OF A HEART BEAT.

TACTICS, STRATEGY AND THE THERMALS.......

THE TACTICS.
THE STRATEGY.
THE ABILITY TO THINK LATERALLY.
THE IMPLEMENTATION.

SOARING TO EVEN GREATER HEIGHTS......USING WHAT EXISTS.
FLYING WITH THE ASPIRATIONAL AND INTUITIVE THERMALS.

THERMALS.......
BECAUSE ONE CANNOT SEE THEM, DOES NOT MEAN THEY CANNOT BE UTILISED.
PILOTS AND HANG GLIDERS ARE AWARE OF THEM, BUT FOR THE REST......IT REMAINS A MYSTERY AND SOMETHING THAT WE ARE NOT AWARE OF THAT EXISTS IN OUR DAY TO DAY LIVES.

BIRDS OF PREY USE THEM!

HOW DO WE APPLY THIS CONCEPT TO ANY SITUATION THAT WE ENCOUNTER IN OUR LIVES.

THERE ARE MANY TIMES THAT WE ARE UNABLE TO ISOLATE AND RESOLVE THE PROBLEM.
THIS DOES NOT MEAN IT IS IMPOSSIBLE.
THE SOLUTION LIKE THE THERMALS CANNOT BE SEEN---BUT IT DOES EXIST.

IF ONE WERE TO TRUST THE NATURAL LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE----ALL WOULD BECOME EVIDENT.

I HAVE NEVER SEEN A VULTURE HAVING A CONVERSATION WITH ITSELF ABOUT THE MERITS OF WHETHER THE THERMAL EXISTS OR NOT.
IT IS IN THE MOMENT OF IT'S BEING AND IN ESSENCE ACTS INTUITIVELY ABOUT A SITUATION.
IT IS NOT GROUNDED, REPRESSED, SUPPRESSED OR IMMOBILISED BY IT'S FEAR.

TO FLY IS A LEAP OF FAITH. WITHOUT THE MENTAL ANXIETY AND SELF MADE EMOTIONAL GUILT.

I THINK IT WAS DESCARTES THAT SAID--I THINK THEREFORE I AM.

TOO MUCH THINKING IS A VISCOUS FLYTRAP FOR THE HUMAN BEING.
HOW TO FIND THE BALANCE AND SHORTEN THAT SAYING TO ----I AM.
TO BE WHO ONE IS SHOULD NEVER BE BECAUSE OF ANYTHING ELSE.

IT IS BECAUSE ONE HAS TAPPED INTO THE AUTHENTIC SELF AND TRUTH, THAT ONE IS ABLE TO FLOW WITH THE LAY LINES OF THE UNIVERSE.

IF ONE IS A HUMAN BEING-----WHAT EXACTLY ARE WE BEING AND WITH WHAT EXPECTATIONS DO WE MANUFACTURE THE REALITIES.

IF ONE IS A HUMAN DOING----WHAT EXACTLY IS IT THAT LEADS US ON A COURSE OF SELF DESTRUCTION.

FOR US TO BE AND TO DO, MEANS THAT WE HAVE TO HAVE ASSIMILATED AND UNDERSTOOD WHAT IT IS WE ARE, WHO WE ARE AND WHAT WE CAN DO.

THE ONLY WAY ,IS TO UNDERSTAND SELF.
UNDERSTANDING SELF AND FLOWING WITH THE ENERGY WILL MEAN THAT WE WOULD NOT STAND BY, TO SEE THINGS PULLED APART AND JUDGED.
WE WOULD HAVE ONE GOAL---- TO BE UNITED IN THE LOVE OF A GREATER WHOLE----ONE WHERE, WE SUPER CEDE AND TRANSCEND CURRENT REALITIES AND EVOLVE TO THE NEXT LEVEL.

THE CHOICE AND THE POWER REMAINS IN OUR HANDS AND ULTIMATELY PRECEDES THE FOOTFALLS OF OUR DESTINY.

THE PATTERNS OF BELIEF...........

IT TAKES TIME TO FORM A BELIEF PATTERN, WHATEVER IT MAY BE.
WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT FOR SOME TO EVEN EXTEND THEMSELVES BEYOND THAT BELIEF PATTERN AND EMBRACE OTHER IDEAS.

IS IT A MATTER OF CONFIDENCE AND SELF ESTEEM ?

IT IS ALMOST AS IF , ONCE ACCEPTING A SET OF BELIEFS, THEY ARE SET IN STONE AND ONE LOSES THE INQUISITIVENESS AND THE ABILITY TO QUESTION IN AN HONEST AND AN OBJECTIVE WAY, WHAT SURROUNDS ONE.
AS NO MAN( PERSON) IS AN ISLAND, SO NO BELIEF OPERATES IN A VACUUM.

IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THE PERCEPTION:
HOW ONE WOULD VIEW ONESELF!
HOW ONE WOULD VIEW ONESELF WITH A CERTAIN SET OF IDEALS!
HOW ONE WOULD VIEW ONESELF WITH THE SET OF IDEAL, COEXISTING IN A DOMAIN, WHERE WHAT OTHERS BELIEVE, IS NEVER LESS THAN ONE'S OWN BELIEF!

IT DOES NOT COME TO A COMPETITION OF WHO IS RIGHT OR WRONG!
IT IS A QUESTION OF WHICH GLOVE FITS THE BEST.

TO BE ABLE TO PROMOTE ONE PATH AND SIMULTANEOUSLY PROMOTE THE WHOLE.
TO BE ABLE TO REACH DOWN DEEP AND FIND THE ESSENCE.
TO BE ABLE TO FIND THAT COMMON THREAD, WHICH LINKS PEOPLE, NOT BY WORDS ONLY, BUT BY ACTIONS AND INTENTIONS.
TO BE SECURE ENOUGH IN THE SINGULAR BELIEF, TO PROPAGATE THE UNIVERSAL VALUES AND TO BE ABLE TO CONNECT TO ANY HUMAN BEING ON THE LEVEL OF HUMANITY .
IT IS ONLY IN THAT WAY THE INWARD GODLINESS OF ALL SHALL BE RESURRECTED AND WILL SHINE IT'S OWN LIGHT OUTWARDS, UNTIL , THERE WILL BE NO DIFFERENCES ON THE LEVEL OF SPIRIT, WHICH WILL MANIFEST ITSELF IN THE PHYSICAL, TO HEAL THE ACTIONS OF THE PAST, CREATE SPONTANEITY IN THE PRESENT AND ULTIMATELY, CHANGE THE FUTURE.

HANGING VESSELS

 

A COLLECTION OF VESSELS
A COLLECTION OF MEMORIES
A SYMBIOSIS
A SYNERGY
A SEARCHING
A RECKONING
A REFLECTION

A SENSE OF URGENCY............

WHAT ARE THE CHANCES THAT ONE WOULD AWAKE ONE MORNING AND SUDDENLY GET THE FEELING OF A SENSE OF URGENCY TO ONE'S LIFE.

HOW DOES ONE PREPARE FOR THAT MOMENT IN TIME WHEN ONE'S LIFE FLASHES BEFORE ONE'S EYES?

THE STRANGEST THING WOULD BE IF YOU WERE NOT EXPERIENCING THAT NEAR DEATH MOMENT OR BEING TRAUMATISED BY AN EMOTIONAL CIRCUMSTANCE.

HOW DOES ONE ASSIMILATE THE FEELING OF MEANING OF ONE'S LIFE OR DOES ONE SIMPLY IGNORE THE FEELING AND PRETEND THAT IT WAS NOT REALLY HAPPENING AND THAT IT WAS THE MIND PLAYING TRICKS----AN ILLUSION.
IT IS EASY TO DISMISS THESE FEELINGS, BUT WHY DO THEY KEEP ON POPPING UP?
WHAT ARE THE CHANCES THAT ONE IS GOING TO ACT ON THESE FEELINGS AND INVESTIGATE THE OPPORTUNITIES THAT PRESENT THEMSELVES?
WHAT ARE THE CHANCES THAT ONE IS GOING TO SUCCEED?

THERE IS A GREAT PROBABILITY THAT IF ONE TAKES THE GAMBLE AND THE LEAP OF FAITH INTO THE ABYSS, THAT YOU WILL GET SOMEWHERE.
IT MIGHT NOT BE WHERE YOU EXPECTED TO BE, BUT THEN, IT WILL MAKE AN INTERESTING JOURNEY.

IF ONE NEVER TAKES THAT LEAP, THEN YOU ARE KEEPING YOURSELF BOUND IN THE PARAMETERS OF YOUR OWN FEARS AND YOU DEFINATELY ,WILL NOT FIND OUT WHAT THE STORY IS.

WHEN THIS THREAD OF URGENCY CONTINUES AND DIPS INTO THE REALMS OF DARKNESS....
THERE IS A DIFFERENCE IN THAT THE LIGHT IS NO LONGER AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL----IT SURROUNDS ME.
I AM THE TORCH BEARER FOR MY OWN DESTINY.

PERPETUATING THAT WHICH IS FUNCTIONAL AND USABLE, BUT ALWAYS BEING PREPARED TO LET GO OF THE ZONE OF COMFORT, WHICH IS GREAT AND HAS DEBILITATING AND VEGETATIVE EFFECTS

CIE LE VIE

THE VEILS OF INTIMACY.......

WHEN THE VEILS OF INTIMACY ARE LIFTED FROM ONE'S LIFE.

AS MUCH AS ONE THINKS THAT, WHERE ONE IS, IS THE END POINT,IT IS NEVER THERE.

THESE VEILS OF INTIMACY ARE OUR VIEWS OF OURSELVES AND THOSE AROUND US.
WE LOOK AT ALL EVENTS THROUGH A FILTERED VIEWPOINT, ALTHOUGH AT THE TIME IT NEVER SEEMS LIKE IT.

HOW DO WE KNOW ?

WE ONLY CAN TELL WHEN WE HAVE BEEN COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO PUSH THE BOUNDARIES OR DUE TO AN EVENT, WE ARE FORCED TO RE EVALUATE OUR PERSPECTIVE.
NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES, ILLNESS,HOVERING ON THE BRINK,TRAUMATISING EVENTS, ARE ALL ASPECTS WHICH FORCE THE POINT OF OUR REALITY AND BRING OUT A GREATER AWARENESS.

BEING ABLE TO DEAL WITH ONE'S EMOTIONS SHOULD BE IN THE FOREFRONT OF OUR DEVELOPMENT.
THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT WE SHOULD DEADEN OURSELVES TO THE WORLD OUT THERE.
ON THE CONTRARY,WE HAVE TO HAVE SUPER ATTUNEMENT TO OUR EMOTIONS.
THE THING THAT WE SHOULD NOT DO IS HANG ONTO THE EMOTIONS, AS WE ARE THEN DEALING IN THE PAST AND NOT THE PRESENT.
ACTIVELY COMING TO TERMS WITH ONE'S OWN EMOTIONALITY WITHOUT DENYING, THAT THESE ARE THE FEELINGS THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING, IN WHATEVER FORM THEY TEND TO BE THRUST UPON ONE.

THERE IS ALWAYS THE TALK OF OBJECTIVITY!
HOW DOES ONE REACH A STATE OF PERSONAL OBJECTIVITY, WHERE ONE IS DEALING WITH ONESELF.
TO REACH THIS STAGE IS TO BE IN THE PRESENT.
ONE'S ESSENCE MUST BE FINELY ATTUNED AND FOCUSED IN THE MOMENT, TO REALISE, EXACTLY HOW THE SITUATION ONE FINDS ONESELF IN, IS AN OPPORTUNITY AND NOT A BURDEN OR A SWORD OF DAMOCLES , HANGING OVER ONE'S HEAD.

HOW DOES ONE SUPER SIZE ONE'S MENTAL ACUITY AND HAVE THE PRESENCE OF MIND TO BE ABLE TO NOT WAIT FOR THE SOLUTION, BUT TO ACTUALLY CREATE ONE.

PRACTICE---PRACTICE--PRACTICE.

THE FOLLOW THROUGH IS ONLY TO BE DONE BY THE SEEKER.

IN THE ASSIMILATION OF ALL KNOWLEDGE, ONE HAS TO FIND THE ESSENCE OF WHO ONE IS, TO PUT ALL INTO PRACTICE.
THERE IS NO MAGIC BRUSH WHICH CAN MAKE THINGS GO AWAY.

SLAY THE DRAGONS IN ONE'S OWN MIND.
EACH IS A MANIPULATED ILLUSION CREATED FOR A REASON.
EACH IS A PERSONAL QUEST.
EACH REQUIRES A PERSONAL WILLINGNESS AND AN INTENTION TO MOVE FORWARD.
EACH REQUIRES A PERSONAL DETERMINATION AND INTERFACE AND THE ABILITY TO BE PRESENT, AT THE FOREFRONT OF ONE'S LIFE AND NOT TO BE FOUND LOOKING AT ONE'S OWN LIFE FROM THE VIEWING DECK.

YOUNG ELEPHANTS CAUGHT IN INDIA ARE TIED BY A ROPE TO A LOG PUSHED INTO THE GROUND.
WHEN IT GROWS OLDER, IT REMEMBERS THAT IT COULD NOT FREE ITSELF FROM THE ROPE AND SO IT NEVER TRIES.
OF COURSE IT COULD PULL THE SMALL LOG OUT WITH NO EXTRA EFFORT.

THE MESSAGE HERE IS NOTHING VENTURED, NOTHING GAINED.
ONE HAS TO STEP OUT OF ONE'S PROGRAMMING AND CREATE A NEW REALITY WHICH IS RELIANT ON THE TRUTH AND AUTHENTICITY OF ONESELF AND NOTHING ELSE.

RAUSHAN ORAZBAEVA PLAYING THE KOBYZ

Kobyz (Kazakh: қобыз) is an ancient Kazakh string instrument played with a bow. It has two strings made of horsehair. The front-bottom part is usually covered by goat leather.

Traditionally kobyzes were sacred instruments, owned by shamans and bakses (traditional spiritual medics). According to legends, the kobyz and its music could banish evil spirits, sicknesses and death.

FROM THE SLUMBERS OF OBLIVION...........

ARISE FROM THE SLUMBERS OF OBLIVION AND USURP YOUR TRUE HERITAGE.

CAN YOU BE TRUE WITNESS TO THE TRUE TESTIMONY OF THE INNER SELF.
ARE YOU WILLING TO BREAK DOWN THE ILLUSIONS OF REALITY, WHICH ARE THE PARAMETERS HOLDING YOU BACK.

FROM THE TORTOISE TO THE NINJA TURTLE; FOLLOWS A LEAP OF FAITH IN THE BOUNDS OF IMAGINATION AND A REALITY.

TO BE ABLE TO EXERCISE THE GIFT THAT IS BESTOWED UPON YOU, WITH THE RELEVANT DUE DILIGENCE.
HOW DOES ONE GET TO THE SPACE, WHERE ONE IS ABLE TO EXERCISE THE OBLIGATIONS OF SPIRIT?

ONE WOULD FIRST HAVE TO TRANSCEND THE ILLUSION OF THE REALITY, WHICH ARE THE CHAINS, THAT BIND ONE TO A LIFE OF THE PERIPHERAL AND THE SURFACE.

IT IS A PROCESS WHICH BEGINS WITH AN INTENTION.
SOMETIMES THE INTENTION IS NOT A CONSCIOUS ONE.
ONE IS ALWAYS ABLE TO FOLLOW THE PROGRAM OF WHAT ONE THINKS, AND IS TOLD IS THE RIGHT ONE.
TO BE ABLE TO GET TO THE ESSENCE, ONE HAS TO BE ABLE TO CREATE A DIFFERENT REALITY, BECAUSE INSIDE, THERE IS THIS FEELING, THAT ONE'S LIFE COULD BE DIFFERENT.

TO REACH THE INNER CORE ONE HAS TO HAVE THE COURAGE TO START SCRATCHING AT THE SURFACE.
TO LATERALLY DEAL WITH THE REALITY THAT IS PRESENT AND AT THE SAME TIME, DELVE INTO THE REALITY OF ONE'S OWN TRUTH AND AUTHENTICITY.

THE ROAD IS NOT CLEAR CUT AND EASY.
THERE WILL BE MANY TIMES WHERE THE TUNNEL THAT ONE FINDS ONESELF IN, AND HAS CREATED, IS VERY DARK.

A COMMON EXPRESSION IS THAT THERE IS OR NOT ANY LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL---
WHY SHOULD THAT BE ???!!!
ONE HAS TO TRAVERSE PAST THE PROGRAMMED MODELS AND IN THE PROCESS, SEEING AND FINDING ONE'S OWN TRUTH.

IF ONE IS ABLE TO HAVE THE LIGHT AROUND ONE, AT ANY GIVEN TIME, THEN EVERYTHING WOULD BE OK AND WHERE ONE IS, IS WHERE ONE SHOULD BE.
THEN, ONE IS ABLE TO TAKE WHAT ONE HAS LEARNT, BECAUSE ONE IS NOW IN THE PRESENT MOMENT AND NOT LIVING IN THE PAST, OR WILLING THE PRESENT AWAY, TO LIVE IN THE FUTURE.

THIS IS ABOUT CAUSE AND EFFECT.
WHAT ONE PUTS IN , ONE GETS OUT.
WHAT ONE SOWS ,ONE WILL REAP.
TO BE ABLE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SITUATION AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SOLUTION.

IT IS NOT THAT LIFE IS UNFAIR.
LIFE AND THE UNIVERSE WILL GIVE YOU THE SITUATION, THAT YOU MOST NEED TO LEARN FROM TO PROGRESS.
IF ONE IS TO GET BOGGED DOWN IN THE EMOTIONAL ENERGY, THEN THE SOLUTION TO THE CHALLENGE, WILL NOT BE APPARENT.
WHEN ONE IS ABLE TO TAKE A LONG HOT SHOWER IN AN EXHAUSTED STATE, THE TIREDNESS LIFTS.
WHERE IS THAT LONG HOT SHOWER FOR THE MIND?
WHERE IS THE ATTENTION TO DETAIL OF SELF WITHOUT GETTING LOST, IN THE COMPARTMENT OF SELFISH EGO?

ALTHOUGH ONE IS APT TO FOCUS IN ON PARTICULAR AREAS, ONE HAS TO HAVE THE HYPERLINKS IN PLACE TO SEE THE WHOLE.

THERE HAS TO BE A WILLINGNESS TO PUSH THE ENVELOPE.
ONE HAS THE CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE THE PERSONAL INVITATION OF OPPORTUNITY WHICH EXISTS.
TO OPEN THIS INVITATION TAKES A CERTAIN PERSISTENCE AND CURIOSITY.
JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO SEE IT, DOES NOT MEAN THAT IT DOES NOT EXIST.

LETTING GO OF THE FEAR IS THE FIRST STEP.
BEING HONEST.
BEING CURIOUS.
REALISING THAT THE WAY IT IS, IS BECAUSE OF A CHOICE OR CHOICES ONE HAS MADE, OR CONVERSELY HAS NOT MADE.

WOULD YOU BE PREPARED TO CHANGE YOUR THINKING AND LIFESTYLE IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU THAT LIFE AS YOU KNOW IT, WOULD END ON A CERTAIN DATE---A WEEK, A MONTH, A YEAR ETC.

WHAT IS THE SITUATION REQUIRED TO JUMP START YOU, TO DELIVER ON THE OBLIGATIONS THAT YOU HAVE FOR INHALING AND EXHALING?
ARE YOU OPEN ENOUGH TO REALISE WHAT POTENTIAL LIES WITHIN YOU?
ARE YOU HONEST ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO FIND OUT EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE AND REPROGRAM YOURSELF TO REALISE, WHAT THE TRUTH IS ABOUT YOURSELF?
ARE YOU WILLING TO EXPERIENCE YOUR OWN AUTHENTICITY?
WHEN DOES THE LOOKING BECOME THE SEEING?
HOW PREPARED IS ONE OR ANYONE TO SCRATCH THROUGH THE PATINA OF THEIR OWN INDIVIDUAL PROGRAMMING, MAKING WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY ARE, THEIR INDIVIDUAL TRUTH?

IT IS SO EASY TO STAY IN THE DUALITY OF CONFUSION AND TO PURSUE THE PAYBACK OF THE ILLUSIONARY REALITY.

ON THE SUBCONSCIOUS/UNCONSCIOUS OBLIVIOUSNESS LEVEL, THERE IS ALWAYS THE UNDERLYING QUESTION: WHAT IS THE PAYBACK FOR PURSUING ANY COURSE OF ACTION?
WHAT ARE THE PRIMARY MOTIVATORS; POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE ?
WHEN DOES ONE FEEL THE NEED TO REACT TO ANY ONE OF THESE ?

THERE ARE MANY INFLUENCES AND DISTRACTIONS, WHICH KEEP ONE FROM STAYING TRUE TO THEMSELVES AND TO THEIR OWN DESTINIES.
AWARENESS AND SYNTHESIS ARE ON A SELF START GRADIENT
THERE WOULD HAVE TO BE AN INTENTION TO PROCEED.

ONE CANNOT HOPE TO SPEAK TO SOMEONE TELEPHONICALLY, IF THE CALL HAS NOT BEEN MADE !
CHOOSE TO MAKE THE CALL.
LIFT THOSE OBSTINATE MISTS OF OBLIVIOUSNESS AND START TO SEE.

FOR EVERY CALL TO ARMS(ALMS), THERE WILL BE MANY DEAF EARS.
PUT IT DOWN TO DIFFERING OPINIONS AND BELIEFS.

SOMETIMES IT IS A GREAT PITY THAT INDIVIDUALS CANNOT FIND THAT COMMONALITY OF ABSOLUTENESS AND GO FORWARD.

INFINITE DREAMS

WHEN THE SCOPE OF THE KNOWLEDGE( THE WORLD) RESTS IN THE INFINITE, SO TOO SHOULD ONE'S DREAMS BE OF AN INFINITE NATURE.

THERE IS AN IMPOSSIBILITY OF KNOWING EVERYTHING, BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT ONE IS NOT ABLE TO ADVANCE ONE'S PERSONAL KNOWLEDGE BEYOND THE SCOPE OF THE PARAMETERS OF WHAT MOST CONSIDER AS NORMAL.

TO BE ABLE TO GROW AND EXPAND, ONE HAS TO NURTURE, FIRST THE VISION AND THEN THE IMPLEMENTATION.

WHAT IS THE REASONABILITY OF AN ENDEAVOUR SUCH AS THIS?
IT DEPENDS ON THE PERCEPTION OF WHERE ONE DRAWS THE LINES!

TO THINK IN AN INSULAR MODE, IS TO PERPETUATE THE HISTORY OF ONE'S OWN EXISTENCE.

IF ONE IS NOT PREPARED OR CURIOUS ENOUGH, TO EXTEND THE SEARCH, NO MATTER THAT, AT THAT TIME, ONE DID NOT PERCEIVE THE DIRECTION, THEN ONE WOULD BE CAUGHT IN A MOMENT OF THE PRESENT, WHICH RAPIDLY DECLINES INTO A MEMORY OF THE PAST.
LIVING IN THE PAST, WHILE HAVING THE ABILITY TO ENJOY THE PRESENT, IS A SLAP IN THE FACE, TO ONE'S OWN PURPOSE AND TO THE UNIVERSE.
FREE WILL AND CHOICE ALLOWS US TO MAKE THAT DECISION.

WHAT VIBRATIONS ARE SET IN MOTION BY THOSE DECISIONS, ARE THE REPERCUSSIONS OF THE NATURAL LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE.
ONE IS NOT ABLE TO TAP INTO THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH, BUT INSTEAD, ONE IS STUCK WITH A XEROX COPY, WHICH WITH TIME( LIVING IN THE PAST), BECOMES A 1ST GENERATION, THEN A 2ND GENERATION ETC, COPY OF WHAT IS.

THIS IS TO SAY THAT BY HOLDING ONTO THE PAST, THE OPPORTUNITIES START TO DISSOLVE AND THE BALANCE SHIFTS INTO THE NEGATIVE, AS IT SLOWLY DETERIORATES.

IN THE MINDVIEW, IT SEEMS THE SAME, BUT IN THE ABSOLUTE REALITY, IT IS FAR FROM THE ORIGINAL.

WE KEEP UP THE PRETENCE AND THE ILLUSION OF THAT MOMENT AND HOLD IT DEAR TO OUR HEARTS, BUT AS THE ILLUSION SEEMS FRESH, IN OUR OWN MIND'S, THERE IS NOTHING FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH.

TRUTH MAYBE RELATIVE TO THE BEHOLDER, BUT THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH OF THE UNIVERSE IS JUST THAT.

WE ARE SO GREAT IN THE MASTERING OF OUR OWN DESTINIES AND CHOICES THAT WE ARE ABLE TO DECEIVE OURSELVES INTO BELIEVING, WHAT WE WOULD WANT OR WANT TO BELIEVE.

THERE IS THAT MOMENT OF IRONY HERE!

WE ARE THE MASTERS OF THE UNIVERSE---MASTERS OF OUR DOMAINS---AND YET FOR ALL OF OUR MASTERLY CONDUCT, WE STILL FAIL TO GRASP THE REALITY OF WHAT IS!

THE SPIRIT.....

 

EMBUE YOURSELF WITH THE NEW SPIRIT
INVEST IN THE ONE THING THAT WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE
KNOW THYSELF
EMBRACE THE PARTS TO DISCOVER THE WHOLE
LET GO
SET YOURSELF FREE FROM THE BONDAGE OF YOUR OWN MIND LIMITATIONS
DISCOVER
LAUGH
BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE!

THE MISTS OF REMEMBERANCE.............

THE MISTS START TO ROLL IN OVER A GREY SEA AND I AM TRANSPORTED BACK SOME 40 ODD YEARS TO WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED AT THE COAST TO LIVE THERE.
THE FOGHORN BLARES AND ALL THE MEMORIES BECOME MORE VIVID AND THE REALISATION OF THAT TIME ,WHICH CREATED A LASTING IMPRESSION.

IT COMES DOWN TO WHAT YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO SEE AND HOW THE MISTS REPRESENT ONE'S PERCEPTIONS AND FEARS.
IT IS IN THE PERCEPTION OF HOW ONE LOOKS AT THINGS AND THE FEARS WHICH ARE LAYERED ON THE PERCEPTIONS.
LIFE AND ALL IT'S OCCURRENCES ARE THE MIST!

DOES ONE ATTEMPT TO EMBRACE THE UNKNOWN AND EVEN IF ONE KNOWS WHAT IS THERE.
WITH THE MIST ,IT IS STILL THE UNKNOWN.

IT COMES DOWN TO THE APPLICATION OF WHAT ONE KNOWS,
WHAT ONE THINKS THAT ONE KNOWS,
WHAT ONE IS PREPARED TO ACCEPT,
WHAT ONE IS PREPARED TO EMBRACE,
WHAT ONE FEELS IS IMPOSSIBLE TO EMBRACE,
WHERE ONE PUTS THE FOCUS OF ATTENTION,
HOW WIDE OR NARROW THE FOCUS IS,
WHETHER ONE IS ABLE TO HAVE THE DUALITY OF FOCUS,
WHETHER ONE IS PREPARED ONLY FOR THE PREPROGRAMMED CONDITION OR IF ONE IS COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO STEP OUT,
INTO WHAT SEEMS LIKE THE ABYSS AND EMBRACE THE NOTHINGNESS,
TO FIND OUT, THAT WHAT IS, IS NOT NECESSARILY, WHAT YOU THOUGHT IT MAY BE, OR THAT TRAPPED IN THE INNER CORE OF ESSENCE, LIES THE ANSWER TO YOUR OWN INDIVIDUAL IMPRINT.

THE PROCESSES OF PREPARATION AND EXTENSION ARE ABSOLUTELY KEY.
WILLINGNESS AND CURIOSITY, TO TRAVERSE, NOT ONLY THE EXTERNAL, BUT THE INTERNAL ARE A PREREQUISITE.
THE UNDERSTANDING AND THE KNOWING OF SELF ARE A NECESSITY.
THE OLD ADAGE PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT IS A TRUISM.

WHEN THE ENDEAVOUR IS RIGHTEOUS AND SELFLESS, AND THE OBJECTIVE IS TO SYNTHESISE ONE'S EXPERIENCE, TO REGAIN THE WHOLE, THEN THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS FAILURE.
EACH STEP ALONG THE WAY IS A MEANINGFUL ONE.
EACH SETBACK IS ONLY A TIME TO REFLECT, ON THE PROCESS, THE GOAL ONE THOUGHT ONE WAS AIMING FOR ,AND A TIME TO PUT IN PLACE NEW MECHANISMS TO TRAVERSE FURTHER.
COMPARISONS ON THE INDIVIDUAL CAN ONLY BE BASED ON THE INDIVIDUAL AND SETBACKS GIVE ONE A RESPITE TO COLLECT DATA , SYNTHESISE AND TAKE ACTION.

THE MISTS OF LIFE ARE THE PLAYING FIELDS, TO LEAVE THE FEAR AND EMBRACE THE WHOLENESS OF SELF