INTERNAL CONVERSATIONS.........REALISATIONS

ARE THE DREAMS DRIVING YOU INSANE OR IS IT JUST THE INTERPRETATION ?
WHERE DO THE DREAMS END AND THE REALITY BEGIN ?
ARE YOU SITTING IN THE FLOATING ARMCHAIR AND WONDERING IF YOUR FEET ARE REALLY TOUCHING THE GROUND ?
IS IT SOME KIND OF BACK PROJECTION TECHNIQUE,WHERE YOU SEE YOURSELF DOING ALL THE THINGS THAT MAY HAVE HAPPENED ?
IS THE LIFE THAT YOU ARE LEADING SOME KIND OF SENSURROUND PLASMA SCREEN HOLOGRAPH, WHICH GETS TO BE MORE REAL, THE MORE OBLIVIOUS ONE BECOMES.
WHY CAN YOU SEE THE RAINDROPS, BUT NOT THE FLOODED RIVER ?
IS THE LIFE THAT YOU HAVE SOME KIND OF ASTIGMATIC ABERRATION, WHICH IS ONLY IMPROVED BY MANIPULATING THE LENSES OF AN ALREADY TAWDRY POINT OF VIEW.
WHERE IS THE PASSION AND THE ENTHUSIASM, OR ARE THOSE SOME KIND OF NEW FLAVOURS AT THE ICE CREAM PARLOUR.
CAN YOU SEE THE COLOURS IN YOUR LIFE OR IS IT THE HIRED DECORATOR'S
VISION OF WHAT YOUR SURROUNDINGS SHOULD LOOK LIKE.

WHEN THE ANGEL OF DEATH COMES KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR, WHAT IS IT EXACTLY THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO SAY ; "COME IN, I HAVE BEEN EXPECTING YOU "
ARE YOU READY TO TAKE A METAPHYSICAL LEAP FROM MATTER AND FORM, ENERGY AND SUBSTANCE, INTO PURE MATTER AND ENERGY ?
DO YOU REALISE WHAT IS EXPECTED OF YOU OR DO YOU THINK THAT THIS IS A REHEARSAL FOR THE MAIN EVENT ?
WHICH BUS ARE YOU TRAVELLING IN AND ON?
DID YOU EVER FIND YOUR MOJO THAT YOU LOST AT THE LAST STOP ?
DO YOU KNOW HOW YOU COULD RECOVER IT OR ARE YOU SO DEVASTATED THAT YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN WHAT IT WAS TO BEGIN WITH.
WAS THE HONESTY TOO MUCH ?
DID YOU THINK THAT THIS WAS ONLY A LINE FROM SOME FORGOTTEN SONG OF WHICH YOU FORGOT THE ARTIST AND THE REST OF IT.
DOES YOUR LIFE FEEL LIKE IT IS OUT OF KILTER AND OUT OF CONTEXT ?
DO YOU REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE ?
IS THE DIAPER THAT YOU WORE STILL A FIGMENT IN YOUR MIND ?

IF YOU HAVE GOT SO FAR IN READING THIS, WHAT ARE THE THOUGHTS THAT HAVE SURFACED WHILE READING THIS ?

DO YOU HAVE THE TENACITY AND THE COURAGE TO DEAL WITH THE ISSUES ?
IS THE TIREDNESS IN YOUR BODY OR ALL IN YOUR MIND ?
DO THE SHADOWS OF FEAR FLAP THEIR DARK WINGS MORE AND MORE AS YOU GET OLDER ?
DOES IT CONTROL YOU OR YOU IT ?
HAVE YOU GIVEN IT PERMISSION TO TAKE ON SUCH A MONUMENTAL POSITION IN YOUR LIFE?
IS IT THE CHOICES THAT YOU HAVE WANTED TO MAKE ?
HAVE YOU MADE AN EFFORT TO CHANGE THE CHOICES ?
WHAT IS THE PAYBACK FOR STAYING INACTIVE ?
ARE YOU A PASSIVE PASSENGER IN YOUR LIFE ?

START SLOWLY AT FIRST AND YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE...............
FIRST IN YOUR OWN LIFE AND THEN IN THE LIVES OF OTHERS.

IS ALL OF THIS OUT OF THE BALL PARK, FROM THE LEFT FIELD, OR IS IT REAL ?
WHAT IS THE TRUE REALITY THAT IS IN THE PIT OF YOUR GUT ?
HOW HONEST IS HONEST ?

FEED YOURSELF.................NURTURE YOURSELF................TAKE A CHANCE.....................
LET GO...................SURRENDER TO THE FLOW AND KNOW THAT YOU WILL FIND YOUR OWN NICHE AND MEANINGFUL PATH, IF THAT IS WHERE YOU WOULD TRULY LIKE TO GO.