BEING ABLE TO VIEW ONESELF WITH AN ALTERED PERSPECTIVE GIVES ONE THE OPPORTUNITY OF BEING ABLE TO SHED THE CONDITIONED SNAKE SKIN OF THE PAST AND REVERBERATE THE AUTHENTIC SELF
CLASPING HER HANDS TIGHTLY SHE CALLS UPON HER INSPIRATION AND MUSE TO UPLIFT THE SPIRIT TO MAKE HER WHOLE AND TO ENABLE HER TO MANIFEST THAT WHICH IS HER BIRTHRIGHT
AS THE HEART PUMPS IN THE MOMENT OF THE MOMENT THE WINDMILL OF SPIRIT TURNS IN PERPETUITY FOREVER THE REMINDER OF THE REALITY OF ILLUSION AND THE ILLUSION OF REALITY
TO BE BLESSED WITH THE FOUR WINDS TO BE AWARE TO LIVE IN THE MOMENT
AS THE HEAT IN MY BODY BUILT UP TO A CLIMAX I LOOKED AT THE SKIN OF MY HAND WHICH CHANGED BEFORE ME TRANSLUCENT AND TRANSPARENT I COULD SEE THE COALS OF THE FIRE BURNING BRIGHTLY
TRANSFIXED IN THE LIGHTS OF THE NEON IN THE BUSTLING CITY ALL STARTED TO CHANGE AS THE STIMULUS FADED INTO THE BACKGROUND AND THE NEON STARTED TO LOOK MORE AND MORE LIKE THE PHOENIX RISING FROM THE ASHES
IT WAS SO CLEAR I KNEW I HAD TO REMEMBER SOMETHING WAS IT MAYBE THAT TIME WAS OF THE ESSENCE WHY DID I FEEL THAT THERE WAS A SENSE OF URGENCY AS I GRABBED TO SEIZE THE MOMENT IT HAD ALREADY DISAPPEARED I WAS READY FOR THE NEXT ONE NO MATTER WHAT
to be able to travel physically and then mentally only.
mastering the imagination and visual conceptualisation.
to travel beyond what could ever be conceived as beyond.
finding that magic thread that happens to to lace it's way proponderously through everything.
why does it feel like i have somehow transcended the warm embrace of an overdue absolution and cleansing process.
when ,in the process of the moment, it is always a new moment, then comes the realisation of freedom.
being able to embrace what is and not to keep on dipping into that dark and recessive tunnel of experience, somehow looking for a comparison.
accomplishing this task, is being able to hold oneself up, trying to touch infinity and somehow in the intangible tangibility, of finding oneself in a state of grace.
there is no going back................there is no back to go to. journeying in the realms of the spirit can be taxing. the body is just a vehicle...........is it strong enough? it becomes a process and a preparation. to truly dissect the parallels and the dichotomy, one has to be able to move the immovable. the vibrational frequency of the entity has to be exact to reach into the nexus. it might be enough to get in, but not enough to sustain it. a misplaced spinning energy wheel would bounce off the nexus and experience problems on the re entry. to know the right moment is only to know it when it happens. one can go out there and get it, but most importantly, it is what you do with it when you get back and how you integrate it into your life.
when each step is a conscious creative step, then one is able to fulfill one's destiny.
taking a peek through history a concertina file of memories real and imagined
immersed under a patina of neglect lacklustre motivations drowned in a sea of obliviousness a prolonged and careful study of nothing lost in the darkness in a pool of obsidian
reaching into that nothingness seeing only the shadows feeling the residue of existence
mutating in the non comprehension transcending the residue of the visceral
leaving the anxiety and fear
the focus the extrapolation of nothingness brings it's own rewards
a vestibule of collective memory passes the bounds of understanding reticent in the methodology acceptance in the results
a coming of age an about face an extension a literalness