A CRYSTALISATION.......

 

EMANCIPATION
OF THE PHYSICAL
THROUGH THE SURRENDER
TO THE SPIRITUAL

IN THE FULFILLMENT...........

AUDACIOUS BEDAZZLEMENT
CAUGHT.....
IN THE FIRMAMENT
OF EXPECTATION

WIDE EYED
LOST
IN THE CONFUSION
SELF

A LIGHT
SHINING BRIGHTLY
SHIELDED IN
MYOPIC DREAMS
WHIPPED
INTO A FRENZY

AN ENSUING FEELING
A PROGRESSION
UNRAVELLING BEWILDERMENT
CAUGHT....
IN THE EMOTIONAL CROSS HAIRS

A FREEING UP
A LETTING GO
A SURRENDER
A CAUSAL MANIFESTATION
UPLOADED
IN THE BRIGHTNESS
A SPOTLESS MIND
A CAVALCADE
A ROLLING THUNDER OF SELF FULFILLMENT
A SELF PROPHESIED
ENCAPSULATED MEANDERING
AN AUSPICIOUS MOMENT
A REALISATION

A GLOWING KNOWINGNESS IN THE FULFILLMENT OF DESTINY

A PREGNANT SUNSET...

 


A SUNSET LACED WITH THE PREGNANT EXPECTATIONS
A MOMENT OF SOLACE
A MOMENT OF REVERIE
A MOMENT OF CHOICE & OPPORTUNITY
A CREATION IN THE MAKING

A SOJOURN....WITH SELF & ALTER EGO....

THE EYELIDS DROOPED UNDER THE PRESSURE OF DEPRIVATION, AS THE LEVELS OF AUDITORY STIMULATION BECAME IRRITATING, WHILE THE FLOOR STARTED TO VIBRATE AND MOVE FROM SIDE TO SIDE, AND ALL THE QUESTIONS , PREGNANT AND LACED WITH THEIR OWN IRONY AND POIGNANCY, FLASHED THROUGH THE MIND,WHILE THAT SINKING FEELING HAD NOT YET ABATED, AND AS THE PARCHED DRY LIPS RECEIVED THE LAST DROP OF MOISTURE, SQUEEZED FROM A RAG, A DOG BARKED AND BROKE THE REVERIE OF AN ITINERANT WARRIOR, WHO WAS SOJOURNING THROUGH THE COUNTRYSIDE, ASSISTED BY NONE OTHER THAN HIS TRUSTED SELF AND ALTER EGO, WHICH HAD TAKEN A BEATING IN THE LAST 250 000 MILES AND 10 YEARS OF HIS LIFE, BUT STILL HE PERSISTED AND PERSEVERED UNDER THE TUTELAGE OF HIS RISING STAR AND THE GREAT MASTER, WHOM HE HAD MET IN HIS DREAMS, STAYING IN THE BAMBOO HUT, NEAR THE CAVE OF ILLUMINATION, WHICH HAD ALWAYS EXISTED AND SHONE LIKE A BRIGHT LIGHT, DURING WHICH TIME HE HAD DISCOVERED THAT THE SECRETS OF IMPLEMENTATION LAY IN THE FINDING OF THE SET OF KEYS IN A PARTICULAR ORDER, AND AS HE CONTEMPLATED THESE THOUGHTS, THERE APPEARED BEFORE HIM A LIGHT WHICH HAD CROSSED MANY GALAXIES TO GET THERE AND AS HE BLINKED IN THE MOMENT, HE FELT A RUSH AND THE NEXT PART OF HIS TRAVELS HAD BEGUN.

THE PHOENIX.............

 

THE CHOICE
THE WILLINGNESS
THE INTENTION
TO RISE FROM THE FLAMES
TO RENEW
TO SEE AGAIN
FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.

FACE TO FACE....

 

COMING FACE TO FACE
WITH REALTY OF SELF
WITH SELF
TO SEE
TO GRASP
THE WHOLE

A JOURNEY THROUGH THE REALITY OF THE ILLUSION.......

AFTER MANY HOURS OF WALKING , THE THROBBING OF THE HEAD TURNED TO A DULL ACHE, AS THE BEING WALLKED AIMLESSLY WITH THE PURPOSE OF TRYING TO UNDERSTAND THE PROFUSION OF IMAGES THAT KEPT ASSAILING HIS BRAIN, AND WITH NO VISIBLE SIGN OF WHY HE HAD BEGUN TO RESENT THIS INTRUSION, UPON THE ONE PLACE THAT WAS THE REFUGE FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD, WHICH HAD IN THE PAST TRIED TO STRIP HIM OF ALL HIS ACCOMPLISHMENTS, AND YET STILL, EVEN WITH THIS GROWING BITTERNESS THERE WAS A NAGGING PERSISTANCE OF SOMETHING THAT SEEMED TO BE WALKING IN THE ENVELOPING MISTS OF TIME, AND IT WAS LIKE HE KNEW WHAT IT WAS LIKE IN HIS HEART, AND YET THE CLARITY EVADED HIM, PUSHING HIM OUTSIDE OF HIS SHELL AND HE WAS DRIVEN TO WALK, NO MATTER THE DISTANCE, BECAUSE ALL THAT WAS OF CONCERN WAS TO RID HIMSELF OF THE IMAGES AND WHEN AT LAST HE FOCUSSED THERE WAS A GARDEN AND WHERE HE WAS STANDING, STOOD THESE OMNIPOTENT WALLS AND THE LARGEST IRON GATE THAT HE HAD EVER WITNESSED, BUT, WHAT ASTOUNDED HIM EVEN MORE WAS THAT HE COULD NOT REMEMBER THIS PLACE BEING HERE AT ALL, DISMISSING IT SUMMARILY AND HIS EYES FOCUSSED ON THE WALLS, WHICH SEEMED TO VIBRATE AND MOVE AND AS HE RUBBED HIS TEMPLES AND CLOSED HIS TEAR STAINED EYES, THE WALLS VACILLATED BETWEEN BEING SOLID AND TRANSPARENT AND HE DECIDED THAT IT MUST BE THE LONG WALK AND AS HE NEARED THE GATES IT FELT AS IF THE THROB HAD EASED CONSIDERABLY, BUT HE STILL CHOOSE NOT TO SEE ANY SIGNIFICANCE IN THIS AND JUST CARRIED ON THROUGH THE GATES, WHICH SWUNG SHUT SFTER HE HAD ENTERED, BUT HE DID NOT NOTICE, AS HIS ATTENTION WAS DRAWN TO THE MAGNIFICENT ARRAY OF OF COLOURFUL BLOOMS AND THE LONGER HE STARED ,THE MORE HE STARTED TO HEAR A KIND OF MUSIC, WHICH SEEMED TO BECOME LOUDER AND AS HE LOOKED AROUND, HE FELT SOMETHING ENTER THROUGH HIS FEET, WHICH HAD NOT MOVED FOR A WHILE AND IT STARTED TO MOVE UP HIS LEGS, MAKING THEM WARM AND TINGLE AND AS HE FELT THIS , HE REALISED ANOTHER FACT, THAT HIS ORIGINAL INTENTION HAD BEEN TO END IT ALL THAT NIGHT, BUT NOW, HE DID NOT EVEN QUESTION THE FEELING THAT WAS MOVING THROUGH HIS BODY AND AS IT GAINED MOMENTUM, HE FELT AT EASE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE AND THE TINGLING REACHED HIS CHEST AND HE FELT ALL THE EMOTIONS OF HIS LIFE MOVING UPWARDS , HE STARTED TO CRY,AND IN FACT , THE CRYING BECAME SOBBING, AS ALL THE EMOTIONS WORKED THEIR WAY UPWARDS PAST THE THROAT AND THERE SEEMED TO BE SOUNDS EMANATING FROM HIS OWN VOICE AND THEY WERE THE SWEETEST MELODIES THAT HE COULD EVER REMEMBER HAVING HEARD AND AS IT REACHED THE BROW AREA, IT SEEMED TO SIT THERE FOR A WHILE AND THE VISIONS STARTED, BUT, THESE WERE TOTALLY DIFFERENT TO THE ONE'S WHICH HAD PLAGUED HIM; THESE WERE THE VISIONS THAT MADE HIM REALISE SOMETHING AND AS HE STRUGGLED WITH THIS, THERE WAS A RUSH FROM THE TOES TO THE HEAD AND A MASSIVE KIND OF POPPING NOISE AND THEN HE THOUGHT THAT HE WAS AWAKE, BUT WAS NOT SURE IF THIS WAS CORRECT, AND IF HE WAS ASLEEP, HE WAS STILL LOOKING AND FEELING ALL THAT HAD TRANSPIRED AND HE SEEMED TO BE MOVING, BUT HE DID NOT FEEL HIS FEET TOUCH THE GROUND, AND IT WAS ALMOST AS IF HE WAS DREAMING, BUT NOT QUITE, WHILE THE IMAGES MANIFESTED THEMSELVES ANS EACH STONE HE LOOKED AT IN THE GRAVEYARD, HE SAW THE ENTITY THAT WAS REMEMBERED AND AFTER A WHILE THE ENTITIES STARTED TO SPEAK TO HIM, AND HE COULD SEE THEM, BUT THE WORDS STILL FLOWED AND THEN HE SAW HIMSELF AS A STATUE AND HE REALISED THAT FOR TOO LONG, THAT IS EXACTLY AS HE WAS AND HOW HE MANIFESTED ALL THE NEGATIVE STUFF FROM OTHERS AND THEN CAME THE LIGHT WHICH GREW BRIGHTER AND IT STARTED TO SWIM AROUND HIS BODY AND AS THE COLOURS CHANGED HE BEGAN TO REALISE THAT HE HAD ALWAYS BELIEVED OTHERS AND HAD BEEN TOO FEARFUL TO DISCOVER HIS OWN TRUTH AND FACED WITH THIS HE SUDDENLY REMEMBERED WHAT IT WAS THAT HE HAD TO DO AND WHILE HE HAD THESE THOUGHTS, HE SAW HIMSELF STARTING TO RUN AND AROUND HIM HE PASSED ALL THESE ANIMALS AND IT WAS LIKE THEY WERE THE GUARDIANS OF SOME SORT AND HE COULD SWEAR THAT AS HE PASSED THEM ,THEY SMILED; THE OWL, THE RABBIT, THE BEAR, THE ELK, THE FOX AND THE WOLF, WHICH SEEMED TO COME TOWARDS HIM AND THEN HE FELT IT ENTER HIS BODY, AND YET WHEN HE LOOKED BEHIND HIM, THE WOOLF HAD DISAPPEARED AND HE CONTINUED TO RUN ON THIS PATH, AND AS HE RAN, THE MOONLIGHT WAS UNDER EACH FOOTFALL THAT HE MADE AND THEN THE VISTA CHANGED AND THE TIGER, THE LEAPARD, THE PANTHER, THEW MONKEY, THE BUFFALO, THE ELEPHANT , THE LION WERE ALL THERE AND THEN ALL BECAME STILL ONCE MORE AND THE DARKNES ENGULFED HIM AND WHEN HE OPENED HIS EYES, THERE HE WAS SITTING UNDER A GIANT OAK TREE AND THE GARDEN HAD DISAPPEARED, BUT AS HE PICKED HIS HAND UP TO RUB HIS EYES, HE SAW THAT HIS HANDS VIBRATED AND THEN VACILLATED BETWEEN A WOLF'S PAW AND HIS OWN HAND AND IT WAS THEN THAT HE KNEW THAT NOT ALL WAS IN VAIN AND HE HAD WORK TO DO.

THE SMILING SKELETON HAND.......

 
IN THE FACE OF DEATH-

STARING
ACKNOWLEDGING
FINDING THE WARRIOR SPIRIT
TO LAUGH HEARTILY
AT THE OLD ENEMY
RAISING ONE'S HANDS
AND
MOVING ON
WITH GUSTO

ON A CHILLED EARTH...........

lying on a chilled earth in the darkness, the naked body drifted in a vacuum, as the light got brighter and the heat, playing over the body relaxed it, but still the chill from the earth seeped through, while the sun rose to reveal a scene of isolation and desolation, while the naked body was stilled into paralysis by the events and circumstances only known to this entity, who for all intent and purpose was at rest, while inside the battle played out in a subdued mind which had succumbed to the the nothingness and the darkness of no hope and as it lay there, the heat shimmers rippled across an emaciated spirit lost in a netherworld of thought without thought, a tantalising mix of pushing and exerting all in the wrong direction and overhead circled the first vultures, who after resting at night on the trees, had risen with the thermals and as they gained height, they obtained a new perspective on this arid landscape which was denuded of most living things except the naked body, oblivious and unaware of it's surroundings, while the vultures grew in number and circled until the shadows of this mass of birds touched the naked body and the muscles started to twitch, slowly at first and with each twitch a puff of a dust cloud arose from around the naked body, as the mass grew larger and the landscape grew darker, as their shadows diminished the sunlight until all was in darkness and the birds floated downwards in the blackness and set up concentric circles around the naked body as it lay there unaware of all the attention it was garnering, and as the last birds covered the body, the sun disappeared entirely and the mass of vultures began to feed and as the sounds of the feeding grew louder, everything else became quieter, until there was a silence and a darkness, where nothing could be seen or heard and when the first light caressed the landscape with it's gentle touch, there were the bones of the naked body lying in the same position it was before the visitation and then the sky became overcast and the cumulus nimbus grew pregnant with the expectation of an event, while the lightening played across the heavens and the thunder rolled across the landscape with the shouts of nature,as the first rains hit the earth and raised the dust even higher, until a sheet of water fell and all grew dark once more, while the earth soaked up this life giving force, which saturated the bones and as the rains started to diminish, the most amazing event transpired, happening in an instant, the bones grew skin and the naked bones were reconstituted and it arose from the desolation and opened up it's eyes and in that moment and instant all around was transformed into a luscious forested plain with a stream running nearby and the birds were singing and as the being looked around, it smiled for the first time, in a very long time and finally realised it's purpose and smiled with humility and gratitude at the opportunity to inhale and exhale and the joyousness of the journey ahead.

GIFT SYMETRY----PERPETUATION

 
SYMETRY IN NATURE
THE PERPETUATION OF THE GIFT
THE GIVING OF ALL

THE MICRO.......THE MACRO.........

 

AS THE MICRO IS SEARCHED, THE MACRO BECOMES A REALITY
AS THE MACRO IS SEARCHED, THE MICRO BECOMES A REALITY

ALL IS A POSSIBILITY
ALL IS IN THE SCOPE OF THE LIMITS OF PERSONAL ENDEAVOUR

A CIRCULAR JOURNEY...........BACK TO SOURCE.....

EYES CLOSED,EYES OPEN,THERE IS THE FLOATING SENSATION WHICH SEEMS TO LINGER WITH THE POSSIBILITY OF SOMETHING MORE AS THE LANDSCAPE PASSES EVER GENTLY BENEATH ONE'S ASPIRATIONS AND THE MINUTES AND THE HOURS TURN INTO DAYS ,WEEKS AND MONTHS, WHILE THE EMOTIONAL DETOURS HOLD ONE MOTIONLESS, AS THE INTENSITY VARIES AND THE WEIGHT OF THE PERCEPTIONS OF THE MIND WEIGH HEAVILY ON THE SENTIENT BEING, AS THE GOSSAMER LIKE THREADS OF REALITY ARE SOMETIMES TENUOUS ,AT BEST ,AND WHILE ALL THE TIME THE GAPING HOLE OF DISJOINTEDNESS CRIES OUT FOR THE RECESSED MEMORY OF HEALING AND WHOLENESS, WHICH EXISTS ON A PARALELL VENTURE, WILLING AND ABLE TO NURTURE, IF THE FEAR THAT IS PRESENT LOSES IT'S WAY AND LEAVES THE BEING TO PROCESS ALL THAT IS RELEVANT AND FIND THE HOME OF THE SPIRIT WHICH IT HAS BEEN SEEKING, FOR IN THE EXPECTATION OF A QUICKFIX TO THE CURRENT BOUT OF FEELINGS, WHICH CHANGE WITH THE SEASONS AND FLOW WITH THE TIDES, WHILE IN THE CLARITY AND EMBRACE OF WHAT LIES BEFORE ONE, IS THAT HOME EMBEDDED WITHIN ONESELF, WHICH AWAITS THE OPPORTUNITY TO DIVULGE ITSELF, BUT NOT UNTIL THE LESSONS ARE LEARNT AND THE PROCESSES ARE KEPT IN PERPETUAL MOVEMENT, AS THE NEXT SUNRISE APPEARS AND A SUDDEN REALISATION OF A SENSE OF PURPOSE AND MEANING IS CONCRETISED AND THE SENTIENT BEING SOARS INWARDLY TO MEET ITSELF IN A PLACE FROM WHICH IT HAD ORIGINALLY COME FROM.

FORGED IN THE CRUCIBLE........SPREAD BY.........

CRAFTED IN A CRICIBLE OF FIRE THE WORDSMITH STARTS TO PONDER AND SLOWLY CHUCKLES TO HIMSELF AS HE BEGINS TO LAUGH HARDER AND HARDER, LOUDER AND LOUDER, WHILE HIS WHOLE BODY CONVULSES AND RIPPLES WITH THE WAVES OF ENERGY, WHICH EMANATE DEEP WITHIN AND COME PORING OUT TO CRASH ON AN EXPECTANT SHORELINE, WHICH HAD NOT BEEN IN A POSITION BEFORE, TO FEEL THE AMOUNT OF ENERGY WASHING OVER IT, AS THE ORCHIDS TURNED THEIR HEADS IN SNOBBISH AMAZEMENT TO THE BIRDS WHO ALL STRTED TO SING TOGETHER AND AS THIS ENERGY GAINED IN IT'S MOMENTUM, IT WAS THE PIED PIPER OF MOBILISATION, AS ALL REALISED THAT HERE WAS SOMETHING THAT RESONATED WITH THEM AND FRIEND AND FOE ALIKE JOINED HANDS, CLAWS AND WINGS TO ESCALATE THIS MOVEMENT, WHEN SUDDENLY THE MOTION STOPPED AND IN THE NEXT FEW MOMENTS THERE WAS A CACOPHENOUS DISTURBANCE, AND THEN THE EAR SHATTERING SILENCE, WHICH MADE ALL THINK WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS A FIGMENT OF THEIR IMAGINATION AND AS THAT STARTED TO SINK IN, THEY SLOWLY RETREATED FROM EACH OTHER AND THE SAME LOOK FROM THE PAST, REPLACED THE JOYOUS HARMONY, UNTIL SUDDENLY THERE WAS A ROARING THUNDER AND LIGHTENING AND SOMETHING ELSE BEGAN TO FILTER THROUGH AND AS THEY TRIED TO DISTINGUISH THE THE SOUND, THE REALISATION DAWNED UPON THEM SIMULTANEOUSLY, FOR IN THAT MOMENT, THE LAUGHTER HAD RETURNED AND THE PROCESS CONTINUED ON IT'S SOJOURN, TO SPREAD THE LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS, THE UNITY AND STRENGTH TO ALL LIVING ORGANISMS AND THE REST OF WHAT HAPPENED IN THIS STORY IS UP TO YOU TO COMPLETE, AS YOU SPREAD THE JOY AND LOVE TO ALL THAT CROSS YOUR PATH AND IN THIS PROCESS YOU WILL BE THE JUDGE.

A CYCLE----A CHANGING OF THE GUARD.....

CAUGHT IN A TIME BUBBLE OF ONE'S OWN MAKING,HARSHLY APPRAISING A SITUATION WHICH SHOULD HAVE A GENTLER APPROACH, WHEN ONE GETS CAUGHT IN THE FORCES, BEYOND THE CONTROL OF THE MERE MORTAL, WHO IS USED TO HAVING A BOXLIKE PARAMETER VISION, WITH THE CONTROL OVER A DOMAIN WHICH IS LIMITED ONLY BY THE IMAGINATION, WHICH AT SOME STAGES CAN BE SUBVERTED WITHOUT A CARE OR A THOUGHT AND CAN BE RIDDEN ROUGHSHOD OVER ALL WHO CROSS THE PATH OF ENRICHMENT, TAKING IN OR INVARIABLY NOT TAKING IN ALL THE DYNAMICS OF A CAUSAL RELATIONSHIP TO ONE'S FELLOW BRETHREN, DEPENDING ON THE RELATIONSHIP ONE WOULD HAVE WITH DIVERSITY AND SECONDLY TO A FRAGILE ENVIRONMENT, WHERE THE THOUGHT THAT PRECEDES AN ACTION, HAS THE DEPTH OF A PUDDLE IN A DENUDED DESERT, WHERE A PERVASIVE SINGULAR THOUGHT OF SELF PRECEDES ALL ACTIONS AND AS ONE PREPARES TO WALK THE HIGH ROAD, FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN THE VIEW THAT IT OFFERS AND FEELING THE FREEDOM OF ONE'S COURSE, WHILE THE SCREAMING MASSES RAISE THEMSELVES UP AND COWER IN THE SHADOW OF THEIR OWN LIMITATIONS, THERE COMES A RIPPLE ACROSS THE PLAINS OF EXTREMES, WHICH STRIKE DEEP INTO THOSE THAT WOULD HAVE THE MOST TO LOSE AND AS THE GREY SUITS WITH DESIGNER LABELS GATHER AND THINK OF WAYS AND SOLUTIONS, NOT TO CHANGE, BUT TO KEEP THE STATUS QUO, SO DOES THE UNDERBELLY OF THE POTBELLIED PIG BECOME AN EVEN MORE APPEALING SIGHT TO THOSE LOOKING FROM THEIR VANTAGE POINT AND IN THE MASS HYSTERIA OF THE HAVE NOTS, THE THOUGHTS ARE TO OVERWHELM THE OPPRESSOR AND UNSEAT THEM FROM THE EVER PRESENT TROUGH OF AMAZING SELF INDULGENT TIT BITS AND NOT BECAUSE IT IS WRONG, BUT BECAUSE, FOR SO LONG, THEY HAVE SEEN THE POT AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW AND NOW ALL THAT THEY YEARN FOR, IS THE POT AND IN THAT MOMENT, ALL THAT IS HAPPENING AND WILL HAPPEN IS A CHANGE OF THE GUARD AND SOME THAT DID NOT HAVE WILL HAVE A LOT MORE AND OTHERS WHO WERE WAITING, BUT WERE TOO FAR AWAY, WILL END UP WITH WHAT THEY HAD IN THE BEGINNING, WHICH WAS NOTHING AND SLOWLY THE WHEEL WILL TURN ON ITSELF AGAIN.

the crow....

 
a crow appears magically and waits at the edge of the city lights for the sign!

the silhouette...

 
gazing upwards at the silhouette of the tree and the clouds playing dreamily around the edges, i see a shaft of light illuminating the footsteps of my destiny and finally the way home!
blessed are the manifestations of the signs!

the energised hand

 
 
 
 
the energised hand in full flight
capturing the momentum......
flowing
in the maximisation
of the direction of intention
and integrity of surrender

COMPASSION..........

 
a man sits on his haunches while caring for a person lying on his lap as the child stares into the face of the person and holds their hand through the ordeal.

A THOUGHT.................

A WANDERING VISTA
OCULAR SERENITY
PLAYING
ALWAYS
WITH THE MAGIC

AN OPEN HEART
A JOYOUS
EARTHLY GIFT
FILLED
TO THE BRIM

A VOYAGE..........
OF DISCOVERY
LIAISING.........
WITH THE TENETS OF LIFE.

THE SIGN AND THE WOLF HAND

 
 
THE WOLF RIDES THE CREST
A SIGN
THE MAN FEEDS THE WOLF
A FAMILY

SHAPESHIFTING THE IMAGE AND DESTINY OF SELF
EXTENSION TO ALL

the divine feminine....

 



AT THE HUB
THE DIVINE FEMININE
RADIATES

confrontation.....a long walk home

 

THE DARKNESS & THE FEAR...

 
 

FACING THE DARKNES AND THE FEAR
UNDER A LIGHT FILLED TREE

ABUSED-------DOWN & DEFINATELY NOT OUT...

IT WAS LATE IN THE MORNING AS THE WOMAN AWOKE, STARTLED IN THE DISORIENTATION OF HER SURROUNDINGS AND NERVOUSLY GLANCING AROUND TO CHECK WHERE SHE WAS, AS THE MOVEMENT OF THE BLANKET CAUSED A FINE LINE OF DUST TO BE RELEASED, HELD IN THE MOMENT BY THE VOYEURISTIC SUNSHINE , MAKING IT'S WAY THROUGH THE BROKEN SHUTTERED WINDOWS, WHILE THE MUSTY SMELL OF THE UN AIRED DANK SURROUNDINGS ASSAILED HER NOSTRILS, AS HER MIND BEGAN TO RACE AND REMEMBER WHY IT WAS THAT SHE WAS IN THIS STRANGE ROOM, IN A PLACE, SHE HARDLY REMEMBERED, AND AS THE AWARENESS OF CONSCIOUSNESS GRIPPED HER IN A VICE-LIKE GRIP OF REALITY, THE THOUGHTS FLOODED INTO HER MIND, AS HER BODY SHUDDERED IN THE FEAR AND THE KNOWINGNESS OF WHAT SHE WAS RUNNING FROM, BUT THE ANSWER AND THE DESTINATION OF WHERE SHE WAS GOING ELUDED HER, AS SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE BED AND FELT THE ITCHINESS OF THE DUST MITES THAT HAD HAD THE PRIVILEGE OF HER COMPANY THIS NIGHT, AND AS THE FIRST DROPS OF WATER HIT HER HEAD AND SHE CLOSED HER EYES, WHILE THE HOT WATER SPRAY RAN DOWN HER BODY AND SHE STARTED TO DRIFT AND THINK OF THE REASONS AND CIRCUMSTANCES THAT HAD BROUGHT HER TO A PLACE OF FEAR AND INSECURITY AND ON THE RUN FROM AN ABUSIVE ALCOHOLIC PARTNER, WHO HAD IMPRESSED UPON HER HIS NEEDS AND THE MASCULINE STRENGTH OF HIS FEET AND FISTS, WHICH RAINED DOWN UPON HER MORE FREQUENTLY, UNTIL THE THE TIME ARRIVED WHEN THE FEAR, THAT SHE HAD WAS NOT ENOUGH TO KEEP HER IN THAT PLACE AND SHE ACTED MORE OUT OF A NECESSITY TO FLEE AND CARRY HER HER FEAR WITH HER TO ALL THOSE UNKNOWN PLACES, WHICH BEGAN TO MERGE INTO ONE KIND OF HELL TOWN AFTER ANOTHER AND AS SHE DRESSED AND DECIDED TO TAKE A WALK, SHE REALISED THAT SOMEHOW, SHE HAD TO LIVE THE WAY SHE FELT IN THAT DARK SECRET PLACE AND AS THESE THOUGHTS PLAYED ON HER MIND, SHE BECAME AWARE OF THE SILENCE AND FOUND HERSELF IN A FOREST, WHICH SHE HAD NOT NOTICED ON ENTERING THE TOWN AND AS THE AWARENESS INCREASED, SHE FELT FOR THE FIRST TIME A SENSE OF CALMNESS AND PEACE, WHICH SEEMED TO EMANATE FROM DEEP INSIDE HERSELF AND SHE SAT DOWN UNDER THIS ENORMOUS TREE, RESTING HER BACK AGAINST IT'S BROAD GIRTH, WHILE SHE FELT KIND OF SLEEPY AND AS HER EYES CLOSED, FOR THE FIRST TIME WITHOUT THE HISTORY OF THE MEMORIES PLAYING THROUGH HER HALF SLEEP, SHE WENT INTO A WORLD OF DREAMS AND FELT THAT HER BODY WAS PART OF THIS GIANT TREE AND AS THE WIND PLAYED WITH THE UPPER BRANCHES, SHE STARTED TO SMILE AND LAUGH AND AS THE LAUGHTER GREW LOUDER, HER WHOLE BODY CONVULSED AND SHE COULD SEE HER SLEEPING SELF AND AT THE SAME TIME, SHE COULD SEE THE DREAM, FEEL THE LAUGHTER, WHICH PERMEATED THE FOREST, WHILE SHE SUDDENLY SAW THIS BLACKNESS THAT HAD STARTED TO EMERGE FROM HER HEAD AND GREW LARGER AND LARGER, SHE REALISED THAT THIS WAS THE ACCUMULATION OF ALL THE EMOTIONAL NEGATIVITY THAT HAD COLLECTED, WHICH WAS STILL TRYING TO STAY INSIDE HER, WHILE HER FEET BEGAN TO GLOW AND SPARKLE WITH A GOLDEN LIGHT WHICH MOVED IT'S WAY UPWARDS, FORCING THIS BLACK ENERGY UPWARDS AND OUTWARDS AND AS SHE WATCHED IN AMAZEMENT, THE BLACK ENERGY BEGAN TO DISSIPATE, AS THE TREE SENT OUT LONG TENDRILS OF WHITE ENERGY, UNTIL THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT.

SUDDENLY SHE WAS BACK IN HER OWN BODY AGAIN, AWAKE AND KNOWING INSTINCTIVELY AND INTUITIVELY, THAT ALL HAD CHANGED AND AS SHE LEFT THE FOREST, SHE KNEW THAT LIFE WOULD BE DIFFERENT AND THAT SHE WOULD BE INSTRUMENTAL IN HELPING OTHERS TO FACE THE SCOURGE OF COWARDICE AND MANIPULATION FROM PEOPLE WHO HAD TO EXERCISE THEIR POWER THROUGH THEIR FISTS AND WERE THEMSELVES JUST A PRODUCT OF A CIRCULAR EXISTENCE.

PERCEPTION...........

 
 

PERCEPTION
A BROADENING OF THE PERSPECTIVE
AN EMBRACING OF THE SAMENESS
IN IT'S FULL VIBRATIONAL SPECTRUM

THE ELEVATOR.........

IN THE NARROW CONFINES OF AN ELEVATOR, AS THE MOVEMENT STANDS STILL AND ALL THAT CAN BE SEEN ARE THE CHANGING NUMBERS, WHICH IS THE ONLY WAY THAT ONE IS COGNISANT OF THE FACT, THAT ONE IS GOING ANYWHERE, WHILE THE MIND SWITCHES OFF AND THE ATTENTION SPAN IS REDUCED TO THE MEREST TRICKLE, AS THE ATTIC FILLED RESERVOIR OF MEMORIES OF THE PAST ENGAGES ITSELF IN AN INTERNAL DIALOGUE, VACILLATING IN THE NARROW CONFINES OF A BELIEVED REALITY, AS THE DECISIONS THAT HAVE BEEN MADE ARE ARGUED, THE WORDS THAT WERE NOT SAID ARE SHOUTED OUT, REVERBERATING AND CAUSING THAT WARM FEELING OF SELF APPROVAL THAT A RESOLUTION HAS BEEN MADE TO A SITUATION, WHICH SO LONG AGO VANISHED, IS COMMENDABLE AND THEN THERE IS A SHIFT AND ALL RETURNS TO THE BEGINNING, WHILE THE GAINS MADE WITH THE THOUGHT ARE LOST TO AN EMOTIONALITY, WHICH HAS IT'S BEGINNINGS IN THE STOMACH AND LIKE A GIANT WAVE OF UPENDED PAIN COMES CRASHING DOWN AND RELEASES SOME OF THAT ENERGY INSIDE AN ORGANISM, WHO IS OVERWHELMED IN THE PROCESS AND LOSES SIGHT OF THE PRESENT REALITY, TO RATHER STAY IN THE FROZEN MOMENT OF A PAST REALITY AND FIGHT IT DAY AFTER DAY, WHILE THE WAVE SUBSIDES AND THE PANIC THAT IS LEFT FROM THE WAVE OF UNSOLVED EMOTIONAL ENERGY PRECIPITATES A NEW STATUS QUO, WHERE THE FEAR IS UP SIZED AND THE IMMOBILITY GROWS IN IT'S OWN STATURE, FOREVER A REMINDER OF AN EMOTION OR MANY EMOTIONS THAT WERE NOT SEIZED UPON AT THEIR TIME AND WERE NOT TACKLED AND SEEN SOMETIMES AS AN OPPORTUNITY TO BE ABLE TO REGAIN THE WHOLENESS, UNTIL ALL, THAT WEIGHED DOWN INTERNALLY ON THE SENTIENT BEING CAUSED IT TO BELIEVE THAT THE SITUATION WAS AKIN TO BEING BURIED ALIVE, AS THE MORE THAT IT SCREAMED AND TRIED TO CATCH SOMEONES ATTENTION, THE MORE IT WAS IGNORED, UNTIL THE MOMENT CAME, WHERE THERE WAS ANOTHER WHO LISTENED AND DID NOT TALK, AND IN THE PROCESS OF LISTENING, THERE SEEMED TO COME A CALMNESS AND A WILLINGNESS TO TRY ONE MORE TIME TO EXTRICATE ALL THOSE FEELINGS OF NOT FEELING WORTHY, OF THE PAIN FROM CHILDHOOD AND ALL THE OTHER PAIN THAT HAD STEMMED FROM THAT ORIGINAL PAIN, AND SO, WITH A CURIOSITY AND A NEW INTENTION THAT WAS EVIDENT IN THE STEP AND THE POSTURE, THERE WAS A MISSION PLANNED TO FOLLOW THE PATH BACK TO THE SOURCE AND WITH TIME, THE PAIN DISSIPATED AND ALL SEEMED TO TAKE ON A NEW COAT, WHICH WAS OF COURSE, A CHANGE IN THE PERCEPTION, WHICH ALTERED THE REALITY AND AS THE SENTIENT BEING WAS GRASPING AND REJOICING IN THE WHOLENESS OF ITSELF, THERE WAS AN OUTSIDE STIMULUS THAT INTRUDED, A BUMP, AND THE ELEVATOR DOORS OPENED, TO A SIGHT AND A FEELING ,OF IN THE MOMENT OF THE MOMENT, AND ALL SEEMED DIFFERENT, AND THE BEING STEPPED OUT WITH A BROAD SMILE, READY ,WILLING AND ABLE TO TACKLE THE NEXT PART OF THE JOURNEY.

VIGILANCE......

 
EVER VIGILANT IN THE MOMENT

THERE CAN BE ONLY THE MOMENT OF....NOW!

THE MOMENT OF CRYSTALISATION............

IN THE MOMENT OF CRYSTALLISATION, ALL IS POSSIBLE, WHILE THE SEASONS PASS WITH THE NEW GROWTH, AS THE CYCLE PRECIPITATES ITSELF OVER AND OVER ,AND YET, SOME OF THE CYCLES ARE NOT WELL DEFINED IN THEIR CHANGES AND THEIR GROWTH WITH THE PITFALLS AND CHASM OF EMOTIONALLY STUNTING AND RETARDING OF THE REGROWTH IN THE REALITY OF THE MIND AND, NOT EXACTLY RELATIVE TO THE TRUE REALITY OF THE UNIVERSE, WHICH IS NOT PRONE TO THE SELECTIVE THOUGHTS AND IMPLEMENTATIONS, WHICH HOLD ONTO A MOMENT IN THE CYCLE AND BELIEVE WITH SUBSTANTIATION, THAT, THIS MOMENT WAS THE REALITY AND IN THE MOMENT OF CREATING THIS SEPARATE REALITY, IT WOULD BECOME THE REALITY OF THE MOMENT AND THE CYCLE WOULD BE DIMINISHED IN IT'S GRAND DESIGN, TO ONE WHICH WAS SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE MANIPULATION OF CONTROL, WHILE AS THE RESULTS MANIFESTED THEMSELVES, AND THE THOUGHTS FUELLED THE ACTIONS, WHICH FUELLED THE NEXT RESULTS, THE BELIEF WOULD COME TO PASS, THAT, THE SITUATION HAD NO POSSIBILITIES AND ANY FURTHER MANIFESTATION WOULD BE KNOWN, WHICH WOULD ADD IMPETUS TO THE BELIEF, THAT THIS INDEED WOULD BE A SELF FULFILLING PROPHESY, UNLESS, THE CYCLE COULD BE BROKEN, BUT, FOR IT TO CHANGE, THERE WOULD HAVE TO BE A CONTINUING EMPTINESS, WHICH WOULD GNAW AWAY AT THE SENTIENT BEING AND DEMAND AN ACTION, OR NO ACTION AT ALL, WHICH, WOULD SET, AS HARDENED CEMENT, AS THE IMMOBILITY AND THE FRUSTRATION GREW, UNLESS THERE WAS A WILLINGNESS, A CURIOSITY AND A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF COURAGE, TO LET GO OF THE SACRED COWS OF THOUGHT, WHICH PERSIST IN THE CURRENT VIEWPOINT AND BE PREPARED TO SURRENDER WHAT ONE THOUGHT WAS THE REALITY, TO ALLOW THE TRUE ENERGY OF THE UNIVERSE TO MANIFEST ITSELF, SO THAT THE FREE FLOW OF THIS ENERGY COULD REGAIN IT'S NATURAL RHYTHM AND FLOW AND THE SENTIENT BEING COULD FULFILL THE OBLIGATION, WHILE THE MONOTONY OF THE SELF INDUCED AND SELF PERPETUATED CYCLES OF A PROGRAMMED REALITY WOULD BE ABLE TO SHIFT INTO THE REALM OF UNHINDERED ENERGY FLOW, AS ALL THE POSSIBILITIES GREW AND THE SYNCHRONICITOUS MOMENTS BECAME INTUITIVELY UNDERSTANDABLE, WHILE THE ESSENCE OF ONE'S OWN AUTHENTICNESS WOULD NOT BE A MATTER OF DEBATE, AS THE KNOWINGNESS OF SELF, COMPLETED IT'S OWN CYCLE AND IN THE ABSOLUTENESS OF THE UNIVERSE, IT WOULD BE ACCEPTED AND THE TRUTH WOULD NOT BE AN INDIVIDUAL INTERPRETATION, BUT WOULD BE THE COMMONALITY OF ALL, WHO INHALE AND EXHALE AND IN THE PROCESS OF WHOLENESS AND CONNECTEDNESS WOULD BE THE RULE RATHER THAN THE EXCEPTION.

I AM ONE
WE ARE ONE
ALL IS ONE

close up & personal

 

staring
into the jaws
of nature
up close
& personal

ONWARDS......

 
LEAVING THE CRIB OF ONE'S OWN ILLUSION
 
TO FIND THE REDEMPTION
TO MOVE FORWARD
TO SURRENDER
TO DISCOVER PURPOSE
TO RENEW THE FOOTFALLS ON THE ROAD OF ONE'S DESTINY

walking through .....

 
when one is able
to keep one's feet on the ground
to be part of nature
to be a part of the whole
to be whole

ALONE IN THE DARKNESS........

ALONE IN THE DARKNESS, AT PEACE AND RELAXED, AS THE OTHER SENSES EXPAND THEMSELVES, WHILE THE ENERGY OF THE OBJECTS AROUND ONE MAKE THEMSELVES KNOWN, UNDETERRED BY THE LACK OF VISUAL RECOGNITION, THE ENERGY ARRIVES IN WAVES, AS THEIR PLACEMENT AND SIZE TURNS INTO A PICTURE, WHILE THE SOUNDS, THAT ARE EMITTED, BUILD UP INTO A RHYTHMIC PATTERN AND THE SMELLS AND AROMAS ASSAIL THE NOSTRILS, WHILE ALL THE TIME THERE IS THE BUBBLE OF ENERGY CAUGHT IN THE EBB AND THE FLOW OF THE UNIVERSE, WHICH GROWS IN SIZE AND PHYSICAL FEELING, AS THE OUTSIDE WORLD DISAPPEARS, THE SURROUNDINGS GLOW WITH ENERGY AND AS PEOPLE PASS BY, THERE IS A SENSE, NOT OF THE PHYSICAL FORM, BUT OF COCOONS OF ENERGY, DIFFERING IN SIZE AND INTENSITY, WHILE ALL THE TIME, AS THE MIND DEFOCUSES ON ALL ELSE AND BEGINS TO FOCUS ON THE ENERGY, IT GROWS AND THERE ARE NO CONSCIOUS THOUGHTS PRESENT, JUST THE ENERGY WHICH HAS MANIFESTED ITSELF THROUGH THE SURRENDER OF SELF AND HAD TO REALISE, THAT IN IT'S CREATION, IT HAS A PURPOSE AND AS THE PROCESS EXTENDS ITSELF, SO THAT THE PURPOSE REGAINS IT'S CLARITY IN THE HEALING OF SELF AND OTHERS.
BLESSED BE.

THE AUSPICIOUS VISION.................

THE VISIONS ARE FILLED WITH AUSPICIOUS SIGNS, AS MY BODY RELAXES AND THE IN BREATHS AND OUT BREATHS GET FURTHER APART.

CLOUDS OF JOY DESCEND AND LIFT ME TO A FAMILIAR PLACE, WHERE, WALKING THROUGH A FOREST, I FEEL THE LIVING ENERGY, WHICH IS LIKE A GIANT HEARTBEAT, AS IT MOVES AND VIBRATES.

THE RUNNING WATER IS THE SOOTHING MUSICOLOGIST, WHO IS ABLE TO BRING PEACE AND GIVE LIFE TO IT'S SURROUNDINGS, WHILE THE ANIMALS HAVE THE SENSE AND THE ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF THE TRUE SPIRIT OF THE UNIVERSE.

THE CARIBOU, THE ELK, THE GRIZZLY BEAR, THE SQUIRREL, THE HAWK, THE EAGLE, THE VULTURE, THE LION, THE BUFFALO AND THE ELEPHANT ALL PLACE THEMSELVES IN THE MOMENT,WHEN WHAT SEEMS LIKE A DREAM, BECOMES A REALITY AND WHAT WAS THOUGHT IMPOSSIBLE, COMES TO PASS.

THE OWL GENTLY CALLS THE NIGHT AND RECEIVES IT'S ANSWER IN THE STILLNESS.

PERCEPTIONS...

 
FROM A STAIN ON A GARAGE FLOOR
EMERGES
ALL ONE IMAGINES
IT TO BE

A CHOICE IN THE CYCLE.............

IN THE INNOCUOUSNESS OF THE MEDIOCRITY LIES THE SEEDS OF DISCONTENT, WHICH PROVIDE EACH ONE WITH A CHOICE, WHETHER THERE IS THE ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OR NOT AND WHILE ALL GO ABOUT THEIR DAILY BUSINESS, INTERSECTING, INTERFACING, RATIONALISING AND TRYING TO GET AHEAD, THIS SUPER SMOOTH SURFACE OF EXISTENCE, BEGINS TO CHIP AWAY AND DETERIORATE, WHILE THE SHOW OF EXPLOITATION ON ICE, ON A LOOP TAPE PLAYS IT'S SUPER ABSORBING MESSAGES AND ESPOUSES IT'S MATERIAL MOTIVATIONS TO NATURALLY HELP ALL OF HUMANKIND, WHILE THE COFFERS START TO FILL AND THE OFFSHORE ACCOUNTS EXTEND THEMSELVES, LIKE RABBITS ON A BREEDING PROGRAM, AND THE MESSAGE CONTINUES, INSPIRING PEOPLE TO BE THE BEST THAT THEY CAN BE: LOOK LIKE A FILM STAR, DRESS LIKE SUCCESS, SMELL LIKE PRESTIGE AND ALL THE WHILE, AS THE ETERNAL GROWS OR FALLS, THE INTERNAL LESSONS SEEM TO BE LOST, AS MEDIOCRITY IN THE TRUE PURPOSE OF LIFE REARS ITSELF AND SLOWLY STARTS TO ATROPHY AND ALL CONTINUALLY START TO QUESTION THE MEANINGS AND SYMBOLS OF A LIFETIME OF STRUGGLE OR A LIFETIME OF PLENTY, FOR THE EMPTINESS THAT HAS DESCENDED IN THE HEARTS, MINDS AND SOUL OF THE POPULACE LEADS TO QUACKERY, AS THE SNAKE MEDICINE MEN WEAVE THEIR GREASY WAY THROUGH A POPULATION IN PAIN AND WHEN THEY ARE THOUGH, THE EMPTINESS IS EVEN GREATER, UNTIL THERE APPEARS OUT OF THE NOTHINGNESS OF A HOMOGENEOUS MASS, WHO TEND TO OTHERS AND EXTEND THEMSELVES, NOT FOR A PRICE, BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY FEEL AND AS THE MOVEMENT GROWS, SO DOES THE EMPTINESS RECEDE, UNTIL IT BECOMES A DISTANT MEMORY, WHILE ALL THE TIME, LIFE IS A CYCLE AND THE CHOICES THAT WE HAVE ARE THERE FOR BENEFITING OTHERS AND BY EXTENDING ONESELF , ONE STEP AT A TIME, ALL WILL BENEFIT